i'm lucky

a few happy things happened around me these few days.
1st, our choral speaking team was number 2 in the zon D competiton.
then we went into the next round, the pasir gudang competition.
and we were againts some really good teams, one of them was last year's winner.
and guess what?
we did our best and got number 2~!!!
it's literally a miracle.
at 1st when they announced the team that got number 4.
we were all thinking that we had no choice alr.
but no one knew that when they announced number 2, they said kumpulan number 3!
we all jumped up and screamed~
the glory of success!

and today, my uncle tuck just came back from Seattle.
really happy to meet him.
now my mum is hurrying me to go get change to go the meet them for dinner.
so i'll update my blog in three day's time, coz i'll be in Melacca tmr until Sunday.
will post lots of pics when i get back.
Bye for now~

kris allen in top 5

kris still has his standards.
he's still my fave. i love him so much.
he did as fab as usual in the top 5 singing the way you look tonight.
i love his version of this song.
three of the judges said that he was amazing.
i hope he'll impress all ppl , so that they will vote for him and make him the winner.

kris allen in top 7

this top 7 is special. coz there was two contestants being voted out.
and luckily my fave kris allen didnt get voted out.
i'm supposed to post this earlier, but didnt have the chance to.
and in the top 7, Kris sang she works hard for the money.
he was amazing. Simon said he was brilliant.
i really hope he wins.

look at that!

'look at that!'
'wow!'
'awesome!'
haha.
this is a part of our choral speaking script.

but seriously, look at that.
i went to a house warming party.
and i took this on a field.
there was like so many lightnings.
they were amazing. all silver and purple and yellowish colours.
and this pic looks like the lightning was striking that guy, right?
that guy was Norman. he was just being childish, climbing up the slide.
well, i just wanted to show you this pic.

woohoo~

hey~ guess what?
our school won the choral speaking contest in the pasir gudang district!
i'm just so happy that we won.
but there was only 5 teams and one team that was better than ours didnt follow the rules, that's why we won.
but i'm still happy about it. at least we didnt waste our time and energy on those practices everyday.
but tmr we will be going to the johor competition.
and i dont hav any confidence that we will win. coz there's so many ppl better than us out there.
but we'll try our best. and i'll try my best not to laugh. coz sometimes the boys' expression and actions are so damn funny.
wish us the best for tmr.
here are some photos we took on the day of our competition...

ruoh yee looking silly and hulzi checking her nails out. haha...
oh... and our bus was nice. better than any public bus.

me and hueyying, on the way to the venue of the competition.
nervous feelings all the way.

this was took after we performed.
i'm dont look that good in this.

i like this pic.
me and hueyying, on the way back to school.
happy feelings all the way. and we sat at the same place we sat.
and aslina's hand behind hueyying.haha
and fangyuan pointing at dunno what and looking weird. haha

all the chinese girls of 3A1~
hulzi looking weird.

yeah~
[peace]
our choral speaking team~
we were all so happy.
you need to click the pic to see a better version of it.

Dear Diary...

i listened to Britney Spear's songs since i was almost 6 years old.
and i've never thoroughly listened to the song Dear Diary.
when i heard the 1st sentence of the lyrics, i suddenly got attracted to the song.
if you hav a habit of writing a diary, you sure will write things that you dont tell anyone, some secrets, right?
i believe that all of you out there had crushes on someone bfore.
i certainly had one. but it's a secret. *shh*
the lyrics of this song is so simple yet it can describe the feelings of every teenager.
i only realised this song a few weeks ago, now i love it so so much.
and especially Britney singing it when she was younger, that sweet voice of hers.
i hope you will read through the lyrics and see whether it's how you feel when u hav a big crush on someone.


Dear Diary...

Dear diary
today i saw a boy
and i wondered if he noticed me
he took my breath away
Dear diary
i cant get him off my mind
and it scares me
cause i've never felt this way
No one in this world
knows me better than you do
so diary i'll confide in you
Dear diary
today i saw a boy
as he walked by i thought he smiled at me
And i wondered
does he know what's in my heart
i tried to smile but i could hardly breathe
Should i tell him how i feel
or would that scare him away
Diary tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say
Dear diary
one touch of his hand
now i cant wait to see that boy again
He smiled
and i thought my heart could fly
Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends

