31.12.10

It's the last day of 2010!
should i be happy or sad???
i suppose happy because it's like a new beginning.
and sad because time is passing by so fast.
so, it's the last day of the year. how are you guys spending it?
i woke up at 7.30am. i was so tired ytd.
The journey from Seattle to Singapore and back home was almost 20 hours i guess.
and i didnt get to sleep much on the plane, so when i got back, i had a headache.
i couldnt go to sleep early because i need to get used to the time back here.
so i wanted to use the com to keep myself up, but the laptop adapter was spoiled...
i watched tv instead. but you know always when you seat on the couch alone, you'll want to lie down to watch tv, so once i lied down, i fell asleep.
i wanted to watch Music and Lyrics, i never saw that movie before,
but... unfortunately, i missed my bed too much.
i cleaned my room up a bit today.
it was so messy ytd due to me unpacking my stuff and just throwing them everywhere.
on our way back from Seattle, we had 4 full luggages and my backpack was also full of food.
i pulled two luggages to the airport and my arms are still hurting now.
we had so much stuff to bring back.
so unpacking was quite work too.
then i went to Jusco to get some stuff for school and also for the laptop adapter.
i couldtn live without it, so i kept pestering my mum to bring me to buy it.
and i saw HulZi there! 1st friend i saw since i came back.
the weather was hot today. and i really miss the cold weather in Seattle.
had my favourite laksa for lunch~ I missed the food here so much! spicy food especially.
now i'm on the com dl-ing all the stuff i've missed while i was gone.
but the internet connection is so damn slow that i only managed to dl one video.
i still have GD TOP's album and Beast's digital singles to dl...
how long is it gonna take??? but i have a whole day since i'm not going anywhere today.
i want to go out partying and to countdown!!! but... sadly, there's no party i can go to.
i really hope there'll be a last minute party... but i guess that wont happen.
unless it's my mum's friends... or else i'll just countdown at home with my family and enjoy the fireworks at home.
and i'll be watching MBC Gayo Daejun if the internet connection is good.
or else i'll watch the Golden Disk Awards on tv. but it's until 3am.
so i rather watch the rerun tmr afternoon.
but i'll have chocolate to accompany me! we got a few chocolates as presents from Seattle, so i'll eat them tonight.
HY~~~ I bought pink m&m to share with you and RY and HZ~~~
and my Mastermind album was on my desk when i came home!
gonna post photos another day.
as for the photos from my US trip... I guess that'll take some time for me to upload as i need to get them from my mum 1st. i didnt take much with my phone.
thats all for now i guess.
HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~








i changed my BGM to GDTOP's High High!!!
during my whole US trip, i was always singing, " Say HAHAHAHAHA, Say LALALALALA" and also with the hand gesture. >_<
and my bro will get annoyed by it. :P

time passes so fast

I have so much to update on, but i'm so lazy to update now.

so i'm just gonna blog a little.

Last friday, it was my uncle's office's christmas lunch.

and they were playing a game that you're supposed to just choose a present that were brought by other ppl.

and i was one of the last to pick. and you can also take away other ppl's gift.

so i took away someone's gift, it was $10!

so i spent it right away when i went to Bellvue Mall.

I bought earrings. those were exp! bcoz i have three pair of piercings, so everytime its hard for me to find cheap, good quality, and nice earrings.

and i also bought a jewelry holder! i've been wanting one for ages!

on Saturday we went for mass at a really beautiful church.

on Sunday we went downtown and did some sight-seeing. Seattle is seriously a beautiful place!

monday we woke up early to catch our flight to Las Vegas.

i dont have much to say about Vegas. it wasnt as fun as i wanted it to be.

i blame the weather. it was raining from monday to wednesday.

and on thursday, the day we were leaving, the sun came out. i was like, F*ck!

i didnt get to seat on any rides or roller coasters!!!!! T_T

ytd, it was christmas eve. i finally got a chance to wear my contacts!

i was always too lazy to wear them.

but i came home with my eyes red as hell becoz i wore them for too long.

we went to Walmart to do some last minute shopping 1st then we were supposed to head for mass.

but we were all too hungry so by the time we finished our late lunch, it was too late for mass.

so we went to the mall, and becoz it was christmas eve, all shops closed early. so we didnt have much time to shop.

then we went to Maria's brother's place for dinner.

we played Wii before dinner, and i sucked at it.

there was one guy there, he was 16 too, but he's f-ing 6 feet tall. and big size!

he didnt look like anything near 16 years old.

dinner was delicious! and we chat with all their relatives there.

and we had pie~ *yummy*

then we left at 11.45pm. i would have loved to leave at midnight, i was having so much fun, but my eyes were feeling uncomfortable.

i got some presents. i havent opened them yet. mayb later.

so, that's all for now. tmr will be boxing day, and we'll be going shopping! hope there's not too much ppl downtown! i'm sure it'll be pack!

then on the 27th, i guess there'll be more last minute shopping.

then 28th will be packing day. on 29th 1am (so basically it's 28th midnight).

and on 30th afternoon, i'll be in SG then i'll head back home! home sweet home.

then 31st, it'll be the last day of 2010! T_T mayb i'll go for a countdown party if i dont have plans with my family.

then i'll need to start getting ready for school.

btw, i'm sure i've gained a lot of weight over the month i've been here.

i'v been eating so damn much here i'm starting to hate myself.

i dont even know whether i can still fit into my school uniform anymore. T_T

lastly,

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR~~~~

hope everyone is having a great time! I know i am~

Around and About

I left to Edmonds ytd. It's a part of Seattle, just far away from downtown. About a 30 mins drive from my Uncle's house.

