A Letter To Junhyung~ ❤

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG JUNHYUNG! 

생일축하해요 오빵♥ 

Dear Junhyung,

I'll just keep this short as I need to get ready for work later. hehe
Firstly, Happy Birthday and secondly, congratulations on your solo debut! I can imagine how long you've waited for this moment to come where you can finally prove to everyone that you're not just a rapper and a wannabe. I wish you could believe in yourself more, dont doubt the amazing talent you have. I really hope with this solo, people will start realizing this is how a true artiste looks like. You can rap, sing, compose, dance, act, you basically are good at everything. btw, I cant wait till you take on another role in a drama again, I want to see Actor Yong again!
Besides being charismatic on stage, you're so naturally adorable. You always try to be cool but end up looking cute. hahahaha and fans love you for that.

In short, i just want to thank you for not giving up in your dreams and always giving it your all, for always presenting us with such good music that will accompany me for the rest of my life. Your songs sung by Beast and Yoseob's solo album (still my fav!) instantly puts me in a good mood while i listen to them, and i appreciate them so much.
I wish you the best of luck with your solo activities and hope you have fun while you're at it!

p/s Flower is an amazing song and i'm totally addicted to it right now!

 XD sorry...

 so cute. 

 kekeke FAIL

 everyone hates this hairstyle. 

you looking at your tummy?

Long time no.... blog?

I'm finally here. After more than 3 months. If you asked me 3 months ago, i never would have guessed my life would be like how it is at the moment. 

The last 3 months just flew by. I know i always say time flies but i've never felt time go by so fast compared to the last 3 months, I'm serious. It really feels like I just left home yesterday. but now i'm here, finished with my first semester of university. *mindblown* 

So much has happened since I last blogged and I don't know where to start blogging from. I guess I'll just start with recent events. 

Overall, regarding uni life, I feel like i've learnt so much stuff! More than i've ever learnt in my whole life. Not just academic-wise but as a whole, as a person. And I've met so many people from all over the world! Norway, Sweden, China, Vietnam, Bangladesh, Germany, India, France, Spain, and of course UK, just to name a few countries. Although there are still times where the thought of "Why the hell did I choose this course?!" passed my mind, but thinking back now, I've quite enjoyed it. But i cant wait for 2nd year where we can finally get to choose the modules of our choice. 

I quite enjoyed marketing but I hated the writing. I generally just hate writing essays/assignments. Our lecturer, Darryn, is a really nice guy. Intimidating in some ways, but really nice. I dont think i'd like marketing if not for him. All the theory of marketing can get really boring sometimes.

For management studies and skills, it was the most "chill" module, i guess. We don't have any tests for it but we do have an essay due at the end of January. We had a not-so-formal presentation in our seminar and a formal group presentation that we had last week. I didn't really enjoy the group work but it was nice spending more time with some of my course mates because we usually don't have much time get to know people during lectures and seminars. 

In the case of economics for business, it was definitely the most boring module ever. The easiest for me though because I learnt all of it before in A-Levels. Thank God all those hard work paid off after all. Although i didnt get an A for Economics in A-Levels doesnt mean i'm not good at it, i'm just really bad at writing essays. Plus, my economics lecturer is once again, a very boring lecturer. He basically just repeats everything from the textbook. But i guess maybe it's the subject that is boring?

On the other hand, my Business and Society lecturer makes lectures really interesting, and he is super tall, maybe 1.9/2m tall! Tbh, I really hated Business and Society at first because i couldnt understand anything he was talking about. It was all about capitalism, globalisation, oil prices, neoliberalism, and a lot of other topics which felt very foreign to me. But then when we had to write our essay for capitalism, i had no choice but to really focus and learn what this module was all about. So i watched all the lecture videos he uploaded and thankfully, i got my head around it and surprisingly ended up really liking this module! I dont think i wrote a good essay for it though because i procrastinated and ended up needing to rush for it and I submitted it 4 minutes before the dateline. 

