short update

wearing my new circle lenses~
no much difference from the old one if you look at the picture,
only it's bigger and it's more natural (i think).
i still want to find a darker shade of brown! but cant find it the last time.
i was in a hurry to buy it that time.

look at what i had for dinner last saturday!
i now this is random but i just wanted to share how good Lavender's service is!
last Saturday, i didnt go out for dinner with my family coz i wanted to stay home.
to watch Harry Potter on tv. The first movie was my fav! so i wanted to stay home.
and that day was also Beast's 1st Anniversary, so i wanted to go home and trend on twitter.
so i asked my mum to help me buy back dinner.
and when she said she was going to Lavender, the 1st thing i thought of was frenchtoast with banana and choc!
it's delicious by the way!
so when my mum came home, i thought they were going to simply pack it, but it was packed in a nice box just nice for the whole french toast!
the only thing not nice was it's whipcream. i love whipcream but this one wasnt nice.

okay... back to my day.
i know i said i wont post anything on my blog until exam finishes, but i was bored and the com is so slow.
today was Bio test! i have a feeling i would not do so good this time.
i alr tried my best, i tried my best to finish studying all i needed to know.
but i guess i didnt. i totally didnt understand the whole pepsin enzyme thingy. T_T
i was literally going to cry out at one moment coz i only had 30minutes left and my paper was still half empty. at least i did finish the 2nd question.
but it's all over now, cant do anything more. i'm usually not someone that regret on exams.
but this time i'm really scared, coz i usually have confidence in Bio.
i cant really rmb anything of the other exams, or mayb my brain isnt letting me rmb.
i know i wrote a wrong quote in my eng essay. i was too slow in writing so i think i messed up a bit.
but i didnt regret in reading fanfic ytd night! it was one of the best chapters i've read of the whole fanfic. it's about Junseung. my OTP!!!!
i dont want to say what it's about, i know ppl are going to judge, so i wont say anything.
but i can only say that's it's awesome! i was happy ytd, just coz of that.
i stayed up extra late just to finish reading it.
and today i kept thinking about writing my own fanfic.
and i kept thinking until i forgot that i had piano. until my piano teacher called me and said she was outside my house.
i spent too much time in the shower. hahahaa.
so when i went to open the door for her, my hair was still dripping water. >.<
i guess i'll go eat now and hit the books again!
and mayb pplay a bit of my bro's PS3 before i sleep? since tmr not going to school.
i want to dream a sweet dream tonight!

worried

I've been worried about a lot of stuff recently.
and the only time i'm not worried is when i'm using the com, so everyday, i at least need to use 1-2hours of the com to escape from all those crap.
so i recieved my new circle lenses in the mail today.
a huge thx to Susann for helping me order it!
i was totally clueless on how to buy it on jbtalks, but jbtalks was the only place i trusted.
i was about to buy it from elsewhere ady.
gonna try them on tmr when i go to church! hope it looks pretty on me.
that's one thing down for my confirmation.
i have the most important thing that i havent bought yet. that is my dress. T_T
it's so hard to find beautiful white dresses now. urgh...
i've went to a few of boutiques in Molek ady bt still cannot find...
plus i'm very picky when it comes to clothes, i always want it to be perfect, so i dunno how i'm gonna find a perfect dress.
and confirmation is in three weeks time. /dies
my mum said that we'll find a weekend and go to all the boutiques in Molek and find.
if still cant find then my mum asked me to go into SG to find.
who wants to tag along if i go??? if i need to go in, it'll be the weekdays after exams.
and i think if i go, i'll go to orchard road to shop. the last few times i went, i saw a few nice shops.
the only thing i'm scared of is the prices of the dresses. it's hard to find a beautiful CHEAP white dress.
and what if it rains when i go to SG? *sigh*
so i'm praying hard that i'll be able to find the dress here in Molek.
i've alr got my shoes and earrings. but i still cannot decide on other stuff without the dress.
and plus i'll be singing during the service that day. *sobs*
that's one of my biggest worries. i'm so scared.
why couldnt they ask me to do the reading or commentate or something else, why sing???
that's the only thing i cant do.... T_T
and times seems to pass by so fast. i think in a blink of an eye, tmr will be my confirmation, and i'll have a sleepless night, then i'll have major dark circles under my eyes.
and some more the stupid confirmation is in the morning!!!
everyone knows i'm not a morning person... sigh... why must it be in the morning?
then what time would i need to wake up to get ready? 6am???
i wont be greedy, i'll only wish that that day wont be the worst day of my life.



