13.04.09

i was really busy today.
i went to the hypermarket with my mum. then i went to hwee sing's house to lend her my mum's skirt.
then once i reached home, jiawen reached my house to borrow my black skirt.
then i ate a light lunch and sat down with my bro to watch She's The Man.
really hilarious movie. i'm so glad i got to download it and burned it into a cd.
then i went for catechism. also boring.
at 1st they couldnt find the keys for the door of our catechism class, i so hope that they could never find it.
like omg...the teacher treats us like 10 year-olds.
he keeps repeating the same thing over and over again.
i could answer his questions even when i was not concentrating.
then i didnt attend mass. we went home with aunty pat.
when i reached home. i changed into more formal clothes and got ready for a BEC member's daughter's wedding, it's also my piano teacher's sister. and my piano teacher played the cello at the wedding. i didnt even know she knew how to play the cello. she was amazing.
i actually wanted to go the mass service at church but it was too early, and i was too tired.
the wedding was held at Pulai Spring. i'll be going ther again in May when uncle tuck comes back.
i havent been to that place in years, the last time i went there when i was about 7 years old.
at that time, i was still very very close with my father's side's cousins.
and it was one of my grandaunt's bday.
it was really boring inside for children, so me and my cousins (all boys) went to play outside.
i rmb getting scolded my the guard for playing at the water slide at the pool after hours.
i was so lucky not to drop into the pool. then me and my cousin, Ian loved to play with our elder bro and cousin. so they purposely ran away and didnt want us to find them.
we went looking for them, it was like playing hide and seek at a big palace.
and i rmb before we went home, we took a balloon and wrote a prayer and all our names on it to God. when we let it into the sky, we were all looking at it until it was out of sight.
those were really great memories that i'll never forget.
i really really miss my cousins. i really hope that our relationship could be like old time's.
mayb my life would be more fun with them in it.

this is me. i didnt get a chance to take a photo where the lights were bright.

three "almost" drunk uncles.
their laughters were so loud in the ball room.
i'm sure that my table was the loudest of them all.

it's blur bcoz i was taking it when i was walking.
i loved the decorations of the resort.
too bad i didnt have the chance to take a walk.

i just love the chandeliar.
i love every chandeliar. they are just fab.

i had a great time today.
but i really need to get back to my books after today.
and i really need to get some sleep for our performance tmr.
good nite and sleep tight everyone~

17.04.09

i didnt get the chance to talk about friday that day.
coz my computer has some issues, and i was so damn tired. i couldnt even stay up until 12am.
i woke up at 6am as usual. then we only had 5 minutes of science class. then we went for our coral speaking rehersal. pn. haslina told us at the last minute that we needed to perform on sunday at school.
then we had 2 hours of history class. so damn boring. like seriously, i could have slept dead there.
then the weather that day was so hot. i was sweating like hell.
then at 6pm, i went out to pelangi with hy they to buy clothes for the coral speaking performance.
pn haslina wanted us to wear a red blouse and black skirt. at 1st she even wanted us to wear cheongsam! like where does she want us to get a cheongsam in 1 day??
we didnt find a suitable one in pelangi so we went to jusco.
there was a few red blouses, but... too expansive. how do you want a 15 year old girl to buy a RM80 blouse?
we walk for so long. my legs were really tired, but at least they didnt get blisters. *phew*
we all had different tastes. so it wasnt that easy to get one that all of us liked.
at luckily at last we bought the ones we like. we all bought almost the same top. not exactly the same. when i reached home, i just couldnt wait to get to my bed with the cool air-cond.

now i just hope that our performance will be perfect.
wish us good luck~

a great performance!

in the top 7 of American Idol, Kris Allen was having a real moment where he connected superbly with a great song..the song is ' Falling Slowly' in the movie Once.
Kris said he loved that movie. i wanted to find it on youtube, but couldnt.
Randy didnt give a good compliment. But Kara said, it was one of his best moments.
to me, he was the best in this round.
i just pray hard that he will be in the top 2 or even better, the winner of American Idol Season 8~
i will be so damn happy if he wins.
i've never liked a American Idol contestant so much before.
i've always like Ryan Seacrest more. *giggles*

kris allen

this is kris allen in the top 8.
he didnt do quite well that week.
hopes he will be better next week.
in fact, Adam was the best last week.
even Simon gave him a standing ovation.
if i'm not wrong, that was the 1st time Simon did something like that.
unbelievable.

pictures...

i havent been uploading pictures for some time ady...

the wide blue sky with a small white dot on it.