From next year onward, we'll be starting 4 more new modules which i'm actually quite excited about! One of the modules is Accounting! I'm happy because at least there's one module that doesnt require you to write (hopefully). I hope i'll get a nice time table for next semester too. I got Thurs and Fri off for the first sem and it was just so nice because i only needed to travel into London 3 days per week most of the time. Other than that, I really hope i'll manage to make more friends that I could actually hang out with. It's really hard to make friends especially when you only have 8 hours of classes a week. 

Besides uni, i was really lucky to get a part-time job at a shop in Watford called Paperchase two weeks ago! It's a gift/stationery retail store in UK and they sell really cute and pretty stuff, especially their cards. but everything is quite pricey. Imagine buying a card for £2.75! That's why i cant wait till i get through my probation in 3 months' time and get my 50% employee's discount then i can buy the stuff that i want~ But there are some stuff in the store that i probably wont wait till then to buy because everything goes out of stock extremely fast! There's this PINK and GLITTERY notebook in store, and when i saw it, i knew it was made for me! So, i'll probably get it if it goes on sale on Boxing Day. 

Anyhow, I was really lucky to get this job and it's a permanent one too! After i was hired, i still saw a lot of people coming into the store to ask whether they still had vacancies. I am probably the last person they employed for this year. I put in so much effort to find this job though. After being nagged by my aunt, I went out one morning and gave out more than 10 of my CVs and when i went into Paperchase, they asked me to go back for an interview on the same day itself! And i got the job! The manager and assistant manager said they really liked me! hehehe but the manager quit her job on my first day at work. It was not only a surprise to me but to the other staff too. I'm not sure why and how it all happened though. 

My assistant manager, Collett, is really really nice and friendly, plus she lives along the same road as my aunt! So we walked home together last night. It was a bit awkward though, i hope it doesnt has to happen again. All my other colleagues are really helpful and friendly too, maybe except for one. No one likes her. and there's my supervisor that i dont really like because she keeps saying i'm not doing my job good enough, although she said it indirectly but still. It's just so nicely that every time she sees me, i'm not talking/helping any customers. It's just that as a sales assistant, you just greet every customer as they come in, and ask them if they need any help and most of them just come in to browse. So i just spend most of time tidying stuff, which can be boring. The funny thing is, all the sales assistants that are in charge of customer service on the shop floor keep complaining how boring it is. Dont get me wrong, we love helping customers, we hate it when we cant do anything to help. We all love working on the till because at least we have something to do.

Overall, I'm really enjoying my job! I get to chat with my colleagues and customers and fake smile all shift long! LOL but it feels nice when you manage to help someone out and put a smile on their face by greeting them. but our store manager, Cris, has been stressing on customer service recently and giving us training and testing our customer service skills so it can be a little stressful. Especially last Tuesday, when i was called in to help out at night, I came back from uni at 6.30pm and i was supposed to start on my essay but no, i had to go work. I was so tired but Cris decided to test my customer service skills and i was totally braindead and couldnt think at all, so i dont think i gave him a good impression. TT______TT

Besides all that, life has been not-so-good for me. Ever since i came to live with my aunt, i just havent been feeling myself and i feel like I live through one day just to get to the next, like there's nothing to look forward to. Living with my aunt definitely isnt fun. I havent been laughing much and it can be depressing sometimes. and she has been complaining about me to my uncle and my mum. and they have been telling me about it and constantly advising me to behave myself. and it's just annoying as fuck. I sometimes feel like i dont have freedom at all. I have to follow everything my aunt says, follow all her way of doing things. 

She has gave me the choice to move out if i was really unhappy living with her. My uncle also made it clear that i didnt need to worry about the money if it really results to that. 

Although that should have made me happy, instead it made me really sad. But i told my uncle that if it's my aunt that is really unhappy with me living with her and that i've become a burden to her, then i will be more than willing to move out because i just cant stand it if i'm making things difficult for her. 

Anyhow, although i would love to move out, but for now, i dont think i plan to. I just got my job and I'm enjoying it. I think i'll just put in more effort to make this work out. If by next summer, things are just as bad, I'll reconsider my aunt's offer. 