I went to stay over at my aunt's house for a night.

Before going to Edmonds, we went to visit the Museum of Flight were we saw all the old airplanes and space stuff.

We even managed to enter Air Force 1!!!

and there was something there that you could have a ride on, it was somekind like a plane but you could control it yourself.

I played it twice. first with my bro, it wasnt much fun.

but the 2nd time i played with my aunt. and she kept going 360 degrees round and round! and we was screaming and laughing so loudly that we attracted a crowd.

It's like we sit in a cube thing and there's controls inside.

so when the guy opened the cube for us to leave, there was like 10 ppl standing outside laughing and smiling at us.

And luckily i didnt eat before riding it, or else.... O_O

then my aunt brought us for dinner at a Peruvian restaurant becoz she was Peruvian.

and the food was so delicious! the best i've eaten since i've reached USA i think.

the next day, we went to WalMart! everything super cheap there.

I bought scented candles! it's really nice! I'm gonna put them in my room when i get back!

then we went to pick up my cousin and her cousin from school.

they're both in grade school. and i went inside their school and their school is so nice!

i envy them so much! why was i born in the wrong country???!!!

then we went to a mall, and there was Forever 21!!!

i was looking for one around downtown, but never saw one!

so i was super excited when i saw it! all things so cheap there like OMG! almost everything below $30 leh!!!

in msia, i cant even find something decent below RM70!

then we were so hungry but it was alr 5.30pm so we had Starbucks.

I had white chocolate mocha, which was really really nice.

then back to Seattle to celebrate my bro's bday with my uncle.

we went to a Indian restaurant! Spicy food~~~~ my fave!!!

we were all really full from dinner but my uncle's housemate, Uncle Tom wanted to treat my bro some dessert, so we went to have desserts.

The piece of cake i ordered was huge! so i literally wanted to puke on the way back home.

but it was so delicious that i didnt want to waste any of it, so i stuff it all down.

today the weather was nice, my mum and i went for a walk around the neighbourhood and found a lot of beautiful sceneries!

we also went to see Bruce Lee's grave!

the view of lake was beautiful. All in all, Seattle is a beautiful place.

and i really hope i'll be able to come back to Seattle to study!!! need to work hard for that.

IU

I had to post about this! I wanted to post the MR remove ver but it was un-sync.

IU made a comeback with her new album Real this week, and her single is Good Day.

ytd, on music core, she sand Good Day and sang this really long and high note, after i heard it, i was totally in awe.

she's a awesome and talented girl.

from a kpop news, i saw that she is a very intelligent student too.

i envy her so much. but she's kinda underrated.

and i heard that she initially auditioned for SM Ent, but becoz she didnt dance well, SM Ent didnt take her.

so i just checked and found out she's in a company called Loen Ent.

i hope to hear more awesome songs from her.

update a bit on stuff going on here.

i just came back from downtown. i went to buy new shoes!

it was a christmas present from my uncle. It's a pair of Nike shoes.

i couldnt find a pair that i really liked, so i chose that. it is actually quite nice.

and it's the first i didnt need to try more than one pair to get a pair that i liked.

normally, i'm so picky that i need weeks to find a perfect pair.

but also becoz i was shopping with my uncle so i didnt want to waste his time.

i feel that i've been doing a lot of shopping, but until now, i only bought a t-shirt, a hoodie, a small jacket,a hat and a pair of shoes.

it doesnt seem much but i keep feeling i bought a lot.

oh, and i also bought a lot of books, i think about 12, including Hy's.

and normally back in msia, my mum dont take me out shopping much, so mayb that's why i feel i bought a lot.

Beast's 1st concert Welcome to Beast Airlines is about to start in a few hours!

they announced that they will be releasing 3 new duet songs!

they were separated into couples! Junseob, Kiseung, and Duwoon~~~~

I cant wait for it! I hope there will be a un-cut concert dvd! i'll be sure to buy it!

that means i gotta start saving now!

later i'll be trending #soflylikeaB6 later on twitter~ it'll be fun spazzing with all other B2utys~

Winter Wonderland

I went to Leavenworth with my family ytd. and it was fun! my mum and i said that we had to see it snowing before we die. and it did!

the only bad thing about snowing is that it's really really cold, and you get wet!

we took a bus to Leavenworth. the scenery on the way there was beautiful.

at 1st, it was Seattle city, then it was those american countryside, then mountains of trees covered with snow!

i listened to music all the way. it was a pleasant ride.

it was snowing when we got there, but not much.

we checked it and went to eat lunch. we ate something called a crepe, it was delicious.

mayb the mayb food i've eaten since i've reached America. and the serving was just nice.

then we went walking around the town centre.