and our final exams are next week... /dies again.
the subject i worry the most is malay, and i'm so glad that it's on the 1st day.
i hope i'll get over with the whole exam asap.
i cant wait for the holidays! i've a long list of things waiting for me to do!
i'll be watching dramas all day long. I want to watch My Gf is Gumiho, Playful Kiss, Gossip Girl, Vamp Diaries, One Tree Hill.... and .... a lot more!
but i'm scared that i wont be able to finish all of them in time.
after the exams, i'll only have 3 three weeks time before i'll be off to a place far far away~ that i wont be able to use the com as often... T_T
but i guess i'll just learn how to have fun without the com.
i'll talk more about my year end vacation after the exams.
and i dont think i'll blog for the next 2 weeks. but after the exams, i'll blog everyday~ so pls anticapate it~




& I changed the song for my blog!
Beast's song keeps getting removed due to copyrights.
initially, i wanted to put Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are on my blog, but then....
i realised i got tired of that song.
bcoz u know when a song is really nice, you keep replaying it until you get tired of it?
i've gotten tired of it for a long time ady. it's playing everywhere. it's not that it's not nice, it's amazing! Bruno Mars is the man when it comes to music.
So i chose Kiss Me by Sixpence None The Richer. when i was getting it's url, i saw a comment about it on youtube that said:
the 90' had the best music!
i was like, immediately clicked the 'thumbs up' button.
like seriously, all my favourite english songs are from the 90'.
i guess 2000 onwards were all kpop songs that were nice.

quick update

the internet is slow rn, so i'll blog. or else i wont have time to come on anymore.
and wont be able to blog much rn coz it's alr 11pm, and i'm sleepy.
and i need my beauty sleep coz havent been sleeping well recently.
and i'm listening to Beast's V.I.U rn, so i feel like dancing hahahhaha.
have you seen the comical dance version of the song? it's hilarious, i watch it whenever i'm down.
the internet is super slow now, i'm wanna kill a rabbit. (it's the 1st animal that came to my mind LOL)
i just came back from a prayer session at a friend's house. had an interesting chat with all the aunties. haha.
I read a short passage of something during the session, and during fellowship, an auntie came over and told me that my voice is those kind of very sweet voice.
at 1st, i was like thinking, Is that a compliment?
but she was smiling and nodding and she also said i can go be a deejay.
i was like, hahaha, thx, and smiled at her.
i would like to be a dj if i wasnt shy.
and one of my friend is going to see JYJ in KL! although i'm not a DBSK fan but i envy her so much.
in church today, for some reasons, i wasnt feeling that well, emotional unstable.
i had my practice for confirmation thingy, it went better than i thought.
so i felt better. at least i could hit all the notes well.
then i was supposed to be the commentator but in the end someone else did it.
so my mood improved a little bit more.
then mass ended early, so i was happy when we reached the Thai restaurant for dinner.
and i ate dessert, which always make me happy. then in the car, I heard Go Away and Break Down on the radio!!!!!!!!
i was so happy~ Two of my favourite songs from two of my favourite group!
this morning, i felt really groggy. ( is it spelled like that?) and a little bit cranky too. coz i didnt sleep enough.
but i had a sweet dream. I dreamt that i was swimming in a huge beautiful lake with Doojoon!
he was so handsome like OMG! and the scenery was so beautiful.
then i got out of the lake and went over to G.Na to borrow her towel!
and she spoke in english to me! the other day i just watched a video of her speaking english, and i love her voice. she's canadian-korean btw. she can speak fluent english.
and there's a lot more details but i wont blog about it.
ytd was the final debate of our class, we all bet that Renyou will win best speaker but he didnt even get nominated. haha. need to rmb to bring 10sen to giv Karyap on monday. haha.
and Beast won on Music Bank ytd!
i was watching it on live stream. and i was literally jumping up and down in my chair and squealing out loud!!!!!!!!!!!
they won 2ne1 by 100+ marks. on thursday, 2ne1 won them by one mark.
yoseob started hugging all the members after they won, and dongwoon was the 1st one to cry.
i was so happy for them. although i always say that being no.1 is not important, but it's happy seeing them win. all b2uties did so well in helping them win.
i hope they win tmr, coz tmr's date is 101010!!!!!!!
and B2st and BEAST WON was trending on twitter ytd!
but at the same time, i also want to congradulate 2ne1 for winning so many times~
they're still my favourite girl group! Girl Power FTW~ i think they've got three or two triple crowns ady. i'm so proud to be a BlackJack and B2uty~
i think i'll stop here. a lot to be done.

