life is a bitch

i finally found the time to come blog.
i didnt have as much time as i had during the holidays so i'm only more free on weekends.
it's been a tiring 1st week of school after the holidays, especially today.
but bfore i start babbling about today, i'll share some things that happened during the last few days....

this was actually last week. the friday before school.
the day when Clenching A Tight Fist was released.
#bewareofbeast was trending~

2ne1 came out in the newspaper!
the last a kpop group had a full page in the english papers was SNSD.

Look at what my uncle bought!
lmao.
one day i came home from school and walked into my room and saw this bird-cage-looking thing.
then i was like, WTH?
then when i looked at it closely then only knew that it was a thing to kill mosquitoes.
ain't it cute?

ytd, Beast's title song Breath's teaser came out.
but Cube Ent annouced about it 10 hours bfore it was released.
at that time, i was alr asleep.
so i only knew about when i came home from school ytd.
when i opened my twitter, every B2uty was like, "HYUNSEUNG'S ABS!!!"
i was like, *o*!!! what did i miss?!
then i saw the link to the teaser, then i literally screamed out, and was lucky that it was raining,
so i dont think anyone heard me.
and at the beginning of the teaser, Junhyung was lying on the floor,
and i thought it was Kikwang becoz of his black hair.
then i saw Kikwang dancing in the rain, then HYUNSEUNG and his ABS!
then was i like, WOAH. How did he change so much in such a short time?
the teaser was so short. then i put the vid into my pendrive and quickly played it on the tv.

Mooncake festival was on Wednesday.
and guess what, i didnt eat any mooncakes... T_T.
i'm so pissed about it.
my mum and bro finished all of them before the festival.
i alr warned them to not finish it and keep it, but....sigh...
so, my mum wanted to go out and buy that night, but then she forgot.
then the next day she went to find, but no shops are selling anymore.....
so i'm pissed. becoz i was waiting to eat snow skinned mooncakes.

okay... about today.
i started using the com since i woke up. all the shows i wanted to watch were uploaded with subs ady. so i was so happy.
watched 2ne1 tv 1st, then Beast Idol Maid, but before i could watch WGM, my mum called me.
she asked me when i wanted to go for my facial.
i've tried avoiding this topic since she started asking.
bcoz i dont want to go for facials, i hate it.
but then my mum insisted. so i was like, what about today?
i wanted to get over with it asap.
so she made a reservation and i went at 11am.
not going to say much about it. bcoz i didnt like anything about it.
then my mum asked me continue going for facials for the next 5 weeks.
i was like..... what? can i not go?
but my mum has alr paid for it, so i just gotta endure it. T_T
so i was in a total bad mood since then, i barely said 10 words the whole day.
and i was emotionally unstable the whole day.
and to make my day worst, i had to go for catechism, and plus i was doing the reading today.
then my class had to go meet an auntie for something about our coonfirmation mass.
and we knew from her that our english class will be incharge of the responsaral psalms, which has to be SUNG! infront of the whole church that day.
and guess who got chose to do it???
correct, ME.
that's why life's a bitch.
i was the only girl, when the auntie said, if you dont want to do it, then sit down.
i didnt hav a chair to sit when the guys had.
there were only three guys there. and three of them sat down.
and i was like, i dont want to do it!
but then the auntie asked, do u want to do it?
i wanted to say no, but there was no one else that wanted to do it! so what choice did i have???
i was so pissed at those guys. useless ppl siince the 1st time i entered the class.
so i said, okay........ then i wanted to punch those guys so hard in the stomach!
afterthat, i just walked out of church furiously.
i was alr in a bad mood, and my emotions were reallt not stable.
and was alr tearing while i made my way to the toilet.
then when i loooked at my phone, i noticed the time, i had 10 more minutes till i do the reading.
i was like, Rachel...calm down, dont cry... deep breaths....
when i entred church, i was tearing up again.
then i was like, bare with it, finish the reading 1st. i was really scared that i was gonna cry on the alter. but lucikly i didnt.
before it was my turn, i kept breathing calming and telling myself that everything would be okay.
i've face so much things before, i'll be able to face this one too.
so i did okay with the reading, but not my best.