Thaniel and I had some snowball fights. and i made a snow angel!

it was so damn cold to lie on the snow! and standing up with snow all over you!

and then we saw people sliding down the slopes full of snow.

after that, we made a small snow man! we couldnt make a big one becoz we couldnt feel our fingers anymore.

then we went back to the hotel room to warm up and let our socks dry. my shoes were all drenched due to the snow.

watched Cheaper By The Dozen. one of my fav family movies!

went to have pizza for dinner. full of cheddar cheese~ yum yum!

when we walked out, it was snowing again! and the christmas deco were beautiful at the town centre. all the colourful lights were amazing!

the next day, woke up and had breakfast. then we went walking around the town centre again.

we walked into every shop, looking at what they were selling.

there was one shop that sold 500 different kinds of nutcrakers! but they were all so exp, so didnt buy.

instead we bought a beautiful wind-chime that had an owl on it.

then it started snowing heavily! the snow flakes were really big! and they kept falling on my face!

took lots of photos, and will upload them when i get back to msia.

it was like a dream seeing white snow everywhere! everyone is happy when it snows right? except Junhyung. hehe.

peaceful

i've been having a good time in Seattle so far. it's a beautiful place.

and i just found out that Jay Park lives in Edmonds, Seattle! fyi, i'm not gonna stalk him or something.

it's just that it's quite far from here, i'm not that sure. but my uncle's ex-wife lives there, and maybe we'll be going over to stay for a few days, we'll see whether we have the time.

next wed, we'll be going to a place called Leavenworth (dunno the spelling), it's a very christmassy place, white all the christmas decos and cozy rooms~

i just cant wait to go! i think we'll be there for 2 nights. hope there's internet there.

i always become very tired from the cold weather here. whenever it's really cold, i keep wanting to sleep.

but when i reach my uncle's warm and cozy house, i'm wide awake.

and we ate blueberry pie and pumpkin pie for breakfast today~ my uncle is a great cook!

and we went to see the movie Tangled in 3D! the rapunzel one.

1st time watching 3d was fun, but there's really not much difference. i'll rather save that money to do something else.

but i was happy to experience how ppl in America go to the cinema.

then we went for dinner at a place called Red Robin. the serving was quite big, as usual. but it was yummy!

it was actually my 1st time eating American food in Seattle. for the past few days, we've ate greek and mexican food but not american.

after dinner, we went walking in the shopping malls. i saw loads of pretty stuff i wanted to buy, but my mum said we'll go back there another day incase we see something better.

until now, i havent bought a pair of shoes yet. i saw one pair of nike today, $50!

so i said, i'll keep looking around first before i decide.

and i havent ordered my books yet. hope it isnt too late to order them, i'll need to discuss with my uncle too.

and my uncle and his housemate, Tom, have 4 cats in their house!

they love cats. and their cats keep coming near me, and making my clothes full of their fur! but they're lovely cats.

cats are in some way better than dogs. they are more quieter.

and from my uncle's tv, i can watch youtube! i'll watch Wild Bunny on it tmr!!!

i've been re-watching it becoz it's worth re-watching, it's hilarious! i cant stop laughing when watching.

what else....

hmm.... oh, the Kpop Party 2011.

i actually alr decided to go, i even asked my mum. but my mum asked me to find someone to fetch me, which was quite impossible.

but then i nvr checked the date of the concert till today!

and guess what?! Jan 13th is a thursday!!!! how am i supposed to go to KL on a schooling day?!

i know it's possible. but to be honest, i've been convincing myself not to go.

i've been worried and scared every single day since i decided that i would go.

i couldnt sleep every night becoz of it. and then i asked myself," why am i treating myself like this?!"

"of i'm so scared and worried, i rather just not go!"

becoz the cheapest tix is rm120. i have money for that, but what about transport?

i dont think my mum will let me go by bus, becoz she's terrified by it.

there's a kind of private taxi i took when i went to Changi airport the other day.

but from jb to changi, it was rm120. so from jb to kl is gonna be much more exp! and i dont have the money for that!

and i hate taking money from my mum.

i rmb the last time i went to see Beast, my mum helped me buy my tix for the session which was SDG35.

i kept wanting to pay her back, becoz i felt really bad, but i just didnt have the money.

and now coming to Seattle, she alr spent a lot of money on me, so i really dont want to burden her anymore.

other than that, i keep having this bad feeling about the kpop party. i dunno what it actually is, but it's scaring the hell out of me. and fyi, these feelings i get i quite accurate.

and since now i decided not to go, i'll have much more money to shop here.

and who knows? there's still one more month till the kpop party, mayb some kind of miracle will happen....

p/s: i dunno whether i said this before, but sometimes being in a fandom is tiring. To me.

i dunno how other fans think, but it's tiring sometimes becoz once you get so into it, you cant stop, you know. like me, i cant go living half a day without checking my twitter and tumblr.

once i dont check it, i get worried and scared that i'll miss something important. which is something not really that important.

and whenever Beast has a concert of fanmeet in msia or sg, i'll find ways to go.

but for us students, it's so hard, becoz we dont have the money and transport all the time.

then i'll need to worry my uncle and my mum. and sometimes trouble my bro, and i hate that.

so i'm trying really hard to make myself slow down in all these craziness. i wont die if i dont get to meet Beast right? in fact, i'll have more books and more clothes instead of worries.

and it doesnt mean that if i dont go to their events i'm any less a b2uty right? i'll always be there for Beast no matter what.

i want my life to be full of happiness and peacefulness, so i guess i have no choice.

