all stressed up...

i haven't been blogging for some time. at first were the exams, then the holidays(that were tiring and i was sick for the whole week),then last week i decided to catch up on the drama series and movies that i loved watching. and now...i'm all stressed up. really stressed... i still can rmb how i kept tossing and turning on my bed last night, kept trying to get some sleep from all the stress, but couldn't *sighs*. 1st that made me so stressed was my exam results. i'm just so dissapointed in myself. i tried so hard to get good results. i stayed up all night until 2.30am in the morning mugging. and i sacrificed my tv and computer for that. but still...i couldn't get the results i wanted. i am just so angry everytime i think of my results. the 2nd thing that made me so stressed is the moon cake festival party that our youth is going to have next saturday. jie jie ask me and gibson to organized this party but i thought that how are we two going to organized the party nicely when we only have the two of us doing the work and this is our first time organizing a thing like this. and we only have one week's time to get it all set up. i always try my best to do the things that are important. and this party is important. i asked my bro to helped me out with the songs, but he just ignored me and asked me to go ask jie jie. he knows that i'm not that close with jie jie, why cant he just help his l'il sis out when she needs help??? he's just a jerk. cares only for himself. but luckily i had this story book called 'Pop Princess' to stop me from thinking of all these stressful things. and i just finish reading the book, it was a great book talking bout how hard it was to become a pop princess. so now i know how nice it is to be sitting at home doing the things i want to do.