what a long day

really really tired now.
stayed back at school until 3.30pm.
and the weather was so frigging hot. it's has been like the most hot week of my whole life. i've never rmb it being so hot bfore.
who knows? mayb one day M'sia will bcome Australia with all those burning forest. *yikes*
pn haslina keep asking us to be PERFECT for our choral speaking.
i sometimes really want to just sit down on the floor when we are rehersing. coz my legs are tired everytime we practice.
and when i reach home, as usual, there will be nothing to eat.
so i was so tired and lazy, so i didnt do any homework or stuff.
i wanted to use the com, but my com broke down a few days ago and was just sent back from repairing a few hours ago. i'm so happy to see my com back.
so i just wanted to relax.
i found my bro's John Mayer dvd, and listened to the acoustic songs.
i really really love John Mayer so so much.
his voice just makes you feel so free and u can forget bout all the things around you.
even Demi Lovato, the Jonas Bros and Taylor Swift loves his music.
i dunno why i only realised him last year.
when i was listening to his songs, i could imagine myself as a grown up all stressed up and lots of work to do and all. and when i got into my car, i put a John Mayer cd into the player and listened, and i felt so relax at that time.
for now, i just want to get one of John Mayer's cd if i could.

13.04.09

i was really busy today.
i went to the hypermarket with my mum. then i went to hwee sing's house to lend her my mum's skirt.
then once i reached home, jiawen reached my house to borrow my black skirt.
then i ate a light lunch and sat down with my bro to watch She's The Man.
really hilarious movie. i'm so glad i got to download it and burned it into a cd.
then i went for catechism. also boring.
at 1st they couldnt find the keys for the door of our catechism class, i so hope that they could never find it.
like omg...the teacher treats us like 10 year-olds.
he keeps repeating the same thing over and over again.
i could answer his questions even when i was not concentrating.
then i didnt attend mass. we went home with aunty pat.
when i reached home. i changed into more formal clothes and got ready for a BEC member's daughter's wedding, it's also my piano teacher's sister. and my piano teacher played the cello at the wedding. i didnt even know she knew how to play the cello. she was amazing.
i actually wanted to go the mass service at church but it was too early, and i was too tired.
the wedding was held at Pulai Spring. i'll be going ther again in May when uncle tuck comes back.
i havent been to that place in years, the last time i went there when i was about 7 years old.
at that time, i was still very very close with my father's side's cousins.
and it was one of my grandaunt's bday.
it was really boring inside for children, so me and my cousins (all boys) went to play outside.
i rmb getting scolded my the guard for playing at the water slide at the pool after hours.
i was so lucky not to drop into the pool. then me and my cousin, Ian loved to play with our elder bro and cousin. so they purposely ran away and didnt want us to find them.
we went looking for them, it was like playing hide and seek at a big palace.
and i rmb before we went home, we took a balloon and wrote a prayer and all our names on it to God. when we let it into the sky, we were all looking at it until it was out of sight.
those were really great memories that i'll never forget.
i really really miss my cousins. i really hope that our relationship could be like old time's.
mayb my life would be more fun with them in it.

this is me. i didnt get a chance to take a photo where the lights were bright.

three "almost" drunk uncles.
their laughters were so loud in the ball room.
i'm sure that my table was the loudest of them all.

it's blur bcoz i was taking it when i was walking.
i loved the decorations of the resort.
too bad i didnt have the chance to take a walk.

i just love the chandeliar.
i love every chandeliar. they are just fab.

i had a great time today.
but i really need to get back to my books after today.
and i really need to get some sleep for our performance tmr.
good nite and sleep tight everyone~

17.04.09

i didnt get the chance to talk about friday that day.
coz my computer has some issues, and i was so damn tired. i couldnt even stay up until 12am.
i woke up at 6am as usual. then we only had 5 minutes of science class. then we went for our coral speaking rehersal. pn. haslina told us at the last minute that we needed to perform on sunday at school.
then we had 2 hours of history class. so damn boring. like seriously, i could have slept dead there.
then the weather that day was so hot. i was sweating like hell.
then at 6pm, i went out to pelangi with hy they to buy clothes for the coral speaking performance.
pn haslina wanted us to wear a red blouse and black skirt. at 1st she even wanted us to wear cheongsam! like where does she want us to get a cheongsam in 1 day??
we didnt find a suitable one in pelangi so we went to jusco.
there was a few red blouses, but... too expansive. how do you want a 15 year old girl to buy a RM80 blouse?
we walk for so long. my legs were really tired, but at least they didnt get blisters. *phew*
we all had different tastes. so it wasnt that easy to get one that all of us liked.
at luckily at last we bought the ones we like. we all bought almost the same top. not exactly the same. when i reached home, i just couldnt wait to get to my bed with the cool air-cond.

now i just hope that our performance will be perfect.
wish us good luck~

a great performance!