Let's not end this on a sad note.... It's the holidays~ and i finally have the time to catch up on my favourite shows! I've caught up on The Carrie Diaries and The Vampire Diaries ytd. LOL at the title of these shows.

But they are so so good~ it's so easy to relate to The Carrie Diaries in some ways and it's just so nice to watch. All the couples in this show are the sweetest. Especially the gay couple, they are so cute! 

As for The Vamp Diaries, i have to say it is getting a bit boring compared to the previous seasons but it's still quite interesting and definitely still worth watching. 

And I watched The Holiday last night till 2am and it was so nice. One of those perfect, must-watch christmas/holiday movies. I need to find more of these heart-warming movies to watch before bed so that i can end my day on a happy note everyday. 

Hopefully I'll manage to find time to blog more during this holiday season because i have some photos i want to upload! I hope you guys are spending your holidays happily with your families and friends while i try to have a happy holiday by watching happy movies. 

 

Before I leave...

My last sleep before I leave to the UK.... This is sad.
Today has been a really long day for me. Really really long. I wanted to sleep before 3am but i think i only manage to sleep at around 4am. and then... My aircond, for no reason, turned off in the middle of the night. I dunno what time i woke up but i'm guessing around 5.30am, I woke up sweaty and sticky because it was so stuffy in the room. I was in no mood to continue sleeping. I did try to sleep but then it was 6am and I heard my younger bro getting ready to go to school. I continued trying to ignore all the noises and sleep but no luck because then it was time for all the school buses to start driving pass my house... TT_____TT By then, I was so restless and just couldnt stand it anymore. I ended up tossing and turning until 7am, which was my mum's turn to get up and get ready for work.
I even tried playing some of my favourite relaxing songs to help me find my way back to dreamland but failed terribly... I just ended up working my brain up even more than before. It was so annoying, not being able to sleep. At last, at 8am, i gave up and got out of bed and decided to start my day earlier then planned.

I started packing. Does anyone ever like packing?! It's one of the most stressful things to do, in my opinion, especially when you have half a closet of clothes and personal items that you want to pack into a luggage which obviously has insufficient space. I've been packing all day and now i've finally manage to fit almost everything into my luggage. Still have some last minute things to put into the luggage tmr and hoping that when i wake up tmr, there will magically be more space for me to put my stuff LOL.

My uncle tried to help me pack but I dont like it when ppl touch my stuff so.... I was so close to shouting at him. And recently, he's been treating me like a kid, which is something i hate the most. I know he's worried, but if he wants me to be independent, he needs to start treating me like an adult! It's not that i'm not grateful for his help and advice and he just doesnt leave any space for my own opinions on stuff and I just have to obediently follow every instruction he gives, which is so freaking annoying. All day, he's definitely said, "Be extra careful with blah blah blah" for a hundred times! I'm nineteen years old, i've lived away from home for the last one and half years, does he think i still dont know how to take care of myself?! And i havent even started classes yet and he's alr comparing me to other ppl! like seriously, I'm not in secondary school anymore, what is there to compare about?! I rmb before i started A-Levels, he said i needed to do really good because i needed good results to get into a good uni and once you get into a good uni, there's nothing much to worry about anymore but today he said, "You need to study really hard for your degree, you really need to focus because you need good results to get into a better uni to do your masters. It's really important to go into a good uni because it'll benefit you when you apply for a job, employers from all the top firms all want ppl from the best unis." I just sat there silently, trying to get rid of all these words from my brain. I was litereally SO CLOSE to screaming STFU ALREADY at him. Leaving home to live in totally different place and knowing that i most probably wont be able to come home for the next 3 years is alr hard enough to face, now i need to worry about getting my masters and getting a job at a top firm?! Are you fucking kidding me?!

sry for the long rant.... i only got about 2 hours of sleep and i'm just so so so tired and my whole body aches but i dont dare to go to bed because i'm scared all of these things will repeat its selves again.....

