First Solo Album

This is gonna be a post full of words and it's all gonna be about Beast so... you can skip and not read it if you're not interested. I'm writing this post because i can't contain all the excitement and worries I'm having due to Yoseob's solo. I spam my fangirl twitter acc but it just doesnt seem enough, and i'm reluctant to tweet much on my personal twitter so here i am. I just have to get my feels all out or else i wont be able to sleep at night. I desperately need a B2uty friend that i can spam and spazz with. Someone willing to volunteer? kekeke

On 26th of November, Yang Yoseob will be releasing his own first solo album.
It's also gonna be the first solo album from Beast. And obviously it would be Yoseob to be the first to have a solo right? The boy with the golden vocals.
It's also gonna be the first album where it is entirely produced by Junhyung. And this is very important to Junhyung and Beast.
Junhyung has always said he wanted to produce a whole album for Beast. and this time, although not for Beast but still it means a lot.
Even Cube's CEO tweeted and said he trusts Junhyung as a producer. I rmb watching an old video of Beast and Junhyung said that at first the CEO was giving his a hard time because his songs werent good enough and so now to have the CEO approve of his abilities, i cant help but be so proud. He's been working so hard until he just wont stop tweeting. hehehe
Junhyung totally stopped tweeting for like 6 months this year and suddenly, this month, he started tweeting again and he tweeted so much and most of them were teasers of Yoseob's solo.
And some are guessing that Yoseob leaving Twitter was because of his solo, that he wanted to focus or also maybe because Yoseob was scared he himself wouldnt be able to keep this huge secret from us if he was on twitter. LOL
But Yoseob himself was the first one to give us a teaser on his solo, it was just that we never thought it was one. i really wished he was still on twitter. i miss our precious baby oppa. i miss beast.

I'm really excited for Yoseob's solo. Really really really excited. I smile everytime i think of it.
It's just gonna be so amazing! With Junhyung's style in all the songs and Yoseob's vocals~~~~
and you all know Yoseob's voice is my favourite! And Yoseob dancing! and Yoseob's photos in the photobook and a huge poster of YOSEOB! hehehehe CANT WAIT~~~~ I wonder what colour the album would be.....
and Junhyung writing all the lyrics~~~~ Junhyung's lyrics are the best. And we all know Junhyung would produce an album that suits Yoseob's style.
Yoseob personally praised Junhyung and said that Junhyung would really make it big as a producer, and that a song he produced is gonna be a huge hit. And i'm guessing it's definitely gonna be on his album.
I'm really curious of the concept of Yoseob's title song "Caffeine". I know it's gonna be a dance song coz Prepix already choreographed the dance but i'm really curious about the concept.
Yoseob loves the rock genre so I'm really hoping to see a rock song on the album and please let there be more than one ballad~~~~ I want Yoseob to sing me to sleep~~~
everyone was joking and saying the whole album would be full of aegyo. HAHAHA. as if Junhyung would write any cute, full of aegyo songs. LOL

At the same time, I'm really worried too. Yoseob has always been very hard on himself for every one of Beast's performance and I really hope he'll be able to do fine on his own, although i know the members will still always be by his side.
And a few weeks ago, Yoseob left a very emotional/sad post on one of his personal fancafes but i didnt get to read it. But according to fans, he was kinda sad i guess. I think he was just giving himself too much stress due to this album. And Yoseob always shows it when he's hurt, and that make fans worry even more.
I also worry for Junhyung too. This album would finally give him a chance to show the world his talent as a producer but... i still worry... a lot. Like, what if, it doesnt turn out as good...? and everyone would be criticizing him. Even now and before, he has always received criticism and hate, for how he's just copying other idols in becoming a producer and all other bullshit. He deserves to shine. All members of Beast deserves to shine brighter than anyone else. Excuse me for being an elite fan but they obviously went through more and worked so much harder than others.

But a part of me knows that Beast never disappoints us and this is gonna be awesome. Everyone already loves Yoseob so what is more to say. How can anyone hate him though. He's the most precious human being. hehehe
Just a few more days... then everything would be revealed. I cant wait for the music video too. Sigh, Yoseob must be so tired doing everything without the members. But i bet Junhyung will always be by his side.
And as we know Cube's style, everyday till D-Day, they'll keep releasing teasers so i'll wake up early for the next few days! which is why i should go to sleep now.... just look at the time. ugh.


plus, i feel like buying more than one album... just for Yoseob, because he's so precious. But i'm broke so... haih, i shouldnt even be thinking about it.

good night.

YANG YOSEOB HWAITING!!! 

So... Recently...

