girl's day out~

hey everyone~ i'm so tired now... went to school just now for the larian perdana...
but ytd i had a great time at Susann's house.
once i reached there, Coco came to scratch me again. love him so much~
then we ate the ice-cream i brought.
then we looked at the Amway catalogues Hy brought.
then we did a few maths questions, really just a few.
then we said, why dont we have a make-up competetion.
Hwee Sing helped me do the make-up while Susann helped HueyYing.
but it wasnt really a competetion. we just loved S's make-ups. *envy*
then HweeSing and Susann also did their make up.
Hwee Sing made me really pretty~ *wink* she even helped me do my hair.
i loved it so much that i wasnt willing to wash them off...
HweeSing is really good. i asked her to be creative, coz i didnt want some light colours coz my skin colour is too dark.
so i saw her taking purple and green and blue. and honestly, i was quite scared it wouldnt be nice but it turned out to be great~
i had glitters all over my face.
then we wasted a lot of time taking pictures.
and these are the pics~

i look better without my glasses...
and i love my hair and the make-up

HweeSing and me~

pretty HweeSing~

love this one~

love this 2~ Gossip:U

HueyYing and Hwee Sing~

all credits to HweeSing~

HweeSing helped me in this. i still dunno how to do it...

me and HueyYing~ i look nice with my glasses too

i finished doing Susann's puzzle ady~
it didnt take me long, coz i was so focus.
aint it nice??? *wink*

i cant stop thinking of this song

this is a song called Lonely Girl sung by Justin Bieber.
i jept thinking at this song in school today but i just couldnt rmb the lyrics and it frustrated me.
it's a really nice song and i like it when his fans sing along with him.

my legs were like jelly!!!!

M'sia is such a dangerous country!
i want to migrate to some other country! S'pore will be good. it's so much safer.
just now at 9pm, Nigel just reached home not for long and i just finished the replay of The Suite Life Of Zack and Cody, and this week's episode was with Jesse McCartney in it!!!! luckily i chose not to watch Heroes today! i'm so lucky today.
back to the main point...
just now at 9pm, my family and i was all sitting tgt at the dining table, i was sending some songs into my phone from Nigel's gf's phone.
then suddenly we heard a weird sound, it was the sound of a glass breaking.
we were all shocked and stayed still for a few seconds, and i was like, " what was that???"
then we ran into our garden and we saw a motorbike beside a car, and a person was shouting and yelling like hell.
you dont need to guess what it was. it was two stupid malay guys on a motorbike, they smashed a guys car window, and the guy was in the car.
when i saw what happened, i was freaking scared.
i didnt know what to do so i was like shouting to my mum, " go help!!!! go help!!!!"
but definitely my mum couldnt go out there, a woman cant do anything, she'll only put risks on her life.
so i was so scared, i just shouted very loudly.
i didnt know i could shout so loudly.
i think those two stupid guys heard me and hopped on their bike and rode away.
then my legs were like jelly. i was so scared.
i was even scared to stand there looking at it happening, what will happen if i was the person in the car???!!!!
then all the neighbours came out and started to help.
and my mum went out too. (i hope she told them i shouted so they rode away *giggles*)
and my mum told me that the man in the car was the doctor's (which is my neighbours) brother.
and he was waiting for his brother to come home or something.
and he said it happened so fast that he dunno what happened actually.
but then his brother came from his clinic to take him to the hospital becoz he was hurt from this accident.
i am still scared of just thinking about it now.
it's so dangerous living here. there's been a few cases like this one that happened before in the past few years.
and i am so angry that my aunt wasnt here to see what happened. see whether she still will ask me to walk on the road by myself again.
she just doesnt know how dangerous it is around here.
so my mum is scared too now, she said to my bro not to walk home anymore.
and asked him not to park the car outside of the house and asked us not to go out if we dont need to.
i have no time to talk more, i got to go watch Living Lohan on tv now, although i alr watched the whole season of it, but i'd really like to watch it again.
good night everyone~
sweet dreams~

oh no...