must listen

the 1st thing i knew i needed to do after listening to this was, THIS MUST BE SHARED!!! with everyone.

you guys must listen to this!

it's 2NE1's cover of Beyonce's song Broken Hearted Girl.

2NE1 did a great job in covering this song, it obviously shows their improvements in their vocals.

the vocal range in this song is big and the girls still managed to do a good job.

all Blackjacks are suprised by Minzy's voice! she's the most improved one.

CL and Dara improved too! i love CL's voice. and Bom has always been the best, love her voice's uniqueness.

I really hope they would do more covers so that i can hear more of their amazing voices.

vids

this is Beast's title song Soom's dance practice vid uploaded by their choreographer Haw from Prepix.
the dance is awesome. but you need to watch this till the ending where the boys did a funny version of their song V.I.U.
it's super hilarious and i laugh so hard everytime i watch it.
and i dunno how many times i've watched it ady.
it reminds me why i love Beast so much.



this is their live performance of their ballad song Clenching A Tight Fist.
i hope they would sing a full version of it.
and in this perf, Junhyung forgot some of his lyrics, so Hyunseung and Dongwoon were like trying not to laugh, and they looked so cute hiding their smiles.
especially Dongwoon, Doojoon was like beside him giving him a killing glare. LOL.


and the last one, miss A's Breathe!
it's such an addictive song. and Min's voice is so nice to listen to.
and love their dance too. you can go to their and you would see the dance version of the song.

02102010

since the internet is so slow today, i'll blog.
02102010. i love the date. that day was a very very busy day for me. non-stop of things to do the whole day.
woke up at 8am to bathe and get ready to go out bowling with Hy, Ry and KarYap and YoongKang(that in the end didnt show up).
i was only able to use the com for less than one hour before we headed out.
it was so much fun~ definitely will go again after the exams.

i forgot to post this photo ytd.
Nigel's gf's present to me.

my unnies.
didnt manage to take much photos at that time.

Ry was the best, as you can see from the scores.
then Karyap then me then hy.

got home from bowling and wanted to use the com but Nigel was using it.
then just after 5 minutes, my mum called and asked us to quickly get ready
coz aunty Pat was coming to fetch us to the church wedding in town.
so i had no time to rest.

ready to go out!
i didnt take any pics of the wedding. it was my mum's friend's son's wedding btw.
but i did have fun with Dominic they all, although i was really tired.
and i've never been to a church wedding bfore.
it was the first time i heard the priest say, " You may kiss the bride."
i only get to see those in movies, now i finally saw it!
then when the wedding ended, Dominic they all said wanted to go catch the bouquet.
but the bride was busy taking pics. and they were all hungry so we left to go eat.
reached home and used the com for less than 30 minutes then my mum said to get ready to go for the wedding dinner.
by the time i got ready, it was 6.30pm ady.
the dinner was nice. too bad i didnt get to seat with Stephanie, i was so bored and tired.
i kept wanting to sleep, but kept reminding myself that i had contacts on.

reached home around 12am.
my eyes were red when i reached home.
and my bracelet was so noisy.