Seattle

i didnt know i would have the time to blog, but since i'm not going out anywhere today, i'll blog a bit.
but no photos btw, coz i'm lazy to upload them.
so i reached here on the 1st of Dec (seattle time). it's 16 hours later than Malaysia's time.
I left Changi airport at 1pm, reached Taipei at 5.30pm. the flight was okay, the landing was so smooth.
then we had to transit to another flight to Seattle, but we had to wait at the airport for 5 hours.
it was boring. i listened to some music, read for awhile. there were computers to used there, but the connection was so damn slow.
i organized some files in my phone while watching MVs that were played in a shop at the airport.
it was 2ne1's mv and Kara and SNSD and Super Junior!!!
then at 11pm, we boarded the plane and had a 10 hours flight to Seattle.
it was so uncomfortable in the plane, like omg! i couldnt sleep at all.
so i just kept watching movies. i watched some great movies like the taiwan movie, Taiwan Exchange, and a Japanese movie.
my back was so pain at the end of the flight.
and my uncle Tuck came and meet us at the airport and took us back to his place by bus.
i actually kinda got a culture shock at 1st.
bcoz it's so different from Malaysia! the ppl, transport, shopping.
here, ppl are so friendly, wherever you go, ppl will be saying, Hi, how are you? are you okay?
and on the streets, there'll be drunkards, druggies, and homeless ppl asking you for money.
it's scary. but usually only at night. it's nicer during day time.
but since it's winter now, the sky gets dark by 4 or 5pm.
it's not very cold, mayb becoz my coat keeps me warm. i think the lowest i've experience until now is 5 degrees celcius.
and ppl here have many different accents, there's so many ppl from many different places, so it's hard to understand what ppl are saying sometimes.
ytd, my uncle took leave from work to bring us around downtown.
i woke up at 11am i think. i didnt get any jet lag. mayb coz i didnt sleep well for the past few days.
ate cereals for breakfast and left the house at 12nn.
the weather was great, it was sunny! but when the wind was strong, it would be cold.
we went to chinatown 1st. then we went to the 1st Starbucks! i drank a cup of hot chocolate.
it was nice, coz it kept me warm. but there's so many Starbucks here.
then we went to have lunch. the serving was so big! i couldnt finish my rice.
then we went shopping! we went to Macy's first. i bought a t-shirt for only 4USD! even when u convert to RM, its still cheap! ppl here are so lucky to have so many cheap stuff.
then we went to Pacific's Place to see fake snow! it was actually soap.
i saw a lot of branded stores like Tiffany & Co., Barneys (!), Micheal Kors, Victoria's Secret.
then we went to Old Navy to buy gloves becoz our hands were freezing most of the time.
but ppl here dont wear gloves bcoz it's inconvenient when u want to use ur phone and take things.
we had greek food for dinner. and went home.
i'll update more another time. now i want to go watch tv. but it's all from the internet, bcoz my uncle's place doesnt have an aerial.

bye bye

some pictures before i leave for one whole month~
i will be updating only on twitter i guess, coz it's so much more convenient to upload photos.
so watch out for lots of photos~

i went to the salon to trim my hair to make it tidier, but instead the auntie suggested that i straighten my hair and trimmed my hair ends. it's just temporary, it only lasted for half a day.
by the time i went for dinner it was messy again.
how i wish my hair could always be so straight and tidy.

i was complaining to my mum that my fringe is too long and the auntie didnt help me cut,
and my mum asked me to trim it myself.
so i did. and it turned out quite well didnt it?
two things about trimming our own hair is that u know what u want,
and if it doesnt look nice, you have no one to blame. :)

my skin is a lot more better now since i sleep more than 9 hours daily.

so... i'll need to wake up at 7am tmr to get ready to leave the house at 9am.
i guess we'll reach the airport at 11am? now it's 12.30am.... i need to go to sleep, but i'm not sleepy at all...
i'll blog for a while before i go to bed.
i told myself that i would do a lot of stuff before i go to U.S. and i did some.
i watched Vampires Diaries and Gossip Girl. too bad i didnt have enough time for One Tree Hill.
I watched My Girlfriend is a Gumiho and Playful Kiss.
I liked Playful Kiss more, mainly becoz Kim Hyun Joong is so handsome in it. everytime he smiles, i get so excited.
i watched a few episodes of Friends. and i found out i can watch Charmed on Megavideos, so next year i'll definitely watch it.
what else..... erm... i didnt manage to clean my room, i only tidied my closet.
I finished watching 2NE1 TV season 2 today. i was waiting the subs to come out, but it didnt, so i had to watch it on PPS.
and i havent watched the subbed version of Idol Maid yet. I hate watching ones with chinese subs, becoz i take too long to read them.
i dl-ed a lot of new songs! I think there's 25 new songs in my phone now.
and i printed out my fav fanfic~ from chap 8-21, altgt 173 pages!
luckily my mum didnt scold me when she knew. gonna read in on the plane tmr~
it's gonna be a long journey before i reach Seattle.
it's gonna boring or fun??? I just hope it'll be a peaceful and safe trip.
i hope i get to see Jay Park at Seattle! but i dunno whether he's there now. he's touring Asia i think. he'll be in msia~ i love his voice. he's an awesome guy too.
everytime i think of Jay, i think about Wild Bunny! everyone needs to watch it! it's hilarious!
i wanted to re-watch it this holiday, but didnt have the time.
and i'm gonna shop for a lot of stuff when i reach Seattle. my uncle there kept saying everything is very cheap there.
so my mum didnt do much shopping here in msia, we'll buy everything we need there.
i hope it isnt too cold there. or else i'm gonna take hot baths a few times a day to warm me up. lol
i'm also be going to Las Vegas~ woohoo~ cant wait!
i'll be back on 30th of Dec, and i'll be able to celebrate New Year's here!!! i hope there's a party to go to to countdown~!!
so... good night or good morning~ see you guys next year! :)






p/s: 2NE1 has a new song called Dont Stop The Music! there's gonna be a MV soon. to listen to it, the chorus is great~