Anyway, i got through all of that and finally had some time to rest and watch Running Man with Thaniel. I love watching RM with my bro because its so much more fun to have someone else to laugh with. My bro literally fell off the couch when Kwangsoo did something stupid XD
After that, we had dinner as a family and started getting ready for a farewell gathering my mum organized for me. She invited a few close family friends from church over to have a snack and chat. All the aunties and uncles talked about horror stories while we kids watched The Conjuring. I watched it before so i watched RM again with Nidia LOL.
The movie ended and it was time for them to leave and all of them took a few photos and the uncles and aunties wished me well and i was trying so hard not to cry. I've been training myself not to cry for the last few weeks.... and i made it, i didnt cry. All the aunties laughed and said i should really find a boyfriend when i go over to London.... ha ha ha ha........ They are all so kind and we've all known each other for so long... it was so hard to say goodbye... to Auntie Pat, the kindest person i've ever known and Dominic, Norman and Zacheus... and Auntie Vincentia who has been so nice to me all this while... and Auntie Sara, who never fails to praise me when she sees me, she either says i've lost weight/ i look pretty/ i have a sweet smile and etc to make me feel good about myself TT_____TT All these amazing ppl...... I dunno why but although it's just 3 years,  it somehow feels like forever.... :'(

Ytd, i met with a few friends (photos will be up soon) and it was hard to say good bye too but not as hard as it was today. Tmr it will be even harder.... i cant cry... i wont let myself cry.... usually even when i leave for Subang, i feel like crying but i've managed not to because i know i'll be able to see them soon in a few months' time but this time it's a totally different situation. Whether or not i ended up crying, i'll let you know in my next post, which will be from the future me from the other side of the planet, with a 7 hour time difference.

I'm not ready to leave yet. I'm not ready to take a 16 hour flight to the other side of the world.
Just let me have a good night's sleep for now and hope that tmr will not be as bad as i imagined it to be.
Farewell. I'm gonna miss everything and everyone from home.



P/S: I dont think i'll be able to hold in my tears in the airport. TT_____TT

Another few more days to go....

This blog post should've been up on Monday... it's alr Sunday... sigh the power of procrastination...

I'll try to keep this short. The main point of this post is to announce that I'll be leaving for England on the 11th of September (Wednesday). I'm taking the night flight from Changi Airport, will stop by Doha for an interchange (I'm taking Qatar Airways), then I'll reach Heathrow Airport on Thursday morning (UK time). 

I received my passport in the mail this Monday with my student visa in it then my uncle helped me book my flight on that day. We could've bought it earlier while the fares were lower but my uncle insisted we wait till I get my student visa. Just to make sure nothing goes wrong. We checked out a lot of other airlines and Qatar Airways were offering the lowest fares... My uncle was worried at first and insisted i take a non-stop flight to Heathrow but those flights are just way too expensive. Tbh, I dont mind taking a longer flight and i'm not really scared of travelling there alone. I'm more scared of when i reach UK and finally needing to get back to reality and start uni and meet ppl, that's what i'm scared of. My aunt will be there at the airport to pick me up and I'll be staying with her...... for the next three years.... X_____X  Her place is actually quite far away from Queen Mary so i'll be having a of travelling to do each day to and forth uni. So i secretly hope when i get more familiar with London, maybe in my second or third year, i can move out, rent a room or something but that would cost a bomb so.... sigh.... I secretly hope it's possible though. 

In case some of you dont know, I'm taking up a Business Management course in Queen Mary University of London. City University (Cass Business School) was actually my firm choice when I applied through UCAS, but unfortunately.... I didnt manage to mmet their requirements, which was AAA. I got ABB... which i could sense, both my uncle and my mum were a bit disappointed about when i told them about it although they didnt really say it out loud, it was written all over their faces. My uncle a lot more than my mum. I personally really wanted to get into Cass too but i know my own abilities and i expected my results to be as how it turned out to be. So.... tbh, i was a bit sad myself but meh, Queen Mary is really good too and I can never be grateful enough to have such a huge opportunity to study in London. Cass did offer me a few Banking and Finance courses when i didnt meet my selected course's requirement but..... although i really really wanted to study at Cass, i didnt want to make a decision i would regret so i chose to decline their offer. Sometimes i wonder whether i'll regret this decision in the future... let's hope i wont.

