these few days has been so boring.... sigh...
nothing much. my tumblr dash has been so dull without new pics of Beast or should i say Hyunseung and Dongwoon....
I guess all Beast members have been busy with thier own stuff.
Doojoon busy with All My Love filming. Hyunseung... dunno what he's doing. Junhyung busy composing i guess. Yoseob busy with his musical and 100 Points Out Of 100 Points filming. Kikwang busy with Win Win filming and mayb Inkigayo MC filming. Dongwoon busy with college.
as for me... Sunday, i went to the education fair.
not a very happy day for me. I was in a bad mood since i woke up.
I was woken up by my aunt that was talking so loudy in the dining, so i woke up at 10.30am to get ready to go to the education fair.
after i bathed, my mum said we were about to leave for the fair, it was 11am, and i was like, WHAT? it's only 11am! why go so early. it only starts at noon.
then she said go early, then can come back early. and when she said my aunt was following, i was like, O_O YOU SERIOUS?!
then no choice, had to follow them. when we reached Persada, the fair havent started yet, so had to wait a while.
while waiting, my aunt kept pushing me around, asking me to go here go there.
she's lucky that i'm a person with lots of patience, or else she would be having a black eye now!
Nigel was just telling me how many times he killed himself while spending a day with my aunt, and i told him, i killed myself a lot of times too on sunday at the education fair.
i really cant stand her anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
from morning to night............. T_T
i didnt even get to ask about fashion designing at the education fair... T_T
i was in such a bad mood on the way home, i didnt want to talk to anyone so i pretended to be asleep in the back seat.
i'm just so bored right now.
i can watch the last ep of Dream High now, but i want to leave it for tmr.
tmr my uncle will be back from Laos. Then we'll go to the dentist when i come back from school.
my aunt better not follow.
then saturday we have to go to school for koko... :(
I alr had plans for this saturday. as my aunt's friend said she wanted to come to my house to help me cut my hair, but i dont trust her skills. although i really would like to trim my hair, i really dont trust ppl easily.
so to skip this hair cut, i alr planned with Nigel to go out for a movie, but now as i'll need to go to school, the plan is ruin.
but Nigel still promised me to take me out somewhere. anywhere will be better than staying at home.
then Sunday, we'll have to go back to Kluang for Qing Ming (kinda like All Souls' Day).
T_T i'm going to sleep through the whole car drive i guess. then we still need to stay there till after dinner.... T_T
i just keep reminding myself, just endure with it for one more week. ONE MORE WEEK!!!!!
i think i would rather die..............
everyone cant stand her anymore. even my mum.
Nigel's room has become our "refugee camp". we always hide inside his room.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
March Holiday
it's Saturday ady. Holiday is almost over and until now, i spent it quite well.
i'll blog about what i have been doing the whole week!
SATURDAY
went into singapore to fecth my Aunt that came from England. I was kinda sick that day, had a slight flu. Slept the whole way to Changi Airport and i was so hungry the whole way becoz didnt eat much since morning. Reached home at about 6pm. I watched My Sister's Keeper with my aunt that night, it was so touching that i would have cried through the whole movie if it wasnt for my aunt sitting next to me.
SUNDAY
I watched Eat Pray Love which was such a bore. Then that night, i watched Burlesque again. It's just such an entertaining movie~~~ I fell in love with Christina Aguilera once i heared her sing, she's amazing.
MONDAY
went to school which was boring as hell.
TUESDAY
went to school. had lunch with Ren You, Jerome and Hy at a new restaurant in Molek called Ginger Leave(i think). And the first thing i noticed when i walked it was the waiter. he was so handsome~~~~ Hy told me he should go audition for something and be a star ady. He should totally be a model. Then i went to Hy's house to do something great. hehe. And my tortoise Tom went missing. T_T I guess he climbed out of his container and is now somewhere around the house, or mayb he alr went out of the house. I'm just so lazy to look for him anymore because i've looked everywhere!