and when i reached home, saw a longer version of Beast's teaser, and was shocked.
what the hell happened to Dongwoon's hair??? his long hair has been cut so short!!!!!!!!!!
i actually alr saw it when i was in church while i was twitter.
but seeing it again, i just cant believe that they actually made his hairstyle like that!
i'm so pissed. and i'm not quite liking Hyunseung's hairdstyle either.
why must is be my two biases?????!!!! WAE!!!!
Yoseob's, Doojoon's, Kikwang's and Junhyung's hairstyle is so much more cooler than theirs.
sigh... i guess it's just not my day today.
i'm gonna cry myself to sleep now.
goodnight.

Can't wait.

Today is a big day for all B2utys.
one of the song from Beast's 3rd mini album came out today! it's called Clenching A Tight Fist!
you can hear it on my music player up there^!!!!
I was a failure. I woke up late today.
if u see my twitter, i tweeted at 1.30am ytd in bed saying that i couldnt go to sleep.
i had so much on my mind, and i just wasnt tired.
but eventually i think i fell asleep at 2am.
my rmb turning off my alarm clock on my phone at 8.45am.
but i dropped back to sleep right after that.
then at 9.45am, my mum called me to ask me to email her some files to her. i also heard her tell the person beside her that i just woke up. i hate it when she does that.
she makes me sound lazy. i admit that i am, but she doesnt need to tell everyone that.
so, when i saw the time, i was like, "OH SHIT! BEAST!"
the song was to be released at 10am KST, whick is 9am m'sia time.
then i jumped out of bed and on the laptop. then went to on the desktop and modem.
then quickly freshened up a bit, grabbed the box of brownies and sat down in front of the laptop.
then i went on twitter, and found that every B2uty was alr going crazy over the song!
i was like, fml. so i saw the link to the song on youtube.
i literally screamed out, then the song started playing, 1st hearing Kikwang, then Dongwoon's voice!!!!
I was so excited until i couldnt breathe!!! then Hyunseung's voice! Then the chorus of Yoseob's voice!!!!!!!! I was wow. this is good.
then the second time i played it. I listened very carefully to the music. and i started crying.
not becoz i'm a crazy fangirl, but their voices and the song is just so... sad.
especially Yoseob's chorus part. and Junhyung's rap.
he rapped so softly, not like his usual very hip-hop feel. like a lady's man. still very charismatic.
but i'm still not satisfied that Dongwoon only sang one part of the song.
every other member had more than one part. but it was really nice to be able to hear his voice.
Another huge news was out today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was literally jumping up and down around the room when it was announced!
Beast's 3rd mini album will be out on September 30th!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY BDAY!!!!! BEST BDAY PRESNT EVER!
too bad i'll have school that day, and Cube Ent. will sure release the songs in the morning.
and i'll only be able to hear them when i come home from school.
and plus i have piano lesson on thursdays. that means i'll only be able to focus on spazzing after lesson. fml.
but i need to be satisfied that it's on my bday!
and someone on twitter was alr asking b2utys to preorder Beast's mini album from her.
and i alr sent her an email for ordering. but she didnt give much details and i dont quite understand her. so i guess i'll still wait for a few more days before transferring the money to her.
and i hope that Beast will have a mv for Clenching A Tight Fist, it will be nice if they have it.





what else do i have to say???
oh... about G.Na....
G.Na is having a fan-meeting/ autograph session in S'pore on the 29th of September.
I want to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but... i cant. T_T
bcoz it's a Wednesday, and i have add maths tuition that day. and it's not that i cant skip, but it's a schooling day and i still need to go to school the next day.
last time with Beast, i alr missed one day of school. and i had to rush to S'pore right after school.
and my add maths tuition dont have any other time to replace.
and i dont have enough money to buy G.Na's album.
so to save my mum and my uncle to worry about me again.
and to save me a lot of trouble and problems, i decided not to go.
i've been thinking about this the whole night ytd, mayb that's why i couldnt get to sleep.
i feel so sad about this decision. becoz G.na has only had one fanmeet in Korea, and this Sg one will be her second. *sigh* i love her alot too.
but... i just need to forget about it for now. and hope she comes back again some other time.



i think that's all for now.
enjoy listening to Beast's new song. it's amazing.