My orientation starts on the 16th of Sept. I need to go for enrolment on the 14th and classes start on the 23rd. I'm really scared and worried of what i'm about to face but the thought of finally being able to learn new things excites me. I've almost gotten everything ready for now... I havent packed yet though. I also didnt buy much stuff coz my aunt adviced me not to. She said it'll be cheaper to buy winter clothing there. I dont dare to start packing though.... I hate packing... it means that all of this is really really happening.... and that i only have a few more days left here in my cozy home with my family. Nigel came back from Subang so that he will be able to send me off.... Mummy even ordered a mille crepe cake to celebrate my birthday in advance. We'll be eating that tmr i think. Thinking about all of this is.... kind of depressing in a way. I'm not ready to leave yet. I've tried to finish doing all the things i've been wanting to do this break.... but i failed to play the piano... I did play a bit but not enough to satisfy my needs of it. I love playing the piano, it's relaxing and comforting. I also failed to clean my room thoroughly, though i did throw out a lot of stuff. 

What else is there to say.....? I guess that's all for now. I may make one more entry before i leave.... if not, then i'll see you from the other side of the world! : )

P/S: Did i mention that Yang Yoseob is the cutest guy in the world???? I decided to make him my bias for the day. heeheehee (my fangirl-self just couldn't restraint herself XD)

A Letter To Hyunseung~ ❤

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JANG HYUNSEUNG~ ❤

현승오빠~ 생일 진심으로 축하해요 사랑해 ❤

Dear Hyunseung,

You're so precious. I still rmb the day I met Beast for the first time... The day I saw you in person the first time. Your face right in front of me... and your cute short fingers while we hi-5-ed. kekeke I was totally blown away by how gorgeous you were. You looked kinda angelic when you smiled and that was the day I fell for you. The other boys looked amazing that day too but maybe it was because you were the first in line that day... you just made a bigger impact in my memories. LOL After that day, I started calling you my second bias in Beast. Of course, now, my "bias list" doesnt exist anymore. I rmb when the first time Beast came to Msia, i didnt go see you guys but i saw tweets saying how most fans ignored you... I was so sad and kinda mad seeing that... I was worried you'd think that you dont have many fans or something... that made me want to like you even more~ I even made a collage of over a hundred photos of you on your bday 3 years ago kekeke.

I've always and will always have a soft spot for you. Your unpredictable emotions and characteristic can sometimes worry the fans. You rarely communicate with fans unlike the other boys but we dont complain about that because we know your reasons for doing so. During those performances during Beast's hiatus where we finally got to see you, you were mostly quiet and didnt seem to be as cheerful as you were before on stage, we all worried. I know all B2utys worry... it's just that we trust that you're okay and that's just who you are and that you'll get over whatever you're going through and be your bright, 4D self again. So we chose to stay silent and not make a big fuss out of it. During last June's AIA Kpop Concert, where you didnt  seem to be in the best condition, you didnt talk much and didnt join in the fun with the other members, I really worried, a part of me worried you'd be like that forever. But a part of me knew that bright and cheerful Hyunseung was in there somewhere.

And we got to see that side of you again during Beautiful Show 2013! I rmb that first selca you took with one of your friends. It was one of the first photos released before the concert, that smile on your face brightened every B2utys' day. We were all so glad that the gorgeous, smiley Hyunseung was back! Then, you put on an incredible show for everyone during the concert~ We could all see that passion in you when you performed. The stage is where you belong and I hope you know that the fans will always be there for you.

Stay pretty okay? kekeke I know you hate it when fans call you "goddess" but you cant deny the fact that you're more beautiful than most girls! LOL Stay passionate in your dreams and continue to put on amazing performances for us~ ^____^ As always, please never change.