WEDNESDAY
I had piano class at 12nn and tuition at 5pm. then we had steamboat for dinner which wasnt really that nice.
Basically the food at home havent been good since my aunt came back, i guess when i weigh myself in another two weeks, i'll lose some weight. i hope so.
THURSDAY
Woke up early to get ready to go out with RenYou, Hy, Kak Leong, LunChok and YoongKang.
we went to Plaza Pelangi's RedBox as Jusco's closed down. :(
I had my DotRed member card so i went in for free~~~ woohoo~
there was a number of kpop song but not enough for me, i need more Beast's songs!!!!
and there was this one guy that served us at RedBox, he had such a charming simle~~~~>__< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">sang for 3 hours then i went to Popular to buy some stuff.
then i wanted to walk around, thought that i'd be able to find some stuff to buy, but KakLeong had a curfew, he needed to reach home at 3pm!!!
i didnt want to go home by bus alone, so i had to follow them back at 3pm.... left Hy alone...
got a ride from Yoongkang from the bus stop back to my house but i didnt bring my keys and when i yelled for my uncle he didnt hear me coz he was in the kitchen.
then i called both his phones and he didnt pick up. I called Thaniel, he didnt pick up. lastly i called the house phone, then only my aunt picked up. It's not that i didnt want to bring my keys, it's my uncle that told me he would help me open the door.
FRIDAY
HulZi and i walked over to Bryan's house at 10am, they almost finished preparing the food for KenHui's suprise party!
I only helped with cutting and pasting the birthday wishes everyone wrote onto colour papers.
then at about 11am, Bryan's sister fetched us to KarYap's house. There was an organ in his house i played a while. Prana played the guitar, and sung too, he's good. Then KarYap's mum fetched us to Kenhui's house while we waited for the birthday girl to come home!
she cried when she saw us all waiting at her house. awww~~~
the food was nice. the cheese cake Bryan baked was a little too soft and too sour, but it was nice.
we left at 1pm, it was so damn hot!
when i reached home, my mum came home and took the laptop to work! T_T i was so bored at home. Thaniel didnt let me use the desktop either.
At night, Nigel and I attended my godpa's brother's funeral. My mum was tired as she reached home really late, so she didnt go.
I saw a lot of relatives that i havent seen in a long long time.
We gave our condolences to my godpa and godma then we talked for a while.
I saw my grandfather, he hasnt changed a bit, only that he looked very fierce. i dont even know whether he rmb me.
My cousins went too, but Nigel and I only talked to Gordon and Ian.
then they had a simple praying session then we left at about 11pm. and the traffic was still bad at that time.
but i didnt complain as i didnt want to be at home.
SATURDAY (TODAY)
Have been using the com since morning till now. gonna continue watching Dream High~ Love it so so much!
I cannot say how much i love IU's voice, she's so pretty and cute too~~~ And Wooyoung~~~ so handsome.
cant wait to finish watching it. hope to finish watching it tmr.
i dl-ed a lot of new songs too! and a lot of piano scores as the website i usually dl from is gonna close soon so better get all i want.
SUNDAY (tmr)
Going to educational fair. A lot of ppl told me they are going on Sat. I pray hard that my aunt wont come along. even my mum cant stand her anymore.
she keeps wanting me to study engineering or law or all those "high-post" jobs.
What if i dont want my live my life that way?!
All i want is a simple life. I know nothing is gonna be easy.
I hear so many ppl complaining on how bad or hard their lives are right now, and i keep thinking that i have to go through that one day, i would want to doing something that i love.
i'll blog about what i have been doing the whole week!
SATURDAY
went into singapore to fecth my Aunt that came from England. I was kinda sick that day, had a slight flu. Slept the whole way to Changi Airport and i was so hungry the whole way becoz didnt eat much since morning. Reached home at about 6pm. I watched My Sister's Keeper with my aunt that night, it was so touching that i would have cried through the whole movie if it wasnt for my aunt sitting next to me.
