u guys like my new blogskin?
i tried a lot of others but chose this out of almost 20 i liked.
the proportion of everything is just nice in this blogskin. and i love the colours of it too.
i wanted to change my blogskin into a black bg but in the i changed my mind.
i was having a huge dilemma while choosing, i spent the whole afternoon choosing it.


so... i dont have anything to update about, so i'll just upload some photos of my biases then...

1st is Dongwoon!i love these few sel-ca (self-camera) of him.
he's just perfect.

Beast member's appeared in a tv series, but only for a few minutes.
and by the look of Dongwoon's hairstyle,
they must have filmed it a few months back.

next is Hyunseung.
a lot of Beast fans are saying that Hyunseung is a bias stealer.
and i totally agree.
at 1st my #1 bias was Dongwoon, #2 Yoseob and i like the other members equally.
but after i got attracted to Hyunseung at the Hi 5 session.
and after i saw all those pretty photos of him.
i've totally fallen for him, and he was initially #3 in my bias list,
but now i think he's #2. and i'm very scared that someday he'll crawl his way to #1.

next... is Junyoung from ZE:A.
he's just plainly gorgeous.

my other bias in ZE:A is Dongjun.
but i dont have much photos of him yet.
i guess i'll post about him some other time.

photos! lots of them.

since i havent been updating for some time,
and since i dont have tuition today,
and since i've finish back reading my tumblr post,
i'll spend some time uploading photos.
when i checked my folder, i realise i havent been posting phots for a long time,
u can obviously see my skin condition getting worst... *sobs*
some of u may know why, if u cant guess then just forget it.

this was taken in June!

the Goddess Hyunseung on my tv.

Beast!

i miss eating this! so i bought i packet of them the other day.

my Beast conner in my room!

the other posters i have of Beast.
i took down all other groups' posters.

this was taken about 2 weeks ago.

weird coloured orange.

home made dragon fruit jelly.
it doesnt taste very nice.
but i love it's colour.

this was taken when i came home from Amy bday celebration.

the polaroid we took.
i dont quite like it.

Amanda and me at camp!
she asked me not to post to fb or else she'll tell my secret.
she's so mean!

home sweet home, just back from camp!
it felt really nice to be home and to be back in my own bed.

Dongwoon likes girl with their hair tied half up.
hehehehe.