Dominic... all tired after mass

i took this when i was mugging for the exams.
and i didnt realise it at 1st that almost everything is pink.

i love this song so much.
but the full version isnt out yet...

i wore this to church just now.
it needed to be formal.
but i dunno why the chinese lectors can wear mini skirts when they do the reading.
i thought the priest already scolded them...

i like this dress...

oh ya...
HAPPY EASTER~
i got some easter eggs back from church but dont feel like eating them...
and i'm so happy for myself for doing so good for the reading.

good friday

i'm back just after a few hours...
i'm quite pissed off right now. coz my bro and his friend went to watch Fast and Furious 4, and i couldnt go with them.
at 1st when i knew that he was going, i was like so happy, coz i thought i could go with them.
but bcoz they were watching the midnight movie, so i was scared i would be very if i go to school.
then i thought of not going to school, and i knew my mum wont care whether i go to school or not.
so when i wanted to ask her, she was like so mad coz my lil' bro made her angry. stupid lar he...
then my mum wasnt in a good mood, so she agree with me going out with my bro.
usually she will sure let me out. it's bcoz of my stupid lil' bro.
i so wanted to go watch Fast and Furious 4. it's one of the movies i'm dying to watch. not every girl likes these kind of movies. everytime i watch fast and furious movies, my mum will be sure to ask me why i like watching it. mayb it's bcoz of my older bro, he influnced me with all those cars. i like the cars in the movie and the most important thing is the hot guys~ hahahaha.
although the newspaper and magazines said that the movie isnt that good, coz it's all about cars, but i still like it a lot.
i wacthed all the fast and furious movies many times ady, and i dont get tired of it.
i just wish that i could go watch it or buy the dvd ASAP...

just now i went to church.
there was this serious traffic jam that we were stuck in for half an hour.
luckily when we reach church, the mass just started.
it was a sad atmosphere.
no music, all in silence.
and when i was small, i always didnt believe that it always rains on Good Friday.
but now i believe it.
today's rain was so heavy. there was thunder and lightning non-stop.
luciky i stopped at 6pm.


now i need to go to sleep.
got a big day tmr~

today...

today is Good Friday~
(i shouldn't be happy now.for crying out loud! it's the day Jesus sacrificed himself for all of us.)
going to church for mass later on.
hope mass will finish early... i need to come back and sleep.
coz tmr need to go to school. i hate it.
1stly i need to wake up early.
2ndly, our classes tmr are the subjects i hate. all those boring subjects.
3rdly i'll be very tired, and i'm scared i cant stay up till late night.
and i'm just so damn nervous now. i'm doing the 2nd reading tmr.
tmr's mass is a big event mass, loads of ppl will be there, and loads of ppl that i know will be there.
it's better reading in front of ppl that u dunno.
i'm always scared that ppl will judge me...
after that time i did a mistake during the reading, it made me have a phobia of reading.
but reading in front of your class and reading in front of the whole church is so different.
your classmates all know you, and you know that they will forget about those embarassing moments, but you dunno whether those church ppl will forget things about you.
i just need to find a way to cool my self down now.
i need to relax and just be myself.
i know that i can do it, i've done it so many times.
and i know that i cant escape this phobis forever.
i know i can do it.... God bless me, pls...
omg.... i really need to cool down...
i cant imagine what will happen tmr....
i just need to be myself. that's all i need to do now.
hey... after saying that, i feel much more better now.
Wish me good luck everyone~ and keep your fingers cross for me~