in the top 7 of American Idol, Kris Allen was having a real moment where he connected superbly with a great song..the song is ' Falling Slowly' in the movie Once.
Kris said he loved that movie. i wanted to find it on youtube, but couldnt.
Randy didnt give a good compliment. But Kara said, it was one of his best moments.
to me, he was the best in this round.
i just pray hard that he will be in the top 2 or even better, the winner of American Idol Season 8~
i will be so damn happy if he wins.
i've never liked a American Idol contestant so much before.
i've always like Ryan Seacrest more. *giggles*

kris allen

this is kris allen in the top 8.
he didnt do quite well that week.
hopes he will be better next week.
in fact, Adam was the best last week.
even Simon gave him a standing ovation.
if i'm not wrong, that was the 1st time Simon did something like that.
unbelievable.

pictures...

i havent been uploading pictures for some time ady...

the wide blue sky with a small white dot on it.

Dominic... all tired after mass

i took this when i was mugging for the exams.
and i didnt realise it at 1st that almost everything is pink.

i love this song so much.
but the full version isnt out yet...

i wore this to church just now.
it needed to be formal.
but i dunno why the chinese lectors can wear mini skirts when they do the reading.
i thought the priest already scolded them...

i like this dress...

oh ya...
HAPPY EASTER~
i got some easter eggs back from church but dont feel like eating them...
and i'm so happy for myself for doing so good for the reading.

good friday

i'm back just after a few hours...
i'm quite pissed off right now. coz my bro and his friend went to watch Fast and Furious 4, and i couldnt go with them.
at 1st when i knew that he was going, i was like so happy, coz i thought i could go with them.
but bcoz they were watching the midnight movie, so i was scared i would be very if i go to school.
then i thought of not going to school, and i knew my mum wont care whether i go to school or not.
so when i wanted to ask her, she was like so mad coz my lil' bro made her angry. stupid lar he...
then my mum wasnt in a good mood, so she agree with me going out with my bro.
usually she will sure let me out. it's bcoz of my stupid lil' bro.
i so wanted to go watch Fast and Furious 4. it's one of the movies i'm dying to watch. not every girl likes these kind of movies. everytime i watch fast and furious movies, my mum will be sure to ask me why i like watching it. mayb it's bcoz of my older bro, he influnced me with all those cars. i like the cars in the movie and the most important thing is the hot guys~ hahahaha.
although the newspaper and magazines said that the movie isnt that good, coz it's all about cars, but i still like it a lot.
i wacthed all the fast and furious movies many times ady, and i dont get tired of it.
i just wish that i could go watch it or buy the dvd ASAP...

just now i went to church.
there was this serious traffic jam that we were stuck in for half an hour.
luckily when we reach church, the mass just started.
it was a sad atmosphere.
no music, all in silence.
and when i was small, i always didnt believe that it always rains on Good Friday.
but now i believe it.
today's rain was so heavy. there was thunder and lightning non-stop.
luciky i stopped at 6pm.


now i need to go to sleep.
got a big day tmr~

today...

today is Good Friday~
(i shouldn't be happy now.for crying out loud! it's the day Jesus sacrificed himself for all of us.)
going to church for mass later on.
hope mass will finish early... i need to come back and sleep.
coz tmr need to go to school. i hate it.
1stly i need to wake up early.
2ndly, our classes tmr are the subjects i hate. all those boring subjects.
3rdly i'll be very tired, and i'm scared i cant stay up till late night.
and i'm just so damn nervous now. i'm doing the 2nd reading tmr.
tmr's mass is a big event mass, loads of ppl will be there, and loads of ppl that i know will be there.
it's better reading in front of ppl that u dunno.
i'm always scared that ppl will judge me...
after that time i did a mistake during the reading, it made me have a phobia of reading.
but reading in front of your class and reading in front of the whole church is so different.
your classmates all know you, and you know that they will forget about those embarassing moments, but you dunno whether those church ppl will forget things about you.
i just need to find a way to cool my self down now.
i need to relax and just be myself.
i know that i can do it, i've done it so many times.
and i know that i cant escape this phobis forever.
i know i can do it.... God bless me, pls...
omg.... i really need to cool down...
i cant imagine what will happen tmr....
i just need to be myself. that's all i need to do now.
hey... after saying that, i feel much more better now.
Wish me good luck everyone~ and keep your fingers cross for me~

Varsity Fanclub

i took a long nap this afternoon, so now i just cant get to sleep.
so i just went to youtube to listen to a few of VFC's new songs.
they are just so amazing. fabulous. hot.
i so hope that their album will be out in M'sia.
or else i'll just find a way to get their cd. i must get one!!!
i'm so happy that i found out about this group last year.
bcoz if anybody asks me when i started supporting them, i'll be very proud to say that i started supporting them in 2008~
i just LOVE them so much~
their songs are really good. not like those taiwan boy bands that sucks.
you can really feel their songs when you hear them.
especially Drew's voice. his vocals are so good.
and David's dance moves are amazing.
and Jayk~ he's just so cute~
and Thomas and Bobby, i just love them...