I'm Back

i feel like i havent been to my blog for ages.
but it's seriously not that long since my last post, but i've been so busy with other stuff that i totally ignored my blog.
so i'm here to talk about my camp last friday.
too bad i didnt manage to take many photos, coz i didnt have my phone with me most of the time.
i reached camp at 5.15pm, Nigel only dropped me off and left.
so i registered myself and went up to the girls' dorm to save a bed for myself and Amanda.
then i went back down to stand (alone *sobs*) near the registration to wait for Amanda to reach.
when waiting, i saw Ian and Joshua (my cousins). fyi, we're not in the talking state.
Ian changed since the last time i saw him, it's been so long since we last met.
he and his friend stared at me, and i think i heard his friend say that i've change and i look different.
it was kinda weird, so i quickly looked away.
and Josh havent changed at all, mayb more good looking and mature, but still short. :P he's almost the same height as me.
then finally Amanda reached, then we went walking around the place and did some catching up.
camp started at 6pm.
i feel so bad for not rmb-ing a lot of things that were said during the sessions,
i rmb the main important stuff, other than that, i only rmb Martin Jalleh 's(speaker) jokes and i rmb the games and laughing all the time.
then it was dinner! luckily the food wasnt that bad during camp, i was full all the time.
i sat with Amanda and a few other friends back from PAG camp.
then Martin Jalleh came and sat beside me coz there were empty seats.
it was kinda weird, coz he kept asking and talking to me but i didnt have anything to say, so i quickly finished up dinner and walked away.
then we had another session before we all went to bed.
then Saturday morning, we woke at 7am, then went down to the hall for some lame exercises.
then ate breakfast, we sat in groups starting then, i was in group 2 with Ian and a few more ppl.
then i faster went to bathe, luckily i was fast, or else sure wont manage to get into the bathroom.
then i was clean and fresh after a bath, then went down for the following session.
in the evening, we had games. our group was the 1st to finish going through all the stations, but it wasnt a competition.
the 1st station was to go through hoola hoops, i was the middle one that needed to go through 2 hoops at the same time, luckily i'm flexible and small sized.
then the next was to throw balloons backwards, it sounds easy, but it isnt that easy.
the next was to squeeze water from sponges into a water bottle, and the water bottle was set on one member's head.
then it was to pass ping pong balls using spoons in ur mouth.
the next game was to do crossword puzzles, and a word puzzle. i saw Josh there and he smiled at me.
i feel so sad at the fact that we dont talk much to each other anymore, i miss those days where we played tgt happily.
our group finished up pretty fast so we went to the next station where we needed to jump rope and say things at the same time.
the next was to do hand signs to another member to show a name of a movie.
mine was to show Prince Of Persia. ahahaha.
then the last station was to memorize pictures, it was a little bit hard coz they had a lot of similar pictures.
then we were supposed to go and bathe, but they only gave us like 30 minutes for 40 ppl to bathe.
there were like more than 6 bathrooms (i cant rmb how many in exact) in the girls dorm, and sure not enough time for all to bathe.
so i decided to bathe before going to sleep. while waiting, Amanda and i sat on the top bunk and talked again. it felt so nice to talk to an old friend.
she hasnt changed much at all, still the same, blur blur all the time.
then it was time for dinner! was hungry after the games. had to eat fast that night, coz we were running late.
then it was time for the climax of the whole camp, the inner healing session.
the purpose of it is to heal you from the inside, relief all ur hatred and hurt and pain that you've accumulated for so many years.
i apparently have accumulated a lot of hurt and pain, so i started crying during the 1st 5minutes or the 1st minute the session started.
it was so embarrassing coz at the time, i was the only one that started crying.
u r suppose to cry if u r hurt, some may feel different feelings.
and Martin Jalleh kept saying to let it all out, and it was hard holding my tears back.
fyi, alll the lights were off, so u cant see anyone crying, u can only hear.
i kept crying non-stop until one of the adults came over and prayed over me.
that person (a man)'s voice was so peaceful, i kinda thought it was God talking to me at 1st, scared the hell out of me.
he kept asking me to forgive the ppl that has hurt me in the past and just surrender all my pain to God.
then only i started to calm down.
and while i was crying through the session, 4 ppl came and gave me tissues.
and when ppl give u tissue, they usually pull 2 or 3 pieces of tissues out of the box,
so by the end of the session, i had like 10 tissues in my hand.
then after the session was confession.
i hate confessions, but had no choice, had to go.
the priest was so good, he didnt talk much, he just nodded and gave me my penance, then finish!
it was so fast, then i went back into the freezing hall and waited for the others to finish with their confession.
then some of us went for supper while some went to bathe.
i chose to bathe over supper.
then my eyes felt so tired from crying for so long.
then we went to write affirmation notes to others. i wrote a few only.
and i saw a few of my affirmation notes from others and it made me lol.
then we went to bed at 1am. i fell asleep while listening to G.Na's album.
woke up at 7am again. changed and went down for not yummy breakfast.
the next session was on boy girl relationship. it was super funny.
then after lunch it was the parents' session. my mum came with Thaniel.
while they were in the hall, we went to the canteen and talked while the others played truth or dare.
then it was time for us to go in the hall and sing 'You Raised Me Up' to the parents.
then we went to hug our parents.
i kept telling myself not to cry, i was alr tearing up, but i had to hold them back, coz i didnt want to cry in front of my mum. but i totally felt like crying ady...
then it was time for mass. then at 5.30pm, it was time for the fellowship.
i ate a lot, i was so hungry. and there were loads of yummy stuff to eat.
then at 6.30pm, went home.