Photo time!!!

 this top.... is a bit too revealing dont you think? LOL revealing all your fair skin

 Hyunseung and his obsession with confetti tears

Hyunseung's obsession for long confetti tears XD

 our angel~

 this photo is just... mesmerizing 

 cutie looking like a kid 

 so beautiful. 

 he's a normal guy just like everyone else who cant live without the internet.

Hyunseung-ah.... how did you get so fair? mind sharing your secrets?

 Hey JS~ flashback to Hyunseung's Trouble Maker days! 

 I miss the red head Hyunseung sometimes.... he pulled it off so well~

 LOL kitten ears~ so adorable!

 aish... i cant find a nice photo of Hyunseung from this particular fansign... I liked how he looked that day.

 sometimes it seems like he changed a lot since this photo was taken, which was during Beast's first concert, but when you look closely, he didnt change at all. maybe only his skin got fairer, a lot fairer. seriously, how did he do it?

 I just had to include this photo of Trouble Maker.... they look so good tgt....

 all i see is that jaw line.....

 I love this photo

  airport fashion.... you're the best at it right? such a simple combination of clothing yet so chic and fashionable. Then there's manager Yongbok's face in the corner LOL

4D, freaky Hyunseung doing his thing!

this was the photo i mentioned above... It's a blessing to see Hyunseung smile like this~

he's just so.... precious. i love him so much~~~~

Lastly, i just wanted to share a video of Hyunseung.... A video of him during his days as a trainee at YG. These are clips of Hyunseung from Big Bang's Documentary. It's so sad to see his dreams snatched away from him just like that... But he belongs to Beast and it was meant to be. It was fate working its way... and fate is kind. : )

Fangirl Session

As you can see, I changed up my blog a bit~ I've had this photo of the current background for a long time but i just couldnt let go of my previous pink one. I couldnt decide on whether to change the whole theme to a darker one... but here it is! I may still change some stuff though, it all depends on my mood. hehe


now, it's time for some updates on life.... let's start with some show and tell again before i get to the rest!

This was about 2 weeks ago i think, at church, with Thaniel's head at the corner. 

Nails~~! I miss having pink nails. This nail art is really easy to do. Once i saw a tutorial of it, i told myself that i had to try it out! Pretty nails make me happy. : )

This was taken last Saturday at church with Auntie Vincentia~ everyone knows I'll be going away soon... :(((

and it seems like i'm always taking photos in this dress. LOL i have nothing else to wear.... 

I like this photo of me and Nidia~ too bad it's blurry. my mum didnt know how to focus my camera.

she has such a small face... she's really small sized too. she's 14 this year though.

A photo with Stephanie and her mum~ I'm gonna miss everyone....

i'll still see them this Saturday though and the next.

during mass, Nidia and I sat tgt and we couldnt stop talking XD I was scared the ppl behind us would judge me for it. We kept talking about k-pop though and after mass, we continued talking and so my mum decided to ask Nidia's parents whether she could join us for dinner. Coincidentally, her parents were not free that night, so my mum offered to let her come over to our house while they were busy.

So... after dinner, we had a fangirl-ing session at my place! 

We took selcas, sang along to k-pop songs, and fangirl-ed over our oppa(s) while we watched their live performances. we went a little bit crazy that night. Nidia screamed when we were watching EXO and my mum thought she saw a ghost. XDDD

I went crazy over Beast because their How To Love stage that day was just awesome! I wont start fangirling now or this post would never end.

Nidia is a talented girl, she writes fanfics online (mostly one-shots) and i enjoy reading them~ She's really cute too right? It was really nice to fangirl with someone instead of always me sitting in front of my laptop alone... 

i had to sit behind her while taking photos because her head is just so small!

i dont know what we were thinking at that time, but we recorded ourselves doing the gwiyomi player. >___<

which i would never let anyone else in the world set eyes on it.

오빠 사랑해 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

After we sent her home, i removed my make-up, took a shower and went back to my normal routine. 