I'm finally done with AS!!! woohoo~ but jsyk, i'm extremely worried of my results. I dont think i did any good and this is the time where i regret for not working hard enough. This is totally not me. I usually just let things go easily but not with my AS exams..... i have no idea how i'm going to face A2... kill me please.
So i'm just relaxing and trying to enjoy while i can before class resumes again.
I should've gone home... haih but we still have one week before class resumes so whatever. haih.

so for the past few days i've basically done nothing. LOL
I've watched a few nice movies though. I watched Ted, which was bad. It was so lame. but i still sat through the whole movie though. and this proves how important a movie's trailer is.
But after that I watched One Day, starring Anne Hathaway and Jim Sturgess (who is really good looking).
One Day was a really nice movie. Those interested in it, it can be found on PPS. Anne Hathaway's and Jim's acting was amazing. Was not used to Anne Hathaway's British accent at first though. It had a sad ending though. I hate sad endings but it was okay, they ended the movie perfectly.
I also watched a chinese movie called Love. I watched it because i knew Eddie Peng was in it. hehehe. It was interesting too. I havent watched a chinese film in a very very long time. I dont even rmb when was the last time i watched a taiwanese drama.
The next movie i watched was a christmas movie. haha. I know it's not even December yet but i cant wait to spend christmas with my family and friends~ and most Christmas movie cant go wrong. I watched The Family Man, starring Nicholas Cage. It was a random choice of movies. I think i've seen it on tv before but i just watched it again.
just now i watched Fairy Tale: A True Story. but i didnt finish it because it was too boring. I seriously just watch any random movie i find online without knowing anything about the movie. It's more interesting that way. I still have a lot of movies in my bookmarks bar waiting for me.

I've been listening to a lot of Urban Zakapa's songs this week. The holiday just puts me into the mood for relaxing, soothing music. I changed my bg music too. It's an Urban Zakapa song named Cafe Latte. I love it soooo much. I dont know how i never got attracted to Urban Zakapa. I've heard their songs before but never cared to checked them out. Stupid past Rachel missed out on so much good music.
Anyways, go check their music out if you're like me and love relaxing, soothing music. If you like 10cm and J.Rabbit or most korean indie artists, i'm sure you'll like them too.

I've been staying on Youtube a lot too. I watched a lot of vlogs. I'm currently going through all WongFu Production's videos, starting from the oldest videos. They are basically three goofy guys who do what they love and work hard on it. Their videos/vlogs are just so enjoyable to watch. And just seeing how they grew throughout the years. and just seeing technology improving over the years too. I watched one of their vlogs where they were on tour and they went to Seattle! and visited University of Washington. I've been there and when they entered the library, they said the same thing i did when i was there. The library was like how the Harry Potter buildings are! LOL and they went sight seeing around Seattle too, too all the places i've been and it just made me want to go visit Seattle again, it's just such a beautiful city.

And some of you may have already heard that YG cancelled 2NE1's New Evolution Concert in Malaysia.
tbh, i was pissed. but only for 10 minutes before i cheered myself up with Beast. No point being mad while there's nothing i can do to change the situation and it's not like i'm the only one going through this. Like i stated above, i normally get over stuff really fast.
but seriously, i gave up my Alive Tour ticket to buy 2NE1's ticket. and now i end up not being able to go for both. But i guess i'm happy that i'll be getting my money back and i'll be able to do some Christmas shopping for myself and maybe buy some Christmas presents for the family.

just some random photos like usual.....

 Pop Tarts~ I've seen my cousin sister eat this while i was in Seattle and they seemed really delicious and so i bought them to try but they are not cheap. and they are really sweet. I'm craving them again but i'm broke.

 the size of it compared with my hand!

 the weather has been rainy everyday for the past two weeks, or even longer than that. but the rain has stopped these few days. I thought the rainy season was during Dec? I guess i'm just used to JB weather.

 LOL this is my screen saver. I have a whole folder of Yoseob's photo as my screen savers. they accompanie me while i study. LOL

 hot pink nails. i was so excited to have hot pink nails for 2ne1's concert..... TT____TT

 ever since i got my S3, i've never bought any phone cases. except for a transparent case.

so i was really happy to get these and they were cheap too!

 banana chocolate chip muffin~ I wanted it once i set my eyes on it. Love at first sight. LOL.

 our group skype chat last saturday~ it was fun.

and LOL guess what this is??? It's actually a hand cream! Yongxuan bought it for me as a belated bday present and the scent of it is amazing~~~ I loveee it. It's a really sweet floral scent and I love sniffing on it before i sleep. I feel like i dream sweeter dreams because of it. LOL i know, doesnt make sense.

anyhow, thank you Yongxuan for it~~~ and as you can see, it's pink and so cute, how can i not love it. too bad the cream isnt pink in colour. I feel like i'll be repurchasing this after i finish this tub.

another long wordy post.

i guess i may be blogging more since i have some time on my hand. i hope i'll be. : )

good night everyone. sweet dreams~ 

i still cant change my habit of sleeping at 2am. it's 2.30am now. sigh. 