Mnet MAMA Awards

anyone watched 2010 Mnet MAMA Awards???
It was amazing right????!!! I loved it so so so much~~~ I was literally jumping up and down the whole time when i was watching.
I watched the red carpet show on allkpop becoz i knew that channel U wont show it bcoz it'll be too long of a show.
i managed to see 2PM and 2NE1 walk the red carpet~~~ 2PM boys were so hot in black suits~
Big Bang didnt walk the red carpet, i dunno why.
the starting of the show was 2ne1! each member greeted in different languages and they gave The Best New Artist award to Miss A~~~
TBH, i didnt think i would love miss A, but when i heard their song Breathe, and when i saw Min, i was like, they are good.
so i'm a fan now, but i dont plan to enter their fandom. it's tiring.
then miss A performed!
then... i dont quite rmb the sequence anymore. I know 2PM won the best male group.
2PM's performance was unique, a list of their hit songs, they were dressed as mimes.
and when they performed I'll Be Back, when they ripped their tops, my mum was sitting right beside me watching it.
i was like, wanted to squeal, but didnt dare to. rofl.
okay, i dont rmb much of other stuff, but the main thing i want to blog about is how amazing Taeyang, TOP, and GD were~~!!!!! their whole perf was like a mini concert!
their charisma was just mind-blowing, amazing! i was so excited to see them perform!
1st it was Taeyang who started with Break Down, his vocals were no doubt amazing.
his slick dance moves and i love how all of them were in black.
then Taeyang sang I Need A Girl and i thought that this was when GD would appear.
but instead, Taeyang went and invite Dara to the stage, it was all planned btw.
and he KISSED Dara~~~ I was so happy to see that, and i saw that CL was clapping and laughing.
then they went on stage and Dara was shot! (as planned)
then TOP came out with a white robe/hoodie. i didnt know it was him until i heard Turn It Up playing.
i love that song, and it was his 1st time singing it live!!! He was ao hot~~~
his eyes and his face... wow. he way he looked into the camera, he was looking through my soul of something. lol. but he was hot.
and then my favourite performance of the whole show.
GD appeared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is so small size compared to other idols like 2PM, who are really big in size.
but GD was like glowing on stage. his rap was awesome, those beats were dope.
then his performance with TOP was even more hotter and amazing.
the two of them are born rappers, they have that swagger that no one has.
they performed their new song which would be in their up-coming album called Knocking Out.
the song is stuck in head right now. u guys should go take a listen to it!
i like that the two of them are going to release an album tgt on 24th Dec!!! it's gonna be a bomb!
two of their songs would be released on 15th Dec.
and on the 3rd of Jan, Seungri's digital single would be released.
and the day i'll be waiting the most for 1st of Feb!!!!!! BIG BANG's COMEBACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
they are gonna bring the house down!!!!
back to MAMA Awards, after GD and TOP's perf, Taeyang came out and performed Hallelujah tgt. Their charisma was unbeatable. it was amazing. i cant stop saying how amazing they were.
i dont have time to blog more about the awards.
Taeyang won best artist of the year. 2NE1 won best music vid and best album. Miss A won best song of the year.




so here is GD's and TOP's performance on MAMA Awards.
i cant stop listening to this song. you like get addicted too.

hey

a short update before i get busy getting ready for my vacation and wont be able to blog.
but i think i'll have a final post before i leave in a few days.
1stly, about my jazz class...
Yamin wont be around for 3 whole months!!! T_T
i hate changing teachers becoz i'm so used to Yamin ady, and she knows us well.
just like last time, when initially we were taught by Ms Kim.
so for the next 3 months, Priscilia( is that how it's spelled??) would be our teacher.
last tuesday, Yamin was late, becoz she went to do her hair, so Priscilia helped take over when she was on the way.
and she spent like 15 minutes on our arm movement dance.
i hope i'll get used to her asap. coz it's weird. i dunno how, but just weird.
i wont be around for one whole month, so i'm scared i wont be able to catch up...
and Hy unnie~ i'm scared i'll forget to sms you about this when you come back from ur trip, so i hope u see this in time.
I took a thing to tie a hair-bun from ATS without paying. but i told Connie about it ady. and i told her i would pay back next week.
but i forgot i wont be around. so can u pls help me pay her back 1st??? I'll pay u back once i see you.
I dont want to owe Connie for too long. hehe. THX~ oh ya, it's RM5.90!
I wanted to go for class next week, but my mum doesnt want me to go! :(
she said we need to do last minute packing.
when she told me this, i was like, See lah! I knew you would be everything last minute one!
i was like, I only go for a one hour class also cannot meh?
she said, Dont want lar. Later u dont have enough time to get ready for the next day how?
then i was like, *sigh* ..... *sigh* Nvm then....



Nigel is back today. I dunno whether i should be happy or not.
i like it when he's back, coz the house wont be that quiet but he's annoying!
he bought those poker chips back from Perth.
so i guess they'll be a dozen of guys over at my house tonight having a gambling session.
i want to play too~~~ The last few times he played at home, i always had exams, so i couldnt have fun. but now i have all night!
and tmr, i'll go have my haircut!
the same thing keeps happening. i always ask my mum to take me for a haircut, but always when i reach the time when i need to hop in the car, i'll be like,
Mummy, i dont want to go ady.
then she'll yell, You keep making noise and ask me to take you to the salon and now u say u dont want to go?! I dont care, i'm taking you now.
LOL. i'm always scared to go for a haircut coz i hate to see the outcome.
what if the hair dresser does a bad job?! I'll have to go around looking like a fool!
so wish me good luck! I'll pray hard tonight.

and i've started re-watching Friends!!!
i rmb i used to watch it with my uncle and Nigel everynight it shows on tv.
but becoz i was still young that time, so i didnt quite understand much of the jokes, but now, i'm having so much fun watching it!
especially when i dont laugh much when i'm all alone all the time.
when we have school, I'll laugh a lot with my unnies and the guys.
but now... i'm alone at home. only spazzing over Beast all day.
i miss laughing. so Friends is the perfect remedy!
but there's 10 seasons! I dunno when i'll be able to watch all of it.
but i'm definitely having fun watching it.

