A Letter To Kikwang~ ♥

I know... I am a day late again. I have my excuses though! XD I was really tired during the last two days. hehe
so here it goes...

Dear Kikwangie,

To be honest, I dont think this letter would be long. I'm kinda brain-dead at the moment. Anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR SEXY CUTIE LEE KIKWANG! ♥ ♥ ♥ >___<

ngl, your life is pretty messed up. From training so hard for so many years, then finally debuting as a solo under the name AJ. having gotten the fame you dreamed of and the spotlight and the fans. I'm not really sure and, i dont want to assume things, i dunno what happened behind the scenes and why/how "AJ" ended, but who cares, that decision made by whoever brought you to Beast. and i believe this path has brought you more benefits then the path before.

You were one of the representatives of Beast when Beast first debuted, you appeared in sitcoms and more variety shows compared to the other members. You contributed so much in getting Beast known by the public which is crucial for rookies. When Beast were still rookies, whenever ppl mentioned Beast, they only thought of Lee Kikwang and Yoon Doojoon. XD You've worked so hard and did such a good job in everything you pursue and impressed everyone too.

You're so down to earth, ever so humble. I'm really proud of you and also other members of Beast for not losing that rookie mindset. In my opinion, that's the most important thing in being an idol group in the kpop industry. Getting too caught up in fame can only lead to disasters.  I must say, you take care of your image really well. Always being so adorable on twitter and always replying to fans on your fancafe, always appreciating fans, no doubt fans all love you. I'm not saying your real personality is not like that, but let's face reality, all idols has to have a good image.

You really do well in everything you do, you sing well (i loveeee ur voice), dance so damn well (so sexayyy >____<), host well too. maybe your acting still needs some improving (sry~ >__<), you need more chances to act! Did i forget any other of your talents? oh and good luck in producing! B2utys are really excited to hear Kikwang's first song! I hope you dont pressurized yourself too much because of it. I'm also really glad you finally got some time off from schedules and get to rest and get a chance to learn more about music making. You've really worked hard. You deserve some rest! And please take good care of your ankle~ Dont get hurt again or not you wont be able to play soccer anymore or even dance! so pls pls pls take care! your ankle is really important! i hurt my ankle before and i know it takes really long for it to fully heal.

Lastly, I wish you the best in everything you do. and i wish that you're happy. although some times life may be tough and cruel (esp as an idol) but i hope you're happy. that's the most important thing in life.

"I really want to stand at the top with you guys. Let's hold on to each other, look out for each other, and work hard" - Kikwang

 i really love this photo of Kikwang~ him with nerdy glasses.

 kikwang's eye-smile is irresistible >___<

so adorable ohmygosh

 a birthday post would be incomplete without a selca~

 his huge eyes staring at you. O__O

and all his accessories. (mostly from Chrome Hearts i guess)

 this was taken on his bday! he went to play soccer~ not the most dashing photo but he's still so cute~ without make up and his hair all messy. like, how is he 23 years old?!

 he has fashion sense too. he always doesnt go too overboard. he's style is always simple yet classy and fashionable. i noticed he always goes for more neutral colours. 

 his blond hair. a black dress shirt and Balmain jeans. ugh. so fineeee.

 have i mentioned how much i love all-black outfits?

 i love all white too~ I basically love neutral colours like Kikwang does. 

and i think he has too many rings on. 

 many B2utys' fav OTP, Kiwoon. not my fav though. but so cute~

 Snow Prince.

 his weird eye-lids. LOL but he still manages to look good. make-up does help. LOL

ugh in all-black again.

 I LOVE THIS PHOTO SO MUCH. i do not know why. 

i once tweeted that i would use this as my wallpaper in my room if i could. it'll looks so pretty becoz of the starry background. and also of course of the perfect kwangie in the centre. >_<

 his smile~ :)

these two videos basically sums up all the cutesy and sexiness Lee Kikwang is capable of. LOL
this first one is full of cutesy~



and this second one is more of his sexiness. XDDD abs and all.

