31.12.10

It's the last day of 2010!
should i be happy or sad???
i suppose happy because it's like a new beginning.
and sad because time is passing by so fast.
so, it's the last day of the year. how are you guys spending it?
i woke up at 7.30am. i was so tired ytd.
The journey from Seattle to Singapore and back home was almost 20 hours i guess.
and i didnt get to sleep much on the plane, so when i got back, i had a headache.
i couldnt go to sleep early because i need to get used to the time back here.
so i wanted to use the com to keep myself up, but the laptop adapter was spoiled...
i watched tv instead. but you know always when you seat on the couch alone, you'll want to lie down to watch tv, so once i lied down, i fell asleep.
i wanted to watch Music and Lyrics, i never saw that movie before,
but... unfortunately, i missed my bed too much.
i cleaned my room up a bit today.
it was so messy ytd due to me unpacking my stuff and just throwing them everywhere.
on our way back from Seattle, we had 4 full luggages and my backpack was also full of food.
i pulled two luggages to the airport and my arms are still hurting now.
we had so much stuff to bring back.
so unpacking was quite work too.
then i went to Jusco to get some stuff for school and also for the laptop adapter.
i couldtn live without it, so i kept pestering my mum to bring me to buy it.
and i saw HulZi there! 1st friend i saw since i came back.
the weather was hot today. and i really miss the cold weather in Seattle.
had my favourite laksa for lunch~ I missed the food here so much! spicy food especially.
now i'm on the com dl-ing all the stuff i've missed while i was gone.
but the internet connection is so damn slow that i only managed to dl one video.
i still have GD TOP's album and Beast's digital singles to dl...
how long is it gonna take??? but i have a whole day since i'm not going anywhere today.
i want to go out partying and to countdown!!! but... sadly, there's no party i can go to.
i really hope there'll be a last minute party... but i guess that wont happen.
unless it's my mum's friends... or else i'll just countdown at home with my family and enjoy the fireworks at home.
and i'll be watching MBC Gayo Daejun if the internet connection is good.
or else i'll watch the Golden Disk Awards on tv. but it's until 3am.
so i rather watch the rerun tmr afternoon.
but i'll have chocolate to accompany me! we got a few chocolates as presents from Seattle, so i'll eat them tonight.
HY~~~ I bought pink m&m to share with you and RY and HZ~~~
and my Mastermind album was on my desk when i came home!
gonna post photos another day.
as for the photos from my US trip... I guess that'll take some time for me to upload as i need to get them from my mum 1st. i didnt take much with my phone.
thats all for now i guess.
HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~








i changed my BGM to GDTOP's High High!!!
during my whole US trip, i was always singing, " Say HAHAHAHAHA, Say LALALALALA" and also with the hand gesture. >_<
and my bro will get annoyed by it. :P

time passes so fast

I have so much to update on, but i'm so lazy to update now.

so i'm just gonna blog a little.

Last friday, it was my uncle's office's christmas lunch.

and they were playing a game that you're supposed to just choose a present that were brought by other ppl.

and i was one of the last to pick. and you can also take away other ppl's gift.

so i took away someone's gift, it was $10!

so i spent it right away when i went to Bellvue Mall.

I bought earrings. those were exp! bcoz i have three pair of piercings, so everytime its hard for me to find cheap, good quality, and nice earrings.

and i also bought a jewelry holder! i've been wanting one for ages!

on Saturday we went for mass at a really beautiful church.

on Sunday we went downtown and did some sight-seeing. Seattle is seriously a beautiful place!

monday we woke up early to catch our flight to Las Vegas.

i dont have much to say about Vegas. it wasnt as fun as i wanted it to be.

i blame the weather. it was raining from monday to wednesday.

and on thursday, the day we were leaving, the sun came out. i was like, F*ck!

i didnt get to seat on any rides or roller coasters!!!!! T_T

ytd, it was christmas eve. i finally got a chance to wear my contacts!

i was always too lazy to wear them.

but i came home with my eyes red as hell becoz i wore them for too long.

we went to Walmart to do some last minute shopping 1st then we were supposed to head for mass.

but we were all too hungry so by the time we finished our late lunch, it was too late for mass.

so we went to the mall, and becoz it was christmas eve, all shops closed early. so we didnt have much time to shop.

then we went to Maria's brother's place for dinner.

we played Wii before dinner, and i sucked at it.

there was one guy there, he was 16 too, but he's f-ing 6 feet tall. and big size!

he didnt look like anything near 16 years old.

dinner was delicious! and we chat with all their relatives there.

and we had pie~ *yummy*

then we left at 11.45pm. i would have loved to leave at midnight, i was having so much fun, but my eyes were feeling uncomfortable.