Lights Go On Again

I got Beast's Lights Go On Again album in the mail last friday~
I didnt expect to reach so fast. when i heard the mailman call my name, i was *squeal*~~~~

and my nail colour is so relevant! pearl midnight blue~

the cd is simple and beautiful~

the cover is white and gold~!!!!

i was so happy when i looked through the photobook.
their style for this album changed so much!







change of subject....
just some random pics.....

i look super fair, dont i???
mayb coz of my bro's room's lighting and flash.
mayb also becoz i just applied a mask.

i had another pet initially.
but it flew off the other day.
it was injured i think, so it was outside my kitchen door.
so we fed it and let it rest.
but before i even could name it, it disappeared....
hope it comes back to visit soon

photos...

i just moved some photos from my phone to the com and realized i havent updated on some stuff yet.
since i'm free and the internet is so slow, i'll blog about some stuff.

I got this when i bought YG Mag~
everyweek, i'll go to the shop and flip open YG Mag and Epop just to see what poster it has.
so this week, it was Beast's!!!

G.Na appeared on tv!!!
Love her so much~ I'm gonna change my blog's song to hers soon.
love her~ her songs are all so amazing!

look at how strong the wind and rain was the other day!!!
i'm not sure which day it was, but i know it was a Saturday.

a few trees were blown down! *yikes*

and my whole car porch was wet!
i could even feel the rain blowing into my house!






visited my primary school the other day to meet up with some friends!
photos below~

went to my standard 6 classroom and found that the cupboard is still the same after so many years!

there's more better photos but i couldnt find them iin my files.
it was fun thought, going back to primary school.
walking down those same corridoors... going to the old toilet where i used to hang out with my friends just for the sake of not being in class.
too bad i couldnt go to the field. T_T
i had the best memories there. i ran on the field almost half of my schooling days.
being an athlete was one of the happiest things ever! becoz i was running and jumping and just having fun with my friends.
i hated staying in class, mainly becoz once i talk, the teacher will scold me.
even when i dont focus, the teacher will notice.
although i did my homework and listened in class, but i hated being like that. it was no fun at all.
i hated listening to the teachers in class, i just liked to talk to my friends and laugh all day.
i hated that my teacher changed my seat in class non-stop until i stopped talking in class.
but fyi, no matter where u move to me, i'll still be able to talk non-stop.
*sigh* just thinking back on all those stuff makes me angry but happy at the same.
i miss those days, but i cant say i hate my life now.
although it's so much harder then last time, so much more worries but i still love it.
i know that whatever happens, everything will be okay,
and that my family will always be there for me. <3

Performance

Ytd and today was the charity dance performance all the dancers have been practicing for.
and it wasnt's tiring, but it was long. as in the waiting time was long.
we only performed for 5 minutes and we waited for more than 4 hours.
and make-up took up a lot of time. but we had funny talking and playing around while waiting for our turn to perform.
and it was such a coincidence that another two girls that were performing the same dance as us had the same names.
one was Hooi Ying, and another Rachel.
so we were basically two pairs of Hui Ying(s) and Rachel(s). LOL.
and we had a hard time calling each other, bcoz two Rachels would response. haha.
altgt, the performances were great. no big problems or mistakes.
my mum came and see me on Saturday night. and she gave me a flower. :)
and i wasnt nervous while we performed. i guess i really got over stage fright ady.
it was really a fun experience.
i liked the other dances too. like the hawaiian and the ballet performances.
i think i'm too tired to think about what else happened.
i didnt sleep well ytd night or this morning.
i had this nightmare. in this dream, there was me, Hy, and two guy friends from primary. i wont name them out. and there was my catechism teacher.
so my teacher was teaching the 4 of us something.
but then, i dunno what to deserve it, but suddenly a snake appeared infront of us.
and my teacher asked it (like parseltongue) to come in my direction.
and i definitely was scared, and kept screaming and crying like crazy.
and i stood up and the snake kept follwing me. and my other friends couldnt do anything to help me. so they just stared.
and i continued screaming and crying. and the teacher didnt do anything either.
until after some time, the snake went back to the table/something in front of us and stayed there.
and i sat back in my seat trying to calm down.
and the teacher still looked at me in a weird, scary way.
and i just wanted to run away. i was so scared.
but then my alarm clock rang. and this was the only time i was happy i was woken up by my alarm.
and then i rmb-ed. when i was small, i had a very scary nightmare, i cried when i woke up that morning.
and it's also about snakes!!!!!! mind fuck.
what did i do to snakes to deserve these nightmares????!!!!
i just hope it doesnt happen again.



i think that's all for now.
i initially wanted to share a really funny vid but thought that if you're not a kpop fan, you wont really appreciate it, so if you want to know what vid i'm talking about, so to my twitter.
i have so much i want to do now, but dont have enough time... T_T