i guess i'll stop here.
i spent too much time on my blog today. not enough time for tumblr ady.
bye~

update

i promised myself that i would sacrifice some of my tumblr time to come update my blog.
but i still opened a tab for tumblr. *fails*
i cant resist. i've been missing out so much recently.
okay... where should i start???
i think i'll start with ytd.
so we celebrated Amy's bday.
we alr had a cake in school, and our whole class sang a birthday song for her.
it was fun and the cake was yummy. choc is always yummy.
then we were supposed to stay back for a while for stupid sivik stuff,
but in the end teacher canceled.
we were so pissed. she should have told us earlier.
then we alr planned to celebrate with Amy after school,
so i went over to Hueyying's house to bathe and get ready, ate lunch too.
then went to Crazy Mike to meet up with Amy.
the fee for the 3 hours of ktv was only RM4!!!!
so damn cheap! but not many nice english songs and korean songs. *sad*
luckily i still know some chinese songs, thanks to listening to chinese radio everyday for years.
then i sang until so tired and thought i was gonna loose my voice, but ended up okay.
sang until 5pm, then went to Thai restaurant to meet up with Bryan they all.
then we ordered food, and kept talking talking and talking until almost 8pm.
took pictures before we left. then went to Hy's house to get my things.
went to watson's after that to get some stuff for camp, while nigel went to fix his specs.
went home, ate again. then i only got to use the com for a while before Nigel's friend Justin came over.
then they asked me to play the board game Risk with them.
at 1st, i totally didnt know what i was playing but learnt as we played.
we played until 11pm then they continued playing while i went to get ready for school.


school was so damn boring and tiring today.
i normally dont sleep in the bus, but today i managed to sleep for 5 minutes. haha.
i was so tired.
then reached home and bathe, then my mum took us out for lunch.
ate with her colleagues. they keep teasing me for not eating my veggies. *hmph*
now, i just finished packing for my confirmation camp which i'm going to be at in 2 hours time.
i really dont feel like going, i want to stay at home and sleep.
but it's compulsory so, no choice.
and who knows, mayb it would be really fun.
last year, before going for PAG camp, i kept complaining too, but it ended out quite fun.
so i'll pray hard that it would at least be okay.
but as i always say, no matter what happens, everything is gonna be okay.
i'll be away to camp till sunday so cant go for tuition on sunday.
and i really pray hard that the food will be nice at camp. or else i'll be starving for 3 days.
i really hope it'll be fun.
i wish upon a shooting star that it'll be fun...
be back on sunday or monday to update about camp!
and i'm gonna miss Tumblr... *cries*

short update

i just changed my music player's song from Supreme Team's Super Lady to G.Na's Loving You!
take a listen to it.
i love it's intro, the guiter-like sounds and her voice just suits this sweet song perfectly.
after i watched her mv the other day, i loved her voice.
so i went to dl her whole album, and this song Loving You became my favourite song of hers.
i even had the urge to go purchase her album after listening to all her songs.
but i need to save for more important things, for example for America!!!
and my mum told me that mayb her office will have a company trip to an island!
omg!! BEACHES!!!! i love! i want to go but they're not sure whether want to go or not yet.
i hope we manage to go. i miss the sun and the sea!
and i wasnt in a good mood ytd...
i've been so gloomy and emo recently... *sigh*
but one text from Amanda cheered me up!
she asked me about confirmation camp.
i was happy that she will be going, she's gonna be my only friend...
and i really hope i can manage to get my dermedex facial cleanser before camp!!!
i want it urgently!!! my skin condition havent been good recently. *sigh*
and until now i havent go dl Taeyang's songs yet. i only have I Need a Girl, which is a great song, and Superstar... i have so much to do.
and guess what??? i managed to finish back read all my tumblr posts!!!!
i'm so proud of myself.
and for the following days, i'm gonna have to get ready to see loads of Shinee spams...
Beast are on vacation time right now, so not many pics of them anymore.
next month will be able to see more of them!!! cant wait!!!
and now i need to focus on dl-ing nice songs and orginizing my files and reading fan fics and watching music shows!!!!
but the internet is always so slow, cant watch it smoothly...
and i need to edit my ringtones! my Yoseob PIKA~ PIKA~ is kinda scary if i hear it in the middle of the night.
i cant wait to edit Hyunseung's and Dongwoon's voice for my msg ringtone.
gtg.... Jacob wants to use the com... hahaha. i changed his name.