i got some presents. i havent opened them yet. mayb later.

so, that's all for now. tmr will be boxing day, and we'll be going shopping! hope there's not too much ppl downtown! i'm sure it'll be pack!

then on the 27th, i guess there'll be more last minute shopping.

then 28th will be packing day. on 29th 1am (so basically it's 28th midnight).

and on 30th afternoon, i'll be in SG then i'll head back home! home sweet home.

then 31st, it'll be the last day of 2010! T_T mayb i'll go for a countdown party if i dont have plans with my family.

then i'll need to start getting ready for school.

btw, i'm sure i've gained a lot of weight over the month i've been here.

i'v been eating so damn much here i'm starting to hate myself.

i dont even know whether i can still fit into my school uniform anymore. T_T

lastly,

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~

hope everyone is having a great time! I know i am~

Around and About

I left to Edmonds ytd. It's a part of Seattle, just far away from downtown. About a 30 mins drive from my Uncle's house.

I went to stay over at my aunt's house for a night.

Before going to Edmonds, we went to visit the Museum of Flight were we saw all the old airplanes and space stuff.

We even managed to enter Air Force 1!!!

and there was something there that you could have a ride on, it was somekind like a plane but you could control it yourself.

I played it twice. first with my bro, it wasnt much fun.

but the 2nd time i played with my aunt. and she kept going 360 degrees round and round! and we was screaming and laughing so loudly that we attracted a crowd.

It's like we sit in a cube thing and there's controls inside.

so when the guy opened the cube for us to leave, there was like 10 ppl standing outside laughing and smiling at us.

And luckily i didnt eat before riding it, or else.... O_O

then my aunt brought us for dinner at a Peruvian restaurant becoz she was Peruvian.

and the food was so delicious! the best i've eaten since i've reached USA i think.

the next day, we went to WalMart! everything super cheap there.

I bought scented candles! it's really nice! I'm gonna put them in my room when i get back!

then we went to pick up my cousin and her cousin from school.

they're both in grade school. and i went inside their school and their school is so nice!

i envy them so much! why was i born in the wrong country???!!!

then we went to a mall, and there was Forever 21!!!

i was looking for one around downtown, but never saw one!

so i was super excited when i saw it! all things so cheap there like OMG! almost everything below $30 leh!!!

in msia, i cant even find something decent below RM70!

then we were so hungry but it was alr 5.30pm so we had Starbucks.

I had white chocolate mocha, which was really really nice.

then back to Seattle to celebrate my bro's bday with my uncle.

we went to a Indian restaurant! Spicy food~~~~ my fave!!!

we were all really full from dinner but my uncle's housemate, Uncle Tom wanted to treat my bro some dessert, so we went to have desserts.

The piece of cake i ordered was huge! so i literally wanted to puke on the way back home.

but it was so delicious that i didnt want to waste any of it, so i stuff it all down.

today the weather was nice, my mum and i went for a walk around the neighbourhood and found a lot of beautiful sceneries!

we also went to see Bruce Lee's grave!

the view of lake was beautiful. All in all, Seattle is a beautiful place.

and i really hope i'll be able to come back to Seattle to study!!! need to work hard for that.

IU

I had to post about this! I wanted to post the MR remove ver but it was un-sync.

IU made a comeback with her new album Real this week, and her single is Good Day.

ytd, on music core, she sand Good Day and sang this really long and high note, after i heard it, i was totally in awe.

she's a awesome and talented girl.

from a kpop news, i saw that she is a very intelligent student too.

i envy her so much. but she's kinda underrated.

and i heard that she initially auditioned for SM Ent, but becoz she didnt dance well, SM Ent didnt take her.

so i just checked and found out she's in a company called Loen Ent.

i hope to hear more awesome songs from her.

update a bit on stuff going on here.

i just came back from downtown. i went to buy new shoes!

it was a christmas present from my uncle. It's a pair of Nike shoes.

i couldnt find a pair that i really liked, so i chose that. it is actually quite nice.

and it's the first i didnt need to try more than one pair to get a pair that i liked.

normally, i'm so picky that i need weeks to find a perfect pair.

but also becoz i was shopping with my uncle so i didnt want to waste his time.

i feel that i've been doing a lot of shopping, but until now, i only bought a t-shirt, a hoodie, a small jacket,a hat and a pair of shoes.

it doesnt seem much but i keep feeling i bought a lot.

oh, and i also bought a lot of books, i think about 12, including Hy's.

and normally back in msia, my mum dont take me out shopping much, so mayb that's why i feel i bought a lot.