Boys To Men

I've been wanting to blog but i just wasnt in the mood. but... when i saw these photos of Beast this afternoon, i just felt like uploading them to my blog. 
I saw these photos 5 hours after they were released and everyone on my fangirl twitter acc had alr finished spazzing about them before i had the chance to.
But luckily i always back-read from the oldest tweets to the newest, or else it would've spoiled the surprise. 

i dunno why i even care to take some time out to share my feelings about seeing these photos... i guess i really miss blogging about these boys. Or should i say, "Men". 
These photos were for a magazine (1st Look)'s interview and the title of the interview was "Boys To Men". In the interview, I could clearly see how much our boys have grown into responsible men.
I loved how the interview was focused on their future. It makes me look forward to everything they're working hard on. And it also means that Beast will be around for a very long time, which is what we all want.

When i saw the first group photo, it took my breath away. my first reaction was, Oh shit. 
because i knew there was more that i havent seen yet. And i literally had to mentally and physically prepare myself before clicking on any other links to the photos.
I seriously forgot to breathe when i saw the other photos like i always do.
And i must say, i LOVE how they paired up the members~~~ #kiseob #junseung !!!! #doowoon
my six handsome men. ugh that sounds so weird.
I want them to stay playful boys forever and i know they would.

in summary, this photoshoot made all B2UTYs go crazy. I really want to show you guys how crazy the tweets were but i'm lazy to scroll down to those tweets and screencap it.
and i bet all B2utys' wallpapers are these photos now. hehe. me included. >_<

 this reminded me of when I used to watch America's Next Top Model and they always had challenges that was to work in groups and the judges would always comment on how one model steals the others' spotlight but for Beast, each members shines equally brightly. and as you can see, they must be modelling for those watches. I love them with nice watches. just saying.

and i just have to mention, DOOJOON'S CHEEKBONES.

and i just love the colour theme of this photoshoot. looks very men-ish. i guess because of the blue.

 our cute Yoseobie can look manly when he needs to. his arms are so fair omg.

and KIKWANG'S HAIR~~~~ I love this hairstyle of his soooo much~

and i always love his eyelids hehehe it's so weird-looking but he still manages to look so good.

 when i saw this, i wanted to scream like mad. i wanted to punch my screen. damn it junhyung.

sobs my OTP. i'm so sad this pair has gone MIA for some time. 

but.... Junhyung in jeans.... TT____TT and he rarely wears dress shirts. he looks so good. and the watch he has on just enhances everything. 

sorry hyunseung... but junhyung just stands out more in this photo. his eyes just look so intense.

 this killed me even more. ugh. how are they so good looking??!!! STOP GETTING SO HANDSOME, my fragile heart cant take it anymore. 

if you noticed from my past blogposts, i'm so attracted to Doojoon lately. and this just shows why.

and ugh dongwoon. always being the most handsome human being in my life. what more is there to say.

 i cant get over how perfect his hair colour is. it suits him so well and this navy dress shirt goes perfectly with his skin tone and his hair colour. and you cant see his weird-looking eyelids hahahaha

 the way he looks into the camera. stop it junhyung.

I really cant wait to see Doojoon in Iris 2~ Doojoon with a sniper! and fighting! and in a suit!!! and in a love triangle with the main roles~~~ so exciting!

and all the photos from Iris 2's press conference of Doojoon was just perfect. but he looks really tired. beast never had anytime to rest... poor boys.

That's all i guess. I just wanted some of Beast's perfection on my blog. And i really miss Beast so much.

I dunno why. I dont think i've ever missed them so much. Although i really want to hear some new songs from them soon but these boys havent gotten any rest since Beautiful Night's promotions. 
I just want to see their genuine smiles. but from this interview, i'm happy to see that they're working hard on finding themselves and working hard to build a good future for themselves. Kikwang stated that Beast members are selfish when it comes to work. I guess because they always want to be at their best. Every member has their unique charms and personality. Kikwang and Junhyung working on their composing, Doojoon on the drama, Dongwoon on his new musical. Yoseob and Hyunseung didnt specifically say what they're focusing on at the moment but i believe they're always practicing. I really cant wait to see what Beast has to show us in the future.





and hahahaha~ I just had to share this. this is one of @woontina 's tweet. I love her tweets. : )

WHAT IS B2ST? IS IT SOMETHING THAT RAMPAGES THROUGH YOUR HEART AND DESTROYS EVERYTHING AND TAKES YOUR SOUL AWAY? #soundsaboutright

Being a B2UTY is hard. kekekeke but i love this fandom with all my heart.