SUNDAY
I watched Eat Pray Love which was such a bore. Then that night, i watched Burlesque again. It's just such an entertaining movie~~~ I fell in love with Christina Aguilera once i heared her sing, she's amazing.
MONDAY
went to school which was boring as hell.
TUESDAY
went to school. had lunch with Ren You, Jerome and Hy at a new restaurant in Molek called Ginger Leave(i think). And the first thing i noticed when i walked it was the waiter. he was so handsome~~~~ Hy told me he should go audition for something and be a star ady. He should totally be a model. Then i went to Hy's house to do something great. hehe. And my tortoise Tom went missing. T_T I guess he climbed out of his container and is now somewhere around the house, or mayb he alr went out of the house. I'm just so lazy to look for him anymore because i've looked everywhere!
WEDNESDAY
I had piano class at 12nn and tuition at 5pm. then we had steamboat for dinner which wasnt really that nice.
Basically the food at home havent been good since my aunt came back, i guess when i weigh myself in another two weeks, i'll lose some weight. i hope so.
THURSDAY
Woke up early to get ready to go out with RenYou, Hy, Kak Leong, LunChok and YoongKang.
we went to Plaza Pelangi's RedBox as Jusco's closed down. :(
I had my DotRed member card so i went in for free~~~ woohoo~
there was a number of kpop song but not enough for me, i need more Beast's songs!!!!
and there was this one guy that served us at RedBox, he had such a charming simle~~~~>__< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">sang for 3 hours then i went to Popular to buy some stuff.
then i wanted to walk around, thought that i'd be able to find some stuff to buy, but KakLeong had a curfew, he needed to reach home at 3pm!!!
i didnt want to go home by bus alone, so i had to follow them back at 3pm.... left Hy alone...
got a ride from Yoongkang from the bus stop back to my house but i didnt bring my keys and when i yelled for my uncle he didnt hear me coz he was in the kitchen.
then i called both his phones and he didnt pick up. I called Thaniel, he didnt pick up. lastly i called the house phone, then only my aunt picked up. It's not that i didnt want to bring my keys, it's my uncle that told me he would help me open the door.
FRIDAY
HulZi and i walked over to Bryan's house at 10am, they almost finished preparing the food for KenHui's suprise party!
I only helped with cutting and pasting the birthday wishes everyone wrote onto colour papers.
then at about 11am, Bryan's sister fetched us to KarYap's house. There was an organ in his house i played a while. Prana played the guitar, and sung too, he's good. Then KarYap's mum fetched us to Kenhui's house while we waited for the birthday girl to come home!
she cried when she saw us all waiting at her house. awww~~~
the food was nice. the cheese cake Bryan baked was a little too soft and too sour, but it was nice.
we left at 1pm, it was so damn hot!
when i reached home, my mum came home and took the laptop to work! T_T i was so bored at home. Thaniel didnt let me use the desktop either.
At night, Nigel and I attended my godpa's brother's funeral. My mum was tired as she reached home really late, so she didnt go.
I saw a lot of relatives that i havent seen in a long long time.
We gave our condolences to my godpa and godma then we talked for a while.
I saw my grandfather, he hasnt changed a bit, only that he looked very fierce. i dont even know whether he rmb me.
My cousins went too, but Nigel and I only talked to Gordon and Ian.
then they had a simple praying session then we left at about 11pm. and the traffic was still bad at that time.
but i didnt complain as i didnt want to be at home.
SATURDAY (TODAY)
Have been using the com since morning till now. gonna continue watching Dream High~ Love it so so much!
I cannot say how much i love IU's voice, she's so pretty and cute too~~~ And Wooyoung~~~ so handsome.
cant wait to finish watching it. hope to finish watching it tmr.
i dl-ed a lot of new songs too! and a lot of piano scores as the website i usually dl from is gonna close soon so better get all i want.