ytd i used to laptop for too long, and my uncle noticed that.
so when we were having dinner, he had a talk with me.
he said that my trials are around the corner (he didnt scold me).
and if my PMR is very important and stuff like that.
then he said if you manage to get straight A(s), he'll buy me a laptop!!!
yay!!! yay!!! yay!!!
but he specifically said straight A means that my chinese will have to be an A.
i almost cried, i was like, why do you have to treat me like this, i didnt even get an A in my UPSR, how are you gonna make me get an A for my PMR??? i dont even know simple chinese proverbs and stuff.
but what i really wanted is a new phone.
so i told my mum about the laptop thing, and i also asked her, if i get at least 5 A(s), can she can me a new phone????
i told her i didnt need 0ne like Nigel's which has wi-fi. coz those will sure be expensive.
i told her at least a KS360.
she said okay!!!!!
all i need to do now is to work my ass off and get good results.
i dunno why but i'm so attracted to the KS360 phone. although a lot of ppl told me it wasnt very good and i saw in magazines and online that it has some problems when it's used but i still like it very much.
i was attracted by it when i saw it for the 1st time, and when i saw one of my friend using it, i was so jealous of her.
the phone i want must have a large screen. i hate small screens.
and i love qwerty keyboards.
and i love the colours of the KS360.
i just love it. and it's quite cheap if you compare it with other phones.
i just cant wait to have it.
i was in love with the side-kick phone last time, too bad it only sells in the U.S...
now i need to study hard to get what i want, i really dont mind if i dont get the laptop, i dont really want it, but my phone is important.
but the thing i really really really need now is MONEY$$$$$$$$$!!!!!!
for my year end trip with my girls~
hahaha~
Gossip;U~

thank God

i prayed so hard ytd until i fell asleep.
and it was worth it.
my teacher let me take the maths test later than the others but the question paper will be a different paper.
but i think the paper will be almost as the real trial's one, or else it'll not be fair.
when i 1st got home, i called jie-jie straight away.
she'll be so happy too, finally something less no worry about.
i hate my mum's internet connection.... it's so damn slow, although i'm using the laptop and at least a little better than the computer upstairs. and the weather is so damn hot!!!!
luckily i get to sit in the air-con room to use the laptop, or else i'll be sweating like hell and i'll need to bathe 3 times a day.
and on Saturday, my bro brought Sharon to church.
and he totally didnt talk to me.
if Nigel is always with Sharon then i wont be able to talk to him anymore...
ytd when Nigel went to fetch me from church, he was with Sharon and i didnt get to talk to him too.
and today when i reached home, i saw Sharon's car outside my house, and i knew i wont get to talk to him again. and now he locked his room door and i;m not able to go in and talk to him.
do you get what i'm trying to say here??? guess it yourself...
i went cycling around the park ytd.
i love cycling, espeacially in the evening coz the cool breeze will be blowing into your face and that is just so relaxing. except that i'm always scared i'll fall down from the bike.
i just hate the weather... i cant stop saying it.
and i hate that i'm using my phone credit so fast.
and i hate that my uncle doesnt want to help me pay my phone bill, i'm using my own money to pay my phone credits now, i'm really sick of it. so i'm really scared of using the money now...
and how does my uncle want me to safe money when i cant even safe enough money for my phone bill, i still need money for other uses, you know???
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*
i've been watching Living Lohan on youtube for the pass few days... i just love to watch these reality shows, although they sometimes do things on purpose.

oh yeah, i totally forgot about this. i'm supposed to talk about this on Saturday but i didnt have the time so i'm telling it to u now.
on Saturday afternoon, i was feeling tired and bored so i turned on the radio, and guess who the d.j was talking about???
JUSTIN BIEBER!!!!!
can you believe it???
he's only 15 years old, the same as me, and he's album havent been out for long and now he's alr making it to S'pore radio!!!!
he's so amazing~ love him so much.
when i first heard his song, i rushed to the computer and went to his Facebook page to comment him about this, i really hope he sees it~
i was almost jumping around the room when i heard the song.
and i'll be very happy if he comes to S'pore!!!
and i'll be so proud to say if anyone asks me when i started supporting Justin Bieber that i started supporting him from 2009.
same to it as for Varsity Fanclub~ i started supporting them since 2008!



that's enough for now, my uncle will definitely scold me if i do this everyday without touching the books...

i'm at home

actually i'm not supposed to be at home now, i'm supposed to be in S'pore with my family but the plan changed.
it started from last night, when i went into my room, i heard my aunt's breathing, and it was from the wrong direction. she was sleeping on my bed!!!
i was like, then where am gonna sleep, the couch???
but there were too many mosquitoes out there.
so i slept on the matress that was on the floor, that was mainly where my aunt should be sleeping.
and she took my pillow, boaster and blanket!!!
so all i had was a chair cushion. wth.
i slept for 1 hour then woke up again feeling cold so i had to go find a blanket from my cupboard.
so when my mum woke me up today and asked whether i saw going with her to the airport, i said i didnt want to. it was 7am and i was seriously too tired.
then after a while, my mum asked me to wake up to say goodbye to my aunt, i was like okay okay, i'll wake up.
then when i woke up, my aunt didnt see me.
then my uncle asked, "eh, rachel isnt going arh???"
then my aunt said in a very annoyed way, " she havent even woke up yet."
i was behind her and i was like wth. i'm right here, standing up not lying down.
but then we said goodbye and i went back to sleep until 11am.
and now i'm waiting for my mum to come homw with lunch, i'm starving....
and the damn internet connection is so damn slow that i cant even watch videos on youtube.
and my PPS isnt working, so it's pissing me off.
hope someone could help me with it.
and i heard from my mum that Nigel will be bringing a girl tgt with him to church.
hmmm.... who will it be??? (although i alr know, i just dont want to say her name out)
hope that today will be a great day.