VARSITY FANCLUB ROCKZ!!!

a tiring day...

i got up a few minutes late today.
i was so tired, i dunno why... i slept at 11pm ytd, that's not very late right?
then when i wanted to change into my uniform, i noticed that i havent iron them.
haiz...i dunno how i'll forget doing these stuff.
then i needed to clip my fringe up today. all bcoz of pn.sarojah. she's really a pain in the ass, man...
i cant stand her.every morning, she'll be shouting at us. like what is the use of shouting at us, no one listens...
ans so unfortunately, me and my friends are sitting just bside the speaker.
i'm sure we're going to be deaf if we sit there and listen to her 24/7!
i so wish i could change a place to sit. it's not like everyone cant hear her shouting.
and when i got home today, i slept for a whole hour.
i now my mind is still a lil' sleepy...

oh ya...
there's this very interesting song that i want to introduce to all of you.
it's call 'Dont Trust Me' by 3OH!3. it's a weird name.
btw, fyi i dont think this is the official music video.
i love this song bcoz of it's interesting lyrics.
"Shush girl, shut your lips,
Do the Helen Keller, and talk with your hips,
I said shush girl, shut your lips,
Do the Helen Keller, and talk with your hips,
I said shush girl, shut your lips,
Do the Helen Keller, and talk with your hips"
i love this part...

without youtube

damn it... i dunno why i cant get to youtube.
usually the 1st site i open will be youtube.
it could work at 1st, but then it suddenly said that it cannot be connected or soemthing.
hate it man...
but without youtube, i finally hav some time to go visit some sites i havent been visiting for some time.
for example, i went to miley's official site.
then i to roxy.com to check out their new things.
i just love roxy stuff, from their sunnies to tank tops to flip flops.
they are all just so gorgeous~
and the site that change the most since i last visited is Varsity Fanclub's official site.
it's much more neat-ier than bfore. but it's much more slower than bfore.
i havent been talking about VFC for some time ady.
i still love them a lot, and i always visit their youtube channel.
and now i'm starting to love all of them, not only Jayk.
like after some time that i havent been to these sites, then only i realise that i havent been to these sites for quite a long time ady.
all things has change. background, songs, pictures...
mayb i really should stop going to youtube for some time, so that i can catch up with some things.

07.04.09

today...
my class presented our choral speaking presentation in front of the whole school.
i know that we were not that good. but at least we were better than last year.
and our goal is not to embarrass ourselves again.
i was so nervous at 1st, but once me started performing, i felt better.
mayb it was a little embarrassing but there were these few people who sang taylor swift's songs in front of the whole school were worst.
it's not that they didnt sing good, but our school's sound system is so lousy that we couldnt even hear what they were singing.

and i was quite unlucky today.
i'm not going to talk about it. i need to think about positive thoughts now, not negative ones.
and poor hwee sing. i really feel sry for her.
hope she feels better now.

and tmr is a public holiday.
at 1st wanted to study but in the end, my mum wanted me to go help out with some colouring at her office. and i asked Susann to go with me.
at least i can earn RM 25 by doing those stuff.
i really need money now...

05.04.09

today i got up late. i seldom get up early on sundays. weekends are the only time i can sleep late.
i ate brunch. so didnt hav lunch.
i watched this movie called That Thing You Do!
it was about the famous band The Wonders, and how they became famous.
i love their song ' that thing you do'.
my dad used to play it in the car every time we go on a trip.
i still hav the song in my phone, i dont get tired of listening to it. it always reminds me of the sweet memories~ *aww*
then i had some tea. then at 5 something, weihao called and asked me to go to the basketball court.
i already planned on going, coz i havent been around the park for weeks. and my mum wanted to go for a walk after a tiring week.
so i went at 6pm. weihao asked me to go earlier, but i'm not used of going so early, though it's not very early.
so when i passed by the basketball court, i saw weihao they all playing.
i walked and chit chatted with my mum, it was just nice of getting out from the house after a rainie day...

tmr still need to stay back at school for choral speaking practice.
we're going to present it in front of the whole school on tuesday. quite anxious about it.
tuesday need to stay back for history tution(i think so. better not).
thursday is Holy Thursday. dunno whether my mum will hav time to bring us for mass.
then Friday, Good Friday. mayb i'll be a vegetarian on that day. actually i need to be vegatarian every friday, but i hate vegies so it's hard for me. and i'm sure that we're going for mass that day.
then it's saturday. my big day. it's easter vigil, and i'm doing the reading.
i'm nervous everytime i think of it.
then sunday is Easter!!!!
i'll hav lots of eggs to eat for breakfast. hahaha...

it's gonna be a very busy week!