Beast's 1st concert Welcome to Beast Airlines is about to start in a few hours!

they announced that they will be releasing 3 new duet songs!

they were separated into couples! Junseob, Kiseung, and Duwoon~~~~

I cant wait for it! I hope there will be a un-cut concert dvd! i'll be sure to buy it!

that means i gotta start saving now!

later i'll be trending #soflylikeaB6 later on twitter~ it'll be fun spazzing with all other B2utys~

Winter Wonderland

I went to Leavenworth with my family ytd. and it was fun! my mum and i said that we had to see it snowing before we die. and it did!

the only bad thing about snowing is that it's really really cold, and you get wet!

we took a bus to Leavenworth. the scenery on the way there was beautiful.

at 1st, it was Seattle city, then it was those american countryside, then mountains of trees covered with snow!

i listened to music all the way. it was a pleasant ride.

it was snowing when we got there, but not much.

we checked it and went to eat lunch. we ate something called a crepe, it was delicious.

mayb the mayb food i've eaten since i've reached America. and the serving was just nice.

then we went walking around the town centre.

Thaniel and I had some snowball fights. and i made a snow angel!

it was so damn cold to lie on the snow! and standing up with snow all over you!

and then we saw people sliding down the slopes full of snow.

after that, we made a small snow man! we couldnt make a big one becoz we couldnt feel our fingers anymore.

then we went back to the hotel room to warm up and let our socks dry. my shoes were all drenched due to the snow.

watched Cheaper By The Dozen. one of my fav family movies!

went to have pizza for dinner. full of cheddar cheese~ yum yum!

when we walked out, it was snowing again! and the christmas deco were beautiful at the town centre. all the colourful lights were amazing!

the next day, woke up and had breakfast. then we went walking around the town centre again.

we walked into every shop, looking at what they were selling.

there was one shop that sold 500 different kinds of nutcrakers! but they were all so exp, so didnt buy.

instead we bought a beautiful wind-chime that had an owl on it.

then it started snowing heavily! the snow flakes were really big! and they kept falling on my face!

took lots of photos, and will upload them when i get back to msia.

it was like a dream seeing white snow everywhere! everyone is happy when it snows right? except Junhyung. hehe.

peaceful

i've been having a good time in Seattle so far. it's a beautiful place.

and i just found out that Jay Park lives in Edmonds, Seattle! fyi, i'm not gonna stalk him or something.

it's just that it's quite far from here, i'm not that sure. but my uncle's ex-wife lives there, and maybe we'll be going over to stay for a few days, we'll see whether we have the time.

next wed, we'll be going to a place called Leavenworth (dunno the spelling), it's a very christmassy place, white all the christmas decos and cozy rooms~

i just cant wait to go! i think we'll be there for 2 nights. hope there's internet there.

i always become very tired from the cold weather here. whenever it's really cold, i keep wanting to sleep.

but when i reach my uncle's warm and cozy house, i'm wide awake.

and we ate blueberry pie and pumpkin pie for breakfast today~ my uncle is a great cook!

and we went to see the movie Tangled in 3D! the rapunzel one.

1st time watching 3d was fun, but there's really not much difference. i'll rather save that money to do something else.

but i was happy to experience how ppl in America go to the cinema.

then we went for dinner at a place called Red Robin. the serving was quite big, as usual. but it was yummy!

it was actually my 1st time eating American food in Seattle. for the past few days, we've ate greek and mexican food but not american.

after dinner, we went walking in the shopping malls. i saw loads of pretty stuff i wanted to buy, but my mum said we'll go back there another day incase we see something better.

until now, i havent bought a pair of shoes yet. i saw one pair of nike today, $50!

so i said, i'll keep looking around first before i decide.

and i havent ordered my books yet. hope it isnt too late to order them, i'll need to discuss with my uncle too.

and my uncle and his housemate, Tom, have 4 cats in their house!

they love cats. and their cats keep coming near me, and making my clothes full of their fur! but they're lovely cats.

cats are in some way better than dogs. they are more quieter.

and from my uncle's tv, i can watch youtube! i'll watch Wild Bunny on it tmr!!!

i've been re-watching it becoz it's worth re-watching, it's hilarious! i cant stop laughing when watching.

what else....

hmm.... oh, the Kpop Party 2011.

i actually alr decided to go, i even asked my mum. but my mum asked me to find someone to fetch me, which was quite impossible.

but then i nvr checked the date of the concert till today!

and guess what?! Jan 13th is a thursday!!!! how am i supposed to go to KL on a schooling day?!

i know it's possible. but to be honest, i've been convincing myself not to go.

i've been worried and scared every single day since i decided that i would go.

i couldnt sleep every night becoz of it. and then i asked myself," why am i treating myself like this?!"