New Blogskin~

As you can see, i changed my blogskin!!!
nice??? It isnt perfect, coz i had something better in mind, but it's so hard to find a perfect one...
i spent so much time finding one, but ended up with nothing much.
The skin i had in mind was one that i used before, i rmb i took a picture of it too, but cant find it.
All i did today was backread my tumblr posts and edit the template of the blogskin.
i spent the most time on the profile picture.
i dunno why, but no matter how i resize it, it just wont be perfect.
but at last, just now i managed to do it right.
So... I went to watch Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 1 today~~~
I was nice!!!!!!!! wasnt dissapointed in it. but it was kinda scary. I lucky that i didnt scream, i closed my eyes at the right time. hehehehe.
I went to watch it with 10 other ppl. then we had mexican food for dinner.
i was quite full from popcorn actually, so i only had nachos.
i have been craving nachos for some time ady, so i was happy i got to eat it!
mummy feteched us back home, and bought some more dinner before going home.
I diet during the holidays is, no breakfast, late lunch and light dinner.
so i'm waiting for the day that i stand on the weigh and see my weight drop another 2kgs!!!
i hope it does drop. it always drops during the holidays.
i hope i wont gain any weight when i go for my year end vacation.
i seriously cant wait for December~~~
i'll be on a plane to somewhere nice and cold on the 1st of Dec~
then i'll have loads of fun, and then it'll be Chirstmas~!!!! The happiest time of the year~~~
I want to buy so much stuff!!!
i wont list a list, coz it'll be way too long! I just hope i can get Beast's 1st and 2nd mini album and some good books!
it's really late now. Or should i say early. :P
So i'll be going to bed now. I'll see Beast in my dreams~ :P




p/s: didnt anyone find the joke in HP7 funny????
The one that George told Fred when Fred asked him how he was feeling.
(not actual convo, just how i rmb)
Fred: How do you feel now?
George: Like a saint.
F: What?
G: I feel "holy". *points at his injured ear*

didnt anyone understand it??? I felt weird to laugh bcoz no one was laughing!

my Confirmation!

i finally updated on my Confirmation post!!!
I dont have much to say. Only that i woke up really early (6.30am) to get ready.
i wanted everything to be perfect.
i tried to talk as much as i could that morning so that i would warm up my throat to sing.
went to church for rehearsals at 8am with Anutie Pat, becoz she was Stephanie's godmother.
my mum came later with her kids.
I asked Anutie Vincentia to be my godmother for the day, becoz my real godmother was at Australia that day.
and just before mass started, Auntie Vincentia handed me a jacket and asked me to wear it.
she told me that the priest said i had to wear it.
i was like, wtf???!!! fml.
i spent so much time and effort to find the perfect outfit, and now you want me to wear a jacket over it???
luckily the jacket wasnt really ugly. i didnt have time to look inside a mirror, so i'm not sure whether it looked nice or not.
and the guy behind said, " See lah, too exposed!"
i wanted to punch him in the face. i was alr in a bad mood.
but everything went okay afterthat. I sang well, i think. wasnt really nervous.
after mass, we took photos. but the photos are taken by the photographers, and i havent got the photos from them yet.
hope to get it soon.
these the photos i took and some my mum took.

my legs look fairer than my hands.
and my pink bag was a little too bright for the event. but i love it.

my Confirmation name! nice?

Singapore trip~

okay, it has been long enough for me to update about my Singapore trip.
i've been busy with Beast. They just released Lights Go On Again album ytd!!!!!!!
i'm been listening to it non-stop! it's my fav album out of the 4 they released.
it's awesome. go check it out! their whole concept is so different, and it suits them so well.
as you can see, i alr changed my youtube music player into their mv.
the acoustic guitars in the background music is amazing, not many kpop idols have that.
and acoustics are my fav, if you've been reading my blog, you'll know.
back to my trip....
woke up early that day to get ready, but was having a bad hair day.
took a bus ride into singapore and started my hunt for my white dress at Bugis.
we went to a shopping centre called Iluma 1st, bcoz it was the 1st one we spotted and there was a shop i was dying to visit there.
we walked into a few shops on the ground floor, but was shocked by the prices.
so we proceeded upstairs. and there was so many shops selling nice clothes, but none white.
then we spotted that shop called Comics Connection!
i asked an online friend about it, she told me that it sells kpop stuff!
and you cannot imagine how excited Hy and i were! we were literally squealing and screaming when we show those kpop merchandises!
but we said we would go back to the shop after we finish shopping for my dress.
so we headed to Bugis Junction.
i dunno what the department store is called, but there was a huge variety of clothes to choose from.
i tried on so many dresses! almost 10 white dresses??? I cant even find one beautiful one among all the boutiques in Molek!
so i tried on a few nice ones, but my budget was SGD70. and i couldnt really afford some of them.
in the end, decided to go to Orchard Road to continue hunting.
took MRT to orchard. didnt care to walk around ION, coz we knew that we wouldnt find anything affordable there.
we were starving then, so we went to find food. and it's so expensive everywhere.
we ended up at a food court selling asian food, we ordered chicken rice.
after we gained some energy and rested our legs for a while.
we continued to Far East Plaza. where i found my dress!
and it was only 25SGD! and when i was waiting to go try it out, i saw another nice dress and tried it on at the same time, since i was there alr.
and i ended up buying both plus a belt to go with the dress.
and the price of both dresses plus the belt didnt exceed my budget!
so i was really happy! i love the dresses so much.
then Hy wanted Startbucks, so went to Wisma Atria for Starbucks and also to rest our legs.
my legs were hurting from dance practice the previous days and from walking for so long.
then we headed back to Bugis becoz we didnt want to leave Sg too late and get stuck in the jam.
and we went back to that kpop store again! we literally ran to the store!
and i bought a Beast file. I bought it without even thinking.
it was 9SGD. it seemed cheap, but when i calculated, it's RM20+ for one file! so i kinda regretted, but what could i do, i alr bought it.
then we took a bus back to JB and went to CS before going home.
we went to take neoprints again! but the stupid machine didnt give us enough time to design!
i wanted to buy nail polishes but couldnt find the colour i wanted. :(
we took a bus ride back to Molek. and unluckily, we didnt get to sit tgt.
and i was so sleepy without anyone to talk to me, but i had contacts on, so had to force my eyes open.
reached home and showed my mum the dresses.
i thought she was going to be angry that i bought two dresses, but i guess i have great taste.
she liked the dress too! hahaha. so altgt, it was a fun trip. and i got the things i wanted too!
photos~~~~~~