A Relaxing Friday~

since my trials are just around the corner, i feel like i'm just during boring stuff everyday.
i dont even have time for tumblr or youtube (two of my fav sites!) as these two sites take up a lot of my time, i try to stay away from them.
talking about Youtube, i actually feel like making an appreciation post for Youtube. LOL
Once i let myself scroll through my youtube feed and let myself explore some other channels and videos, i get lost in the midst of doing so. i will end up spending a lot of time on Youtube. what is the average time a person spends on Youtube daily? i probably spend about 1-2 hours on it each day when i let myself sit down and watch the videos. at home, i normally watch videos on Youtube like i'm watching TV. i put it on full screen while i get ready to go out, or when i clean my room or do other random stuff. soon... i'll make that post.

So ytd was a really nice day for me~ despite the blazing hot weather!
In the morning, Yongxuan and I went for breakfast at Peppercorn like we always do every Friday morning and i finally had the chance to satisfy my cravings for bacon! I've been craving it for weeks! So i had a happy tummy that morning!
After class, we went to Sunway Pyramid to spend our RM250 book voucher!
The feeling of just throwing a ton of books into a basket without needing to spending a dime is one of the best feelings ever~

 all these books~ i've been wanting to get since forever! I read one of Sarah Dessen's book called The Truth About Forever two years ago and fell in love with her! the way she writes and the meanings behind her stories are just amazing~

so i planned to buy 4 of her books, but Popular had no stock for two of them... :(

but i'm really really happy that i finally got these 8 books~ especially John Green's books!

seriously cant wait to start reading them but need to wait until after trials... :(

i want to write book reviews after i read them, but i doubt i will... since i'm so bad with words....

after we walked around the mall for about 2 hours plus, we were hungry and tired. So we went to sit down at Coffee Bean! I ordered a chocolate chip muffin and a Chai tea latte~

I've always wanted to try a chai tea latte! it was okay... i should've got a cold one instead of a hot one.

and once we sat down to eat and chill, we didnt want to leave anymore. LOL.

so we continued sitting at Coffee Bean and just talked. it felt really relaxing and fun after a boring and tiring week. i think i had an average of 6 hours of sleep each night last week. i've gotten used to it...

and while we were chilling, Nigel whatsapp-ed me this photo~~~ 

I'm finally going to get my slippers soon! 

i asked Nigel to take a photo of the slippers for me and he said he alr packed them into his bag... ugh lazy bum.

cant wait to get them in my hands next week!

I wanted to blog more... but i'm kinda tired....

i just saw a photo of BTOB's Ilhoon just now which reminded me that i want to make a blogpost for Ilhoon too~~~~ he's my new found love XDDDDD he's just adorable. 

what did i want to blog about..... let me think.... (take note that i'm sleepy right now...zzzz)

oh! I rmb! last week, Yongxuan and I finally started doing some research on Macau and HK for our June trip! We also managed to book our hotel rooms~! I'm really getting more and more excited for it! 

HK is just so beautiful and i cant wait to go again! 

but before i go, i need to save money.... TT____TT the hardest thing to do.

I've alr counted and planned how much i need to save from now until June and i really dont think i'll have enough money by June. TT_____TT 

and what if Cube suddenly announces United Cube Concert in Msia???!!! I'll go crazy! BTOB (JUNG ILHOON!!!) , 4MINUTE, G.Na, Noh Jihoon and BEAST~~~!!! so i'm praying hard that they wont come to Msia! please dont come.

i have no money for Beast anymore... I just ordered Beast's selca book last week too and it'll reach my home soon~ i'll only be able to see it in April...

and about going home in April~ I'll be able to spend Easter with my family~!!! lucky me~

what else.... i dont think so....

good night! and sweet dreams~ i want to dream sweet dreams! Beast please meet me in my dreams~ >__<