September Ends

this post was supposed to be posted a few days ago, but i was distracted by twitter and tumblr and videos that i didnt have enough time for my blog.
so now i'm forcing myself to finish my post before i do anything else.
so i wont say much, bcoz i dont have much time, now it's alr 11pm, and i still hav a lot to do.
so just enjoy the photos, k?
and a Happy Belated Birthday to me. 300910--a day to rmb.

this was taken while i was waiting for Beast's online album to be release.
like my new desktop bg??? nice right?
Mastermind!

this was at 12am KST 28.09.10
Junhyung and Doojoon were online at that time too.
waiting for the album to be release with all other b2uties~

i added Hyunseung's collage to my Beast wall.

my uncle gave me a box of chocs for my bday~
they're really yummy!

6+am 30092010~
rise and shine!
getting ready for school.
how i wish i didnt need to go bcoz i wanted to be at home when Beast's mv was release.
and once i reached home that day, the 1st thing i did was to watch the mv.

ZhenMing and KenHui came over to my house that day to discuss about our debate.
and ZhenMing bought me a cake.
so they sang a bday song for me and we ate cake!

i was feeling super tired that day but i didnt want to go to sleep.

Secret Recipe cakes~
i requested to buy different flavours~
but choc was a must.

Hueyying unnie made a very pink bday card~
it was really sweet. i love it.
and she must've spent a lot of time and effort on it. thx so much~

i chose this~ Dora indoor slippers. lol
it's such a random choice.
i couldnt find a Homer's design one or a pink one that i liked.
so when i saw this, i was like, "eh? Hyunseung!"
bcoz everyone says that Hyunseung looks like Dora.
if i'm able to find a picture that was edited by some netizens, i'll upload it.
so i decided to choose this as my bday present from my unnies!
thx so much you guys~
and the slippers are very warm and comfy!

a very suprising and unexpected bday present from mr. sia ren you.
in class, he suddenly walked over to my table and he had his palms closed tgt.
and he held it infront of me, and asked my to hold the thing inside his palms.
definitely i said no. and he kept insisting.
then Hy suddenly said it was a frog. then i was like, ya hor. mayb.
so i was a little bit scared that something would suddenly jump out.
then he opened his hands, and there were these two little cute tortoises!
i was like, AWWW~ SO CUTE!!!
then i reached out to hold one of them up. then it kept struggling and it's legs kept scracthing me.
so i let go of it and it started running away so fast that it nearly fell off the table.
i screamed and renyou managed to catch it.
i didnt know that tortoises were so active.
so they're officialy mine.
i named to bigger one Seungi and the smaller one Woonie.
Woonie is more active than Seungi and they like sitting on the rocks i put in their container.

Susann gave me these earrings~ they're pretty.
wore them to a wedding ytd, will upload pics tmr coz today i'm tired.

the day of Beast's comeback stage!
1.10.2010
patiently waiting for it!

enjoying my chocs while watching their performance!

kpop is taking over twitter!
and B2ST is taking over twitter trending too!
after Music Bank's broadcast that day,
#helloshinee, sistar, dalmatian, B2st, #soomastermind, junhyung, JYJ, Muback and Music Bank were trending!
out of all of those, 3 were Beast related!!!!!!!!!!!
woohoo~ and some more, b2uties didnt even plan to trend anything, everyone just started tweeting about it.
i love twitter so much!!!!!!!





at last, i enjoyed my bday this year.
i even spent a lot of time thanking ppl on fb.
and thanks to my classmates who kept singing bday songs and made me feel awkward all the time.
i had fun. and i hope my wishes some true.