SUNDAY (tmr)
Going to educational fair. A lot of ppl told me they are going on Sat. I pray hard that my aunt wont come along. even my mum cant stand her anymore.
she keeps wanting me to study engineering or law or all those "high-post" jobs.
What if i dont want my live my life that way?!
All i want is a simple life. I know nothing is gonna be easy.
I hear so many ppl complaining on how bad or hard their lives are right now, and i keep thinking that i have to go through that one day, i would want to doing something that i love.
Friday, March 11, 2011
new music
Since i havent been updating much recently, i decided to share some of my favourite songs recently.
I dont have much to time to share much, so just a few.
firs and foremost, BIG BANG is back with their new title song Tonight!
to be honest, when i first listened to their album which was when it just came out, at midnight, mayb becoz i couldnt focus on the song or something, i just didnt like it.
or mayb it was didnt attract me to it. Not like how High High did.
I just couldnt hear any familiar of Big Bang's, but i guess GD just loves to try new stuff when it comes to music and fashion.
but after i listened to it a few times, i got addicted to it. I love Taeyang's voice at the bridge of the song.
and everytime during their perf, TOP's stare into the camera make you feel like he's looking through your soul.
and everytime GD smashes the guitar, it just changes the whole atmosphere.
another song at i love from the album is Cafe.
the whole jazzy feeling is so fresh, definitely not something you always hear when it comes to kpop.
but as for the overall album, i dont like it much, i dont have that urge to buy it.
mayb becoz they had two songs (Somebody To Love and Hands Up) that they have alr released before, only that it's in Korean this time around.
another song is Beast's Shock (japan ver.)
i still love the korean version better, becoz i'm so used to it ady.
but what i want to share is their awesome music video.
if you comepare their Korean ver mv to their Japan ver, you'll definitely see how much they've improve.
and see how much hotter they've become.
Doojoon said on twitter that he believes that when someone gets more popular, they become more good looking.
i think it's a matter of confidence, instead of looks.
they've gotten so much more comfortable on stage and in front of a camera.
so just check it out~
Another song that i'm loving is from a new k-hiphop duo that call themselves Geeks.
this is a cover of their version of Tamia's Officially Missing You.
I love the original version very much. and their version is impressive too.
i cant say that it's perfect but i have a feeling that their work is worth expecting.
And what can i say, I'm a sucker when it comes to acoustic guitars, i just love the sound of guitars in the background.
I really hope they make beautiful music in the future.
and now i'm currently waiting for a new kpop girl group called A Pink to debut!
I cant wait to see what concept their group will be having.
I pray hard that it'll be something awesome, because their main vocalist (Jung Eunji) has such a beautiful voice, and it'll be a waste if they dont have a perfect song for it.
i'll update on them once their video is out!
and they would be having a A Pink Documentary, just like Beast's!!!!
cant wait to see it~~~~
I dont have much to time to share much, so just a few.
firs and foremost, BIG BANG is back with their new title song Tonight!
to be honest, when i first listened to their album which was when it just came out, at midnight, mayb becoz i couldnt focus on the song or something, i just didnt like it.
or mayb it was didnt attract me to it. Not like how High High did.
I just couldnt hear any familiar of Big Bang's, but i guess GD just loves to try new stuff when it comes to music and fashion.
but after i listened to it a few times, i got addicted to it. I love Taeyang's voice at the bridge of the song.
and everytime during their perf, TOP's stare into the camera make you feel like he's looking through your soul.
and everytime GD smashes the guitar, it just changes the whole atmosphere.
another song at i love from the album is Cafe.
the whole jazzy feeling is so fresh, definitely not something you always hear when it comes to kpop.
but as for the overall album, i dont like it much, i dont have that urge to buy it.
mayb becoz they had two songs (Somebody To Love and Hands Up) that they have alr released before, only that it's in Korean this time around.
another song is Beast's Shock (japan ver.)
i still love the korean version better, becoz i'm so used to it ady.
but what i want to share is their awesome music video.
if you comepare their Korean ver mv to their Japan ver, you'll definitely see how much they've improve.
and see how much hotter they've become.