A short update of my life, I received an unconditional offer letter from Queen Mary, University of London. Course starts on the 16th of September. I'm not sure when i'm flying off yet because i need to wait till i get my student visa before i purchase my air ticket so.... I'll blog again when that happens. I'll be flying to KL tmr though, to get my visa done. I should be in bed now... i need to be wake up in less than 6 hours...

As for my results and feelings about studying abroad... that'll be in another wordy blog post soon.

For now, i need sleep, i hope i'll manage to get some sleep... this is not my bed time.... good night!

Anime Craze

Due to the influence of a B2uty I follow on Twitter, I got introduced to this new anime called Free! . Yeah, the exclamation mark is included in the title.
I didnt really get "introduced" to it... I saw her tweet a lot about it so I was curious and decided to check it out!
I ended up loving it, all of it! The story line, the characters (which are really hot >__<), even the soundtracks. Sadly, there's only 7 episodes out for now... :((( I want to watch more of it right now!

Actually, i'm not much of an anime person. I havent really watched many animes before. I watched over a hundred episodes of One Piece but gave up on it because I was busy with studies and haven't had the urge to continue watching since. When I was younger, I used to watch Inuyasha and Shaman King with Nigel at night, I liked them but can't remeber much of the storyline... And everyone has definitely watched Pokemon and Digimon before right? My brothers were also crazy over Yu Gi Oh for some years, so I watched a lot of that too. That anime had some hot characters too, ngl. Oh and Prince of Tennis too! I used to like that anime. Watched it every week.... but once again, can't really rmb much of it because it was quite a long time ago.

Almost month ago, I started watching Shingeki No Kyojin (Attack Of Titan)... I've heard so many ppl raving about it and at last, a friend asked me to watch it so I watched 10 episodes in one night because it was just so exciting to watch! I love the story but it's still not quite the type of anime I love. But i managed to keep up with it until now since every episode is just so freaking good and i can't wait for the next.  I guess i'm just more of a girly girl, so the guys in Free! just attracts me more than guys fighting titans do. hehehehe

I was browsing through some of the more popular animes on the website and found Slam Dunk.... I love Slam Dunk. So i watched the first episode of it.... and gave up on it after the second episode.... LOL It's not because it's bad. It's because i've read the manga 3 times already and I know the whole story line. I just found it a bit boring watching it since i already know what's gonna happen next. and Kaede Rukawa (my fav character) just wasnt as dashing in animation as on paper. and I didnt find any of the jokes and the funny stuff funny anymore.

I'm writing this post just because I wanted share my love of Free! hehehe I followed some anime related tumblrs just for gifs and edited photos of the Free! kekeke but here are some screenshots of the anime I took while I was watching it : )
Everything is just so pretty in this anime and I just can't control my affections for pretty stuff.

The main character of this anime -- Nanase Haruka. 

One of the things i love about this anime is how all the characters have different coloured eyes~

 the only girl that hangs out with these guys -- Matsuoka Gou. aka Kou~

she's so cute and funny, a typical teenage girl, i guess. 

and her maroon coloured eyes to match her hair are beautiful~

 And this cutest guy with pink eyes! I love his eyes ( just because they are pink LOL) -- Hazuki Nagisa~

he reminds me of Yoseob sometimes....

 kekekeke >____<

fictional muscles XD

Haru looks so small beside Makoto

this scene is so beautiful~ the guy pointing at the sky is Rei and i dont have a screenshot of him yet.....

 so pretty

 a screenshot of the president of Iwatobi Swim Club -- Tachibana Makoto. 

his green eyes matches his hair so well, it matches his personality too. 

i choose him as the most good looking character (for now keke)

and lastly, the guy with the red eyes -- Matsuoka Rin. i have a love-hate relationship with him.

the 7th episode ended sadly because of him... he's mean but he has a sad history so it's hard not to have a soft spot for him. and he's weird.... he has sharp teeth.... why did they decide to give him sharp teeth, i dont understand.... 

"If there's anyone that can bring change, it will be someone willing to sacrifice what they care for. Someone who can't sacrifice anything, can't ever change anything!"   -- Armin, Shingeki No Kyojin (Episode 20)