all things

so... i thought of updating some things in life...
i'm just bored today...
i wanna talk about the day i went to watch Toy Story 3 with my mum and Thaniel.
i kinda feel like calling my bro Jacob, idek why, it sounds nicer and it's his second name.
i dunno how my mum will react if i calls him Jacob, it'll be totally weird.
okay... i got ready before 7pm.
reached Leisure Mall at 7.20pm. i havent been there in ages, it havent chnaged much.
and some ppl were shooting birds/crows there!!! *yikes* legally though.
it was scary. coz we kept seeing birds dropping down from the sky.
and when my mum was finding a carpark, a bird fell just in front of our car and my mum had to emergency break.
i was shocked. and the person outside kept saying sry.
then we went to buy tickets for the movie, RM7 for one only! :O
i was shocked to know! and she even gave us 3 free tickets for Eclipse!
that means Rm3.50 for one ticket!
the tickets for Eclipse was on sunday morning, so i alr planned to go with hy they all so we gave the tickets to someone else.
then we went to have dinner, then into the cinema!!!
the movie was nice, too bad couldnt watch it in 3D. but it was nice spending time with my family.
then reached home bathed and went to sleep.
next day, hari koko. had fun with friends in school.
then went to church, during mass, read fan fics on phone.
the fan fic is amazing! You're My Only Love by Yoonji.
it's so nice to read. the story is like most drama series, but it's different to read it instead to watch it.
and the rest of my week... i cant rmb what i did.
time just passed by so fast.
and by next week, i'll be at my confirmation camp... *sigh*
i dont feel like going but it's i have no choice. i dont want to be alone.
and i cant get my dermedex facial cleanser!!!!!!!!
i'm so pissed about it.
i asked Nigel to help me buy ytd, and he said he called the shop, and the person said out of stock!
only got bigger size one, SGD40!!!! i'm broke lar....
even if i have the money, those money will go to buying Beast's album and my hairdryer.
and ytd i was craving for nachos and chocolate rocky the whole day.
once my mum finished work, i asked her to bring me out to buy.
then when i reached the shop, i couldnt find nachos and the choc rocky was sold out! FML!!
ended up buying bbq flavour potato chips, mentos (to share with unnies), and tiramisu ice cream.
i've alr gained 2kg(s) since school started after the holidays.
and i'm gonna get a shock when i weigh myself next week.
I NEED TO STOP THESE CRAVINGS!!!!
and did you know that cravings can cause car accidents???
i'm so lucky i dont drive yet.
and i keep telling myself that i need to transfer all the photos i saved into my phone, until now i havent done it yet.
i just finished deleting all the duplicates, and now i alr have 700+ photos...
i'm so tired right now. and i seriously need to stop using the com.
but i have so much more i want to post!!! all the music i've liked!!!
but i'll stop and go write my fan fic! hahaha.
Hy and I are trying to write, it's our 1st attempt at it though, so i dunno how it'll come out to be.