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone --the start of an exciting adventure!

who is excited for this???!!!
it's gonna be epic! i know it!

this is the shop that sells kpop merchandises!
i would save a lot of money and go there and buy things one day!

i love my purple nails~

it's so cute~

my Beast file!

life isnt life without music.

I said i would make a post on kpop so here it is.
I wanted to update on my SG trip, but havent got the photos from hy yet.
wanted to update on my confirmation but i also havent got the photos from my mum yet.
So since i have the time, i'll post some kpop stuff.
i'll start from 2NE1.
I've been watching 2NE1 Tv but the episodes with subs comes out really late, so i've only watched a few eps.
I liked 2ne1 tv season 1 more actually. there's more fun and laughter.
although in season 2 you get to see their trip to USA and London and you also get to see The Black Eyed Peas.
and you also get to hear their recordings of their American debut album.
and their follow-up song It Hurts has been announced last week.
and the MV is amazing! 2ne1 really never dissapoint their fans.

this is their concept to their It Hurts mv.
all kinda black gothic style.
and their hairstyle are the most creative i've seen on idols.
Dara's 'broom' hair. lol

and Park Bom's blue hair! and i love her dress.
fans say they want her in purple hair the next time.

and i still love her red hair the most.
suits her the best.

Next. BIG BANG!!!!!!
I saw rumours saying that their comeback will be on Nov 17th or 20th.
but nothing is confirmed by YG yet.
i really hope they make their comeback before i leave for my vacation.
i cant wait for them to comeback.
i miss them so so much.
I'm now on their official Youtube channel watching all their music videos.
and it makes me rmb how talented and awesome they are.
and why i love them so so much.
and they came to SG last month, and when i was watching fancams,
i was really sad and pissed that i didnt go and see them.
they rarely go to other countries for concerts except Japan,
and i guess a lot of VIPs must've been there to cheer on them that day.

and the amazing GD.
he has the weirdest styles, but he seems to pull them off everytime.
he composed and wrote most of the songs that are gonna be in their upcoming album i think.
he has worked so hard, so i wished they can let the fans hear his work alr.





BEAST

Yoon Doo Joon.

Jang Hyun Seung.
You do not know how long it took me to choose one photo of his to upload.
like when did he become so hot???
i started liking him when he smiled at me and the Hi-5 session.
then only i started noticing him more in Beast.
to be frank, i never really knew a lot of the other members except for dongwoon at 1st.
becoz I was trapped in Dongwoon's charms to notice anyone else. hehe.
but now, i'm starting to save so much pictures of Hyunseung.
like non-stop in a row. now i guess hyunseung's folder has more photos than Dongwoon's.
especially after they released Mastermind. Hyunseung changed drastically.
is it his hair or something?
maybe he just gained weight in the right places.
if you want me to described more, you'll definitely think i'm a perv.

Yong Jun Hyung.
he's another guy that became so much hotter after they released Mastermind.
and i'm sure it's due to his hair.
i know i go for their looks.
but I liked Junhyung in the 1st place due to his amazing rapping skills.
when i heard him in Clenching a Tight Fist, i was like, WOW.
he's an amazing guy. with those tattoos and shades of his.

Yang Yo Seob.
I'm most worried about the visual maknae.
he's always sick. and he makes the fans all scared that one day he'll be too sick to perform.
but he's the cutest of the cute.
his angellic voice and melt anyone.
especially in their 4th album's song 'Beautiful's teaser.
his voice made me know that that song will be an awesome song.

Lee KiKwang.
he hasnt changed much from Bad Girl days until now.
still being the same dumbkwang.
i have nth more to say.

and lastly, the maknae aka male god aka arab prince Son Dong Woon.
he used to be my no.1 bias.
he still is, but he's sharing his place with Hyunseung now.
i can never let him be no.2.
although he really nearly dropped to no.2 when he cut his hair short.
but in this photo above, it was taken a few days ago and he's wearing a wig.
i seriously couldnt live with him having short hair.
and i guess he's wearing a wig becoz of his new hairstyle for the 4th album.
the company mayb just doesnt want to let the fans know their new hairstyles yet.
i bet he dyed his hair.
i can continue on this forever.

Beast will forever be the no.1 group in my heart.
although i like some other groups too like Big Bang and 2NE1.
but i'll never be able to compare Big Bang and Beast.
they each have their own talents and personality.
like i said before BEAST = LIFE.
i do not know how my life would be without Beast.