Kluang Trip

this kluang trip is a memorable trip.
today i went to kluang to visit my grandparents' grave.
i hate going there coz it's so damn hot. after i wore a black tee there one time, i didnt dare again.
and i'll be sure to bring a hat and an umbrella when i go.
after going to the cemetery, i went for brunch with my uncle and cousins.
we went to eat typical chinese food. at some time, i didnt even know what i was eating. my bro ate a piece of a pig's stomach! coz he didnt know what he was eating too. *laughs*
then my mum wanted to hang out with some old friends but they were busy, and only free after lunch time.
so we went to Kluang Mall. i dont like going there, coz there's not much things to see there.
so we waited until 2pm when my mum's friend called her out for a late lunch.
we went to a taiwan shop (chinese food again).
then, my mum called up another friend to ask her to come eat with us.
when my mum called, she said to her friend that we were at her husband's restaurant.
i was thinking why my mum was saying to her as if she wouldnt mind if she didnt want to come.
but after a while then only i knew that it was my mum's friend's ex-husband's restaurant. and her exhusband's gf was there too.
my mum and her the other friend was worried that when her friend(i'll call her elle. it's easier) comes, she will see her exhusband with his gf( i'll call bitch. coz she really is one) at the restaurant.
elle's ex-husband was there too, he looked weird, with long hair tied up in a pony tail, wearing gladiator shoes... just very weird.
i've never seen elle b4. i dunno whether she looked pretty or not.
but when elle walked in the restaurant, i was thinking in my head, ' wow, who's this beautiful lady?' then i knew it was elle. and when i looked at elle's ex, the expression on his face--shock.
i think he also didnt want her to see his gf.
elle is almost 50 years old but still slim and beautiful.
i think her ex only goes for the looks, coz that bitch was beautiful too, and young.
after my mum and her friends started chit-chatting, they talked about elle's ex-husband.
then elle said, ' i need to go say hello to them.'
at 1st i thought it was really just saying hello, but then....
when elle reached their table, she hit her handbag hard on the table and asked what they were eating. then she smacked her bag at that bitch's face. i was like, ' OMG!'
then when elle walked away, that bitch threw her bowl at elle! and it smashed to the floor.*piang*
i was like,' oh no...oh no...'
then... a cat fight started!
elle and that bitch was hitting each other and i think i heard a sound of necklace beads falling on the floor.
then elle's ex husband shouted at them. but he couldnt stop them. me,my younger bro, my mum and my mum's friend was like so shocked to see what was happening.
then they started kicking each other in high heels, for goodness sake!
then elle's exhusband shouted real loud this time. so they stopped.
and elle's husband walked out with that bitch.
i was still omg-ing in my head. and i could see that my bro was scared. i think he've never seen a real fight before. i've only seen a fight once and this is the second time.
to me, i think elle is so brave to do something like that. she's such a strong and independent woman.
i dont think i can ever do that in public. no way.
and it was such a coincidence that elle. my mum and my mum's friend are all divorecees.
and my mum's friend remarried and hav 4 children now.
on the way home, when we were in the car, my mum told me that elle's exhusband is one of the richest families in Kluang, but he's a play boy.
i guessed that when i saw him in the restaurant.

so... now i'm really tired, i just want to go to sleep.
and the weather these few days are just horrible.
it's just so hot in the afternoon...
haix... all becoz of global warming.
so... save the world!

kris allen again...

kris allen did a great job in motown week.
i actually wanted to post the studio version of him singing this song which is clearer, but i just love to see him performed. coz i could see his beautiful face. *giggles*


this is kris in the top 9~
i really hope he makes it into top 3 or even better top 2!
i think that Adam will do good in the competition. so we only can put all the hope on the Americans.
VOTE FOR KRIS~
although Adam is gay ( seriously...i dont care) but he's real good.
this is Kris singing Aint No Sunshine. the judges said it was his best performance so far! Kara and Paula was like clapping even before he finished the song! *woohoo*
he just makes every song he sings so original.