i decided to finish off all my tumblr pages today,
including all those that i've bookmarked for the past few days.
i purposely on the com earlier than usual to finish it up.
but until now, i'm still not finished yet. *sigh* fml.
i think i missed too much during the days that my modem was spolied.
and i still have so much i want to do.
let me list all the things i want to do...
1. edit the ringtones i want out off videos.
2. print fan-fic.
3. watch old korean music live shows.
4. watch latest korean music live shows. (i havent watch any of Taeyang's live perf yet!)
5. download all the songs i want.
6. finish my tumblr pages everyday.
7. track back some old photos of Beast.
8. organize my photos.
9. transfer all new dl-ed songs and pics into phone.
10. visit more of B2stRising!!!

that's all i can think of right now, i know i have more to do.
thus, due to the busy-ness, i wont spend as much time as i used too on my blog.
and i havent uploaded the pic of Hyunseung's earrings yet!
i bought one pair almost the same as his the other day.
i was pissed just now coz i couldnt find the pic, but i found it at last.
and the design is the same, round and has a star in the middle.
but his is silver with a dark blue/black star in the middle.
mine is black with white star in the mid.
i wanted to buy the white with black star, but out of stock!!! f those ppl who bought them!
gtg now. loads of stuff waiting for me to do!!

amazing

i found this on my tumblr dashboard.
and it's AWESOME!
it's a mashed-up of 30 different kpop songs of 2010!
from Shock, Y, NuABO, Bonamana, Oh, Huh, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang, Lollipop2 and lots more.
i really wished that i was so talented to do something like this.
i'll blog more tmr or monday.
i've been on tumblr for hours.
i've been bookmarking the pages that i stop at everyday for the last week.
and today is the day to finish seeing all of the pages.
and i have finish all of them except for one, it's alr at pg234, and still not finish yet.
i dunno when i bookmarked it. but i guess it's when my modem was spolied.
and i'm happy i bookmarked them, coz i missed out a whole load of stuff!!!
i gtg to sleep now, it's 2am ady. and my hands and feet are cold.
i need to get under my warm blanket and and fluffy pillow!
good night!
rmb to listen to the song!!!

so little time

i have so many things to do online, but there's so little time.
i bookmoarked so many sites i want to check out, but i just dont have the time.
i bookmarked a lot of Beast's fansites,
and a lot of fan-fics... i cant wait to read those...
and my precious blog, i feel like i dont come here as often as i did.
and i cant finish seeing all the pages of my Tumblr everyday... *sigh*
i'm a total fail... hahahaha.
my mum always ask me what i did in the afternoon while she's at work,
and i'll always say i'm busy.
and she'll always ask what kind of things i'm busy about,
and i just dont answer, coz i dunno what to say.
and tonight we are going to have a family night!!!
it was totally a last minute thing.
since last week, we said we wanted to go watch Toy Story 3.
then i found out that Jusco Tc cinema got 3D version, then i was excited,
then checked the schedule and found out only has on wed,
and friday's time is 5pm.
so i was like, ok, nvm then, we'll just buy the dvd.
then i mum asked whether other cinemas has it.
so i checked Leisure Mall's one.
it's been a long time since i've been there, i used to go there all the time with my mum and my friends.
and it's showing tonight! so my mum asked whether any of my friends wanted to come along,
but then i thought, i havent hung out with my family for some time,
so i thought to make it a family night and not ask friends to come along.
so i'm happy about it, need to get ready to go out later!
cant wait to eat popcorn!!!
and today was the day to collect our report cards!!!
woke up at 6.30am, and went at 7+am.
hy was 1st and i was 2nd to reach.
mine was simple and short, happy about it.
then Thaniel's was not good.
we should have gone to his class 1st then only mine.
gtg out now. bb