"of i'm so scared and worried, i rather just not go!"

becoz the cheapest tix is rm120. i have money for that, but what about transport?

i dont think my mum will let me go by bus, becoz she's terrified by it.

there's a kind of private taxi i took when i went to Changi airport the other day.

but from jb to changi, it was rm120. so from jb to kl is gonna be much more exp! and i dont have the money for that!

and i hate taking money from my mum.

i rmb the last time i went to see Beast, my mum helped me buy my tix for the session which was SDG35.

i kept wanting to pay her back, becoz i felt really bad, but i just didnt have the money.

and now coming to Seattle, she alr spent a lot of money on me, so i really dont want to burden her anymore.

other than that, i keep having this bad feeling about the kpop party. i dunno what it actually is, but it's scaring the hell out of me. and fyi, these feelings i get i quite accurate.

and since now i decided not to go, i'll have much more money to shop here.

and who knows? there's still one more month till the kpop party, mayb some kind of miracle will happen....

p/s: i dunno whether i said this before, but sometimes being in a fandom is tiring. To me.

i dunno how other fans think, but it's tiring sometimes becoz once you get so into it, you cant stop, you know. like me, i cant go living half a day without checking my twitter and tumblr.

once i dont check it, i get worried and scared that i'll miss something important. which is something not really that important.

and whenever Beast has a concert of fanmeet in msia or sg, i'll find ways to go.

but for us students, it's so hard, becoz we dont have the money and transport all the time.

then i'll need to worry my uncle and my mum. and sometimes trouble my bro, and i hate that.

so i'm trying really hard to make myself slow down in all these craziness. i wont die if i dont get to meet Beast right? in fact, i'll have more books and more clothes instead of worries.

and it doesnt mean that if i dont go to their events i'm any less a b2uty right? i'll always be there for Beast no matter what.

i want my life to be full of happiness and peacefulness, so i guess i have no choice.

Seattle

i didnt know i would have the time to blog, but since i'm not going out anywhere today, i'll blog a bit.
but no photos btw, coz i'm lazy to upload them.
so i reached here on the 1st of Dec (seattle time). it's 16 hours later than Malaysia's time.
I left Changi airport at 1pm, reached Taipei at 5.30pm. the flight was okay, the landing was so smooth.
then we had to transit to another flight to Seattle, but we had to wait at the airport for 5 hours.
it was boring. i listened to some music, read for awhile. there were computers to used there, but the connection was so damn slow.
i organized some files in my phone while watching MVs that were played in a shop at the airport.
it was 2ne1's mv and Kara and SNSD and Super Junior!!!
then at 11pm, we boarded the plane and had a 10 hours flight to Seattle.
it was so uncomfortable in the plane, like omg! i couldnt sleep at all.
so i just kept watching movies. i watched some great movies like the taiwan movie, Taiwan Exchange, and a Japanese movie.
my back was so pain at the end of the flight.
and my uncle Tuck came and meet us at the airport and took us back to his place by bus.
i actually kinda got a culture shock at 1st.
bcoz it's so different from Malaysia! the ppl, transport, shopping.
here, ppl are so friendly, wherever you go, ppl will be saying, Hi, how are you? are you okay?
and on the streets, there'll be drunkards, druggies, and homeless ppl asking you for money.
it's scary. but usually only at night. it's nicer during day time.
but since it's winter now, the sky gets dark by 4 or 5pm.
it's not very cold, mayb becoz my coat keeps me warm. i think the lowest i've experience until now is 5 degrees celcius.
and ppl here have many different accents, there's so many ppl from many different places, so it's hard to understand what ppl are saying sometimes.
ytd, my uncle took leave from work to bring us around downtown.
i woke up at 11am i think. i didnt get any jet lag. mayb coz i didnt sleep well for the past few days.
ate cereals for breakfast and left the house at 12nn.
the weather was great, it was sunny! but when the wind was strong, it would be cold.
we went to chinatown 1st. then we went to the 1st Starbucks! i drank a cup of hot chocolate.
it was nice, coz it kept me warm. but there's so many Starbucks here.
then we went to have lunch. the serving was so big! i couldnt finish my rice.
then we went shopping! we went to Macy's first. i bought a t-shirt for only 4USD! even when u convert to RM, its still cheap! ppl here are so lucky to have so many cheap stuff.
then we went to Pacific's Place to see fake snow! it was actually soap.
i saw a lot of branded stores like Tiffany & Co., Barneys (!), Micheal Kors, Victoria's Secret.
then we went to Old Navy to buy gloves becoz our hands were freezing most of the time.
but ppl here dont wear gloves bcoz it's inconvenient when u want to use ur phone and take things.
we had greek food for dinner. and went home.
i'll update more another time. now i want to go watch tv. but it's all from the internet, bcoz my uncle's place doesnt have an aerial.