CNY 2013

finally my post on CNY~~~ i had a fun and relaxing week at home with my family and friends!
My family and I went back to my Mum's hometown in Kluang like we do every year! and we stayed in this small hotel which caused us back pains because the beds were too soft. hmph
I spent a lot of time lying comfortably in bed watching Suits and at midnight, my mum and I watched good movies tgt~ We managed to watch The Lucky One, Seducing Mr. Perfect (korean movie) and Wreck It Ralph during our 2 nights' stay there~!!!
It was really the best, just relaxing in bed, watching good movies and munching on chocolates and nuts~!!!
Back in JB, i also spent most of my time on the couch watching Suits and other stuff on my laptop. and also a few good movies~ I love watching movies with my mum. My couch is just the most comfortable place~

and all the CNY yummy cookies~!!! I didnt get to eat much home cooked food during CNY because we had dinner outside all the time. We went to Aunty Pat's place on Valentine's Day and she had the most delicious meal i had among all the other stuff i ate during CNY. she ordered Johor Laksa :D, and roti jala with very yummy curry and she cooked rendang! i miss all the yummy food back in JB... :(

and during CNY, you cant miss out on the fireworks~~~ the view from my house was the best! but my phone couldnt focus well.... :(

this set of fireworks were the prettiest but only a few photos came out nice.

selca~ >__<  first day of CNY~ before leaving for Kluang!

 my current favourite nail polish!!! i'm a glitter lover~

 reached the small hotel!

OOTD~

 this was on the second day of CNY, we went out for dinner in the town area and saw these pretty festive lights! 

 more fireworks we saw from our outside the hotel!

 these were so near to us~ and really loud too.

 3rd day of CNY, after we had lunch with my mum's friends, we headed back to JB!

this guy is sooo vain.... :P

 OOTD~ and my Hello Kitty bag that i always use for short trips. i'm a girl that love cute stuff and i had that hello kitty bag since i was 7 years old i think. i still rmb it being too long and too big for me. LOL

I took this with the small headed Dominic after Ash Wednesday mass~ 

he's known as 跳高男 in Foon Yew High. LOL 

my brother, Dominic and I were laughing and talking during mass... i'm not a good kid. LOL

i can never focus during mass if i'm seated beside them.

Thaniel would be popping away in his own world and Dominic will keep saying funny stuff. XD and i like his glasses so much. makes me want new glasses!

after mass, Auntie Vincentia took the few of us to eat mamak!

she asked me to upload these few photos to fb, but i dont really feel like doing so....

 another shot with the background of people. LOL

 long time no see, this is Stephanie~

 and a candid shot of Zacheus!

 the Chou brothers, Zacheus and Norman. and the third Chou, Dominic, wasnt there with us. 

 ready to go out for dinner with high school friends! we went shopping before that and i bought a pair of pretty black heels~

 with Karyap. he doesnt know how to smile. XDDD he kept asking me to retake the photo but his expression was the same. LOL

 with Kenhui! the lighting in that restaurant was bad too. :(

 with Jiawen~~~ she was so bad! she didnt wear a dress! XD i didnt wear a dress either but at least mine was a skirt. my dresses were all too formal for a gathering with friends.... despite the dress code being formal. i just didnt feel comfortale wearing so formally to meet with them. plus my dresses werent suitable for the event either. 

 with HY~~~ <3 nbsp="" p="">

 i wanted to take a full body shot because i wanted to show we were wearing heels but Kenhui took hers off :( I'll need to find more occations to wear my new heels~

 with Amy~!

we wore matching peep-toe heels with bows~

a photo with Bryan~ long time no see! when will be the next time we meet? 

 group shot!

 randomly chose a few of the photos we took the next day when we went visiting!

 at my house! :) and LOL what is it with Kak Leong's face

at Amy's house~

end of CNY post! loads of photos and not much words. but i miss these friends so much~

I miss going to church with the family and seeing all of the guys like Dominic they all keep growing and changing. we dont spend a lot of time tgt but we somehow manage to stay close~

and the high school gang~ although i'm always the quiet one because i always have nothing to say LOL but i enjoy just sitting there to listen and observe. no one changed~ i hope it stays this way forever!