so many suprises

i found so many shocking things today and in just one hour's time.
1stly was G.Na's teaser. Doojoon cuddling her and all that skinship is just too over!
and secondly, i was checking my subscriptions on youtube and saw that
Varsity Fanclub uploaded a new song called Love Like This.
and recently i've been watching all those korean live music shows,
and heard SS501's song Love Like This.
i was like, is it the same song???? so i was curious and gave it a listen,
and it was the same!!!!!!!
Varsity Fanclub did an english version of SS501's Love Like This, and it's nice!
and then, a few days ago, i found a pic of Hyunseung with his eyes all red.
so i was sure that he just cried, so i wanted to find the video of it.
but i didnt have the time to find it.
so just now i saw it on Tumblr! and i was so f-ing happy.
but ended up crying after watching it...
Hyunseung said a bunch of touching things to his family members and it made me cry...*sobs*
and after watching that vid, i wanna change my answer for the kpop 30 day challenge
"which k-pop idol would you want as an older sibling."
i want HYUNSEUNG!!!!
in the video he said he regret for not being nice to his little sister,
and he even said that he loved her on radio!!! i want an oppa like him!!!!
watch and you'll know!!! and cryy....

super rookie

there's a new rookies female singer at Cube Ent.! called G.Na
and she just released her teaser today feat. Doojoon and Junhyung.
when i was ppl commenting on the teaser on Tumblr,
i was like, why didnt i know about this teaser????
so i faster went to youtube and watched it while squealing like hell!!!!!!
you know why??? watch it for urself!!!!!!!
there is so much skinship between GNa and DooJoon!!!
i'm not a Doojoon stan but i'm so damn jealous!!!
and Doojoon is so fucking gorgeous in the teaser!!!! OMG!!!
1st time of me squealing so badly for Doojoon.
WATCH IT!!! 37 seconds only!!! and i dunno how many times i have watched it ady.

unlucky me

a few ppl keep saying how lucky i am.
for having a great mum, and for having the freedom to do whatever i want.
i know i'm lucky in that way.
but no one knows how unlucky i am to be living this f-ing life.
living with a mum that works all day,
a mum that i only get to see for 1 hour a day.
living with two useless brothers that bully me since forever.
a brother that irritates me everyday,
and a brother that doesnt want to come home and see me although he has all the time in the world.
i'm only saying this coz i'm in a super bad mood.
my life is alr so f-ing bad, i'm trying my best everyday to make everyone's life good,
and my life too.
but it seems that all that hard work is wasted.
and some ppl in this world cant see that and they still want to make
my life harder and more miserable.
i want to watch Beast on tv tonight,
but the stupid tv in the living room got strike by lightning,
and the f-ing technicians havent come yet.
it's been one week alr for crying out loud!
i'm so damn pissed with the ppl here.
my mum alr called 3 or 4 technicians, and not even one has come.
it's like, fml!!!!!!!!!!
so i need to watch tv in my mum's room,
that means i cant squeal out loud!!!!!! but i guess my mum wont mind...
and i'm f-ing pissed that i cant find the stupid video i want!
what else am i pissed off about??? i think i'll just mention everything in one shot.
i'm pissed that nobody takes care of me.
i know i'm big enough to take care of myself but i'm so tired.
no one cooks for me, and three meals a day i have to cook for myself.
and i have to do every single thing myself.
when my mum sweeps the floor or mops the floor,
she doesnt even help me clean mine!
i used to be good and help out with everything,
but now... no. i need to be selfish sometimes, or else ppl will take advantage of me.
and last time, i rmb my primary school friends always used to take care of me.
they were all so much more mature than me,
so they always were there for me and took care of me.
last time i was never afraid to be alone, coz i was never alone.
nowadays, i'm more and more lonely. i feel like i'm always alone... *sobs*
i miss them so so much.... i used to be so happy with them.
now i'm all gloomy all the time although i dont show it much.
i dont like showing ppl how i feel when i'm down, or you can say that i like to keep my feelings to myself.
and the stupid internet isnt coorperating with me.
and B2strising keeps wanting me to sign in. although i just signed in minutes ago.
i'm so hungry right now and there's nothing yummy to eat.
and my skin condition recently is getting worse and worse.
and my confirmation camp is in less than one month.
wtf lar........... why must my life be like this.
and the other day when Nigel went to help me buy my facial cleanser in Sg,
the person said, the thing i want whole S'pore sold out ady...
i was like, WTH!!! i need it asap!! urgent!!!!!
and now i dunno where Nigel is, or i'm not sure where he is.
he has stopped telling me things ady.
and i dont tell him anything anymore. time changes everything.
and the f-ing cinema only shows 3D movies once a week. *urgh*
f those ppl who make my life miserable!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate u guys..................... i cant wait for the time to go to sleep and wake up feeling all the same things again. *pissed*
and most importantly, FML.