Doojoon said on twitter that he believes that when someone gets more popular, they become more good looking.
i think it's a matter of confidence, instead of looks.
they've gotten so much more comfortable on stage and in front of a camera.
so just check it out~
Another song that i'm loving is from a new k-hiphop duo that call themselves Geeks.
this is a cover of their version of Tamia's Officially Missing You.
I love the original version very much. and their version is impressive too.
i cant say that it's perfect but i have a feeling that their work is worth expecting.
And what can i say, I'm a sucker when it comes to acoustic guitars, i just love the sound of guitars in the background.
I really hope they make beautiful music in the future.
and now i'm currently waiting for a new kpop girl group called A Pink to debut!
I cant wait to see what concept their group will be having.
I pray hard that it'll be something awesome, because their main vocalist (Jung Eunji) has such a beautiful voice, and it'll be a waste if they dont have a perfect song for it.
i'll update on them once their video is out!
and they would be having a A Pink Documentary, just like Beast's!!!!
cant wait to see it~~~~
enjoy
havent been blogging much due to the exmas, i've been restricting myself from coming online.
but now the exams are over! WOOHOO~ But it's not the holidays yet.
mayb you some of you it is, but not for me, my holidays start Wednesday and my freedom would be taken away from me for 3 weeks.
fyi, my aunt from England would be visiting us for 3 weeks, starting from tmr.
so now, i'm trying my best to have as much fun as I can before it's too late.
so once i've came home from school, i've been in front of the com.
I finsihed watching Nikita until ep16! And now am watching Gossip Girl~ hope to watch till ep17 tonight.
but i doubt it coz i'll reach my Megavideo time limit soon. that means i'll go watch Dream High till midnight!
I have everything nicely planned out.
but i guess not everyone is as lucky as me today.
the victims of the tsunami and earthquake in Japan will definitely be added into my prayers.
i saw some news footage of the disaster and i was thanking God for keeping me and my love ones safe.
I really hope there wont be any further damage. but who knows right? anything can happen.
so to continue with my life.
I dread the coming of tmr. I seriously cant imagine how my life would be for the next three weeks.
i dont want to imagine any of it either, it gives me the chills.
so i decided not to think much and just have fun.
the world is gonna end soon, so dont make ANY decisions that you will regret. enjoy life while it lasts.
i'll just update on random stuff then.
i've changed my tortoises' names from Woonie and Seungie to Tom & Jerry. hehe.
because their so much easier to say and i dont need to explain to ppl what their names mean, ppl can figure it out themselves.
Tom keeps trying to commit suicide. and it's failed suicide mission made a BIG mess!
I'll be going into SG tmr to fetched my aunt from the airport. the thought of going just makes me tired.
i dont think there's anything else i want to update on.... i kinda forgot what i wanted to blog about.... T_T
but now the exams are over! WOOHOO~ But it's not the holidays yet.
mayb you some of you it is, but not for me, my holidays start Wednesday and my freedom would be taken away from me for 3 weeks.
fyi, my aunt from England would be visiting us for 3 weeks, starting from tmr.
so now, i'm trying my best to have as much fun as I can before it's too late.
so once i've came home from school, i've been in front of the com.
I finsihed watching Nikita until ep16! And now am watching Gossip Girl~ hope to watch till ep17 tonight.
but i doubt it coz i'll reach my Megavideo time limit soon. that means i'll go watch Dream High till midnight!
I have everything nicely planned out.
but i guess not everyone is as lucky as me today.
the victims of the tsunami and earthquake in Japan will definitely be added into my prayers.
i saw some news footage of the disaster and i was thanking God for keeping me and my love ones safe.