quite happy today...

i had quite a nice day today.
i've been avoiding my aunt all day just for my own sake.
1st of all was school, usually Friday is the day of fun.
i dont do anything that makes me stress or anything, even in school.
like honestly, i really dont listen to much of the things the teacher say in class.
even if i listened, i'll forget them once i reach home, i'll only rmb the things i'm interested in.
so our malay teacher didnt come today, so we had 1 hour's time to finish our homework and start chatting away.
HweeSing came over to my place and i told her that i brought my black nail polish for her.
and she wanted to try them on straight away.
so we started doing our nails. i also helped YoongKang do his pinkie finger.
to me, guys who put nail polishes on are gay. but i know YoongKang isnt. or is he??? *laughs*
HweeSing was so funny. we kept giggling.
then something bad had to happen. *sigh*
i dont want to talk about it. that damn annoying teacher.
so i went to Susann's house from school.
we were supposed to gather tgt today, but HweeSing couldnt come, HueyYing had no transport, so we canceled it.
but i couldnt go home, coz i had no transport back.
so i stayed and watch drama series with S.
then we started doing her Paris puzzle. it was quite hard, but if you have the patients, you'll definitely finish it.
but we didnt finish it, we were so tired of doing it.
so we started to do our nails.
i did my fingers black and my toenails bright pink. but i washed away the black once i reached home.
then in the mean time, we talked about our holiday.
we were so excited about it, we couldnt wait to find some info about it, so we went online to check prices and stuff. we were so happy but the only thing to worry about was $$$. *sigh*
but then S's dad sent me home at about 6pm.
when i reached home, just like the last few days, scolded by my aunt.
she was like, "why are you so late?"
i really wanted to say, who do you think you are? my mother? even my mum doesnt care of this.
so i just said," i didnt have the transport to come back home. mummy couldnt go fetch me."
i'm so happy that she doesnt know where S's house is, or else i'm sure she'll want me to walk home.
but she just doesnt understand how dangerous M'sia is. once you walked out of your house, ppl will have the chance the kidnap you or robbed you, even though you have nothing valueble on you. ppl are sick here. she needs to know that this isnt England.
and i just walked to my room, i didnt even care to change coz i know i'll be going out again.
then i went straight to the piano, that's the only place she wont disturb me.
i played as long as i could.
and she and my uncle went to buy a new fridge for my house, coz the old one was spolied ytd, my cheese and chocs all melted. and the food all went bad. lucikly the ice-cream was still fine. or else i'll be pissed.
but i wanted to open and take a look in the fridge when i got home, but she scolded me and push my hand away from the fridge!
i was like, *&@$#!!!!
she was like, " coz of you guys keep opening the fridge all the time, thats why the old one got spoiled!"
i was like, " for crying out loud! the old fridge was almost 17 years old! how do you expect a fridge like that to last that long!"
i really dont want to talk about it anymore, but the new fridge is really huge compared to the old one, and it's really expensive.

went for church practice.
jiejie told me plan B for my situation with my trials.
she said i would have to go alone.
when i heard that, i was really shocked.
i was so scared at that instance, i was like, What??? Alone??? from J.B to Labuan??? are you kidding me???
i knew i could do it, but i was scared. and if i get lost or something bad happened, i'll be crying like hell.
i hope Plan A works. Amy gave me some hope when she told me one of her bro's friend also had the same situation as me and he/she got to take the test earlier.
now i only can PRAY HARD!!!!


i'm really tired now. but i'm happy coz i had a really good hair day.
tmr i still need to wake up early to send my aunt to the airport, my mum asked me not to go, i dunno why.
but Nigel wanted me to go, and i like being with Nigel, so i decicded to go.
i'm really dumb, right???
but you dunno when will be the next time i'll be able to see her, although i really dont wish to, but if i dont go, i'm sure she's be complaing about only me not going to see her to the airport.
so gtg now...