The K-Pop 30 Day Challenge :)

Day 30: A k-pop idol that has amazing eye smiles
the LAST day of Kpop 30 day challenge!!!!!!!!!!!!
i want to upload Dongwoon's or Hyunseung's pic.
but then i saw Nickhun's pic.
then i thought that i alr chose dongwoon and Beast for so many answers ady.
so i chose him!!! he is just so good looking.
i've been watching We Got Married, Nickhun and Victoria's parts and they are so cute tgt!
cant wait for the next epi.
he's literally shining and glowing everywhere he goes.



Day 29: A k-pop song you never get tired of
i really cant just choose one song that i dont get tired of.
there's Beast's songs and 4Men's songs and a lot of other various artists.
but i listen to Beast's Asia Version album everyday since the day i got it.
and i've never got tired of any of them. i never skip any of their songs.
Bad Girl is just one of them.

Hyunseung

i'm dedicating this special post to the pretty, fabulous and my new bias Hyunseung.
i've liked him from when i got to know Beast, but just not as much as now.
i started really really really liking him very much when i met him at the Hi-5 session.
he was just so beautiful.
the tumblr spam is making me into the mood of spamming too.
mayb i'll spam photos of other Beast members on other days.
i've always wanted to post loads of Hyunseung's pics up, but didnt get the chance to.
so enjoy! and see how pretty he is.

JANG HYUN SEUNG!!!!!

look at his jaw line! :O

he seriously needs to smile more.
i cant find any photos of him smiling during press conferences or interviews.

Hyunseung's bitch stare.
hahahahaa.

love his hair like this!!!!!!
cant get enough of it.
when can he show his hair like this again????

his necklace/string is always with him during the asia tour.

he's so pretty and graceful looking.
kikwang thinks so too,
he even said he wanted to marry hyunseung. hahahaha.

the best for the last!
i love this pic so so much.
this was the 1st pic i saw him with this hairstyle.
i was literally squealing when i saw it.
f-ing beautiful.
and he's like looking directly at the camera!


that's all for now.
i have so much more i want to post.
but there's a lot here ady.
mayb i'll post more some other time.

The K-Pop 30 Day Challenge :)

The K-Pop 30 Day Challenge :)

Day 28: Your favorite cover of an American song by a k-pop artist
today's challenge is super easy.
this must go to the talented Yang Yo Seob!!!
i havent listened to much american songs by kpop artists,
but this is by far my favourites.
the 1st is a song by Eric Benet - The Last Time.
i actually have so many that i like, but i cant post all of them up.
one is by Yoseob and Doojoon - Ordinary People
or Beast - A Good Man.



the second one is also a song of Eric Benet - Cracks of A Broken Heart.
i love this. i listen to it almost everyday.

stupid lightning.