I really hope there wont be any further damage. but who knows right? anything can happen.
so to continue with my life.
I dread the coming of tmr. I seriously cant imagine how my life would be for the next three weeks.
i dont want to imagine any of it either, it gives me the chills.
so i decided not to think much and just have fun.
the world is gonna end soon, so dont make ANY decisions that you will regret. enjoy life while it lasts.
i'll just update on random stuff then.
i've changed my tortoises' names from Woonie and Seungie to Tom & Jerry. hehe.
because their so much easier to say and i dont need to explain to ppl what their names mean, ppl can figure it out themselves.
Tom keeps trying to commit suicide. and it's failed suicide mission made a BIG mess!
I'll be going into SG tmr to fetched my aunt from the airport. the thought of going just makes me tired.
i dont think there's anything else i want to update on.... i kinda forgot what i wanted to blog about.... T_T
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
random
I'm supposed to off the com and go study right now but i just thought of something random that i had to blog about before i forget about it.
Some ppl have asked me why i'm not taking the same bus as my lil bro.
and i told Hy they all that i've always wanted to change bus becoz my bus' service sucks.
then when they asked me why i didnt change bus, I always answer that there's just too many ppl that i know taking that bus.
then ppl will find it weird when i answer them like that.
And i've been curious about it myself about my answer.
I know that i have a reason but i just cant seem to be able to explain it.
then just now, when i went for tuition, the same thing happened.
it was like, I knew the answer to the question but i just didnt know how to write it out.
The main point is, that i dont like being with ppl that know me. like ppl that knows my name and know that i'm in the first class and know which primary school i've come from.
But these ppl dont know who i really am.
I just realized that i had this answer in my head all the time but i'm only saying it out now.
These ppl who only know me from what they see.
I dont like being around these ppl becoz i'm afraid that they'll judge me from what they only see.
I rather be all alone on the bus everyday without anyone noticing me.
I rather be with ppl who dont know me at all.
Like in church, when i do the reading, when i see someone that i know around, I'll be scared.
Becoz i have a feeling that they'll be judging be for every mistake i make or what i wear or how i act.
Every single time i tell myself that i need to not care about any of these ppl but it's too hard.
so to make my life easier, I just like to be anti-social and stay to myself.
that's all i want to say.
just a random thought. and i just had to get it out of my mind.
bb. wish everyone good luck in their exams.
wish my good luck too. *fingers crossed*
Some ppl have asked me why i'm not taking the same bus as my lil bro.
and i told Hy they all that i've always wanted to change bus becoz my bus' service sucks.
then when they asked me why i didnt change bus, I always answer that there's just too many ppl that i know taking that bus.
then ppl will find it weird when i answer them like that.
And i've been curious about it myself about my answer.
I know that i have a reason but i just cant seem to be able to explain it.
then just now, when i went for tuition, the same thing happened.
it was like, I knew the answer to the question but i just didnt know how to write it out.
The main point is, that i dont like being with ppl that know me. like ppl that knows my name and know that i'm in the first class and know which primary school i've come from.
But these ppl dont know who i really am.
I just realized that i had this answer in my head all the time but i'm only saying it out now.
These ppl who only know me from what they see.
I dont like being around these ppl becoz i'm afraid that they'll judge me from what they only see.
I rather be all alone on the bus everyday without anyone noticing me.
I rather be with ppl who dont know me at all.
Like in church, when i do the reading, when i see someone that i know around, I'll be scared.
Becoz i have a feeling that they'll be judging be for every mistake i make or what i wear or how i act.
Every single time i tell myself that i need to not care about any of these ppl but it's too hard.
so to make my life easier, I just like to be anti-social and stay to myself.
that's all i want to say.
just a random thought. and i just had to get it out of my mind.
bb. wish everyone good luck in their exams.
wish my good luck too. *fingers crossed*
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