i havent been online for 2 days.
due to the stupid and frightening lightning on Wednesday afternoon.
according to my uncle, he said he havent heard such a loud thunder before.
and this lightning was so disastrous to my house.
it striked the modem, the desktop, the dvd player, and the tv in the living room. and also my mum's room fan!!!!
i was so pissed! my mum had to on air-cond for the whole day from now on until the technician comes.
it's such a waste of electric and money but she has no choice.
and on Thurs i went with my mum to the computer shop to get the cpu fixed,
and also to buy a new modem. altogether, RM300+.
this lightning is costing us so much.
and mayb the dvd player and tv wont be able to work anymore, i hope it works, or else will need to buy new tv and new dvd player.
so much money just gone like that...*sigh*
and i've been missing out so much on tumblr, i dunno how i'm gonna find all those photos i miss.
like i said before, i hate missing out on photos, especially Beast's.
and taeyang's new songs and mv i havent even seen yet.
and the ppl on tumblr are like having a Beastly week for Beast.
they alr arranged the dates for each spam for each member.
ytd was Hyunseung's day! Today is Dongwoon's day!
two of my biases!!! but Yoseob's day is the 5th of July. so still need to wait.
i just finish organizing my files and pictures the other day and now there more coming in...
this will never end. how i hope i could automatically organize itself.
and tmr i will going to a camp/session in church.
i was not able to go at 1st due to my malay tuition,
but then the auntie told me that i can leave early.
i think they dont have enough ppl to participate, so now they need to call up ppl to go.
i just hope Dominic they all will be going so that i wont be alone.
although i'm not very close to them, at least i dont need to be alone.
i hate being alone all the time, but since i dont have many friends in church,
i'm kinda used to it ady.
i'm like the loner in church. i have no friends to talk to all the time and i'll be standing alone using the church's wi-fi to go onto tumblr. haha.
it's all bcoz i changed church when i was in standard 6.
then all my friends were at Sacred Heart Church,
it's hard to mix in with ppl who are alr friends and all are in groups in St.Joseph Church.
and plus, i went to chinese catechism 1st when i came to my current church.
all my friends are in the chinese class, and i'm in the english class...*sobs*
and like God forbids any girl to come to my class...
i've been the only girl in my catechism class since i joined. it's pathetic!
anyway... oh ya, Hueyying, the t-shirts i told you i wanted to buy!
i cant manage to upload to pics of them, so go here, B2stRising Spreadshirt and see the designs.
and ytd i purposely slept early so that i can wake up early to use the com,
but the f-ing Internet connection is so damn slow.
i cant even watch one episode of Music Core. *sigh*
luckily ytd i managed to finish watching We Got Married on PPS.
i wanted to watch it again, after i watched it on youtube.
it's super nice! especially when i can see Nickhun's gorgeous face.
now need to wait for their second episode. cant wait!!!
but i'll choose to use youtube to watch coz PPS all chinese subs, some words are hard to understand.
other than that, i feel like this week is the 1st week after the holidays.
the 1st week was all messed up due to the Beast event,
and i couldnt sleep at a normal time everyday.
i didnt feel tired everyday or hungry. so it was still like the holidays.
but this week, it's like, i'm whining everyday in school that i'm tired.
and i dont do my homework until late at night,
and i'm back to sleeping at 11.30pm and waking up at 6am.
back to the normal school life until the next holidays come.
i guess that's all for now. cant think of anything more to say.

The K-Pop 30 Day Challenge :)

Day 25: Your favorite k-pop music video
too much to choose from.
but in the end, i had to give it to my beastly boys. hhaha.
BAD GIRL!!! love it! and the effort they put into making it deserves this.


Day 26: Your favorite cover of a k-pop song by another k-pop artist
none other than YOSEOB!'s cover of Baby Baby.
his voice is just purely amazing, you'll know from all the videos i've post of him.


and Beast's cover of Despite Holding On.
you can hear how good Dongwoon's vocals are in this song.


Day 27: Your favorite dance battle
i have two. one from Beast vs. T-ara.
it's not coz i'm a b2uty so i'm saying this, but they really should have won that dance battle.
i totally didnt understand what T-ara was doing, their performance was...weird.


and another one 2PM vs. Super Junior!
i'm a fan of both groups.
although SuperJunior won the dance battle, but i liked 2PM's dance more.
love them in all white suits.