Disney Princesses

so this is a fanmade video for Hyunseung during his bday.
it's totally awesome.
watch it for urself and see.
they edited all the disney princesses' hairstlye into Hyunseung's hairstyle, and it's done perfectly without any flaws.
i wished i could edit things like them too. but i'm not good in these stuff.

music.

fyi, for those who doesnt know, the fabulous 2NE1 just released their 1st full album To Anyone on 09.09.2010!
it's too bad i cant buy it now. coz i'm broke and it's super super expensive.
but i'm alr setting their songs on replay on my iTunes. haha.
they have three title songs this this.
which is something really rare, mayb it hasnt even been done by any other atrist yet!
becoz it's a huge risk to release three title songs in the music industries these days.
but i guess YG has confidence in their girls.
i have confidence in them too! it's just the 2nd day since their album has released and they are alr topping charts like bosses!!!
i'm so proud of 2NE1.
and i wake up early these two days just to wait for their mv to be released.
ytd, Clap Your Hands had been released. it's amazing.
today, Go Away mv was released. story lines mvs are the best! definitely one of the best MV i've ever seen.
and tmr, it'll be Can't Nobody!!!!!!!!!! i cant wait! i bet it'll be awesome. the song is alr awesome.





ytd before i slept, i thought of something interesting and i wanna share about it.
i was listening to 2ne1's songs before i slept but the last song i chose to listen to was Justin Timberlake's Never Again.
and i thought that if someone asked me to choose between english songs and korean songs, which would i choose???
both genres are great.
but in today's music industry, i realize that all songs are all about the beats and auto-tunes.
2ne1's new songs are like that too, there's loads are loud beats and auto-tunes.
not that i dont like it, but sometimes i still love listening to their voices.
and the kpop industry is so competitive these days.
just look at how many rookie groups debuted this year, and there's still more to come.
it's hard for 2ne1 not to have all these beats that everyone loves in their songs.
but when i listen back to all those old english songs that i've loved since the 1st time i've heard them, i relised that i love them for their beautiful voices and meaningful lyrics, and it's so hard to find songs like nowadays.
it's like no one listens to these kind of songs ady. and i miss them so much.
everything is moving by so fast, even the songs. everyone listens to them for one month then the next month they've alr forgetten about them.
i just wished that all these things can slow down.

2NE1 on my tv! in full hd.
i dl-ed the mv and played through usb.

Dara working that eye-makeup like a boss.

TO ANYONE!!!!

lol. Dara. yo yo yo~

i'm loving Bom's red hair! she's so beautiful with it.

loving my nails too~

a day out

i'm lazy to say much.
erm... where should i start?
we went by bus. reached cs just before it started pouring cats and dogs. luckily.
then we walked from ground floor slowing up each floor.
buying all the stuff we wanted.
i walked into each shop selling shoes to find a pair that i liked.
but all that i like was too expensive or didnt have my size. T_T

then we went to take neoprints~

*wink*

neoprints are out!

after lunch, continued to find my shoes.
there was this pair at Padini that i liked so much.
but... smallest size was 7.
my feet are size 5... T_T
i get my small feet from my mum.
i also realized that i get my high cheek bones from my mum too.
so the photo above shows us with our sour feet at the shoe shop.
finally found a pair, not my fav but i like it a lot though.
and once i showed the shoes to my mum,
her reaction was what i expected,
she said, "These are too high, you'll fall in them."
then she wore them and walked around the house. hahaha.
and she pretended to fall and walked like a crippled. rofl.


i also bought my pearl midnight blue nail colour.
and when i reached home only i rmb-ed that i needed to buy a orange-red color that i wanted.
haiz... i was so happy when i found the blue that i forgot my fav color.
other than that, i bought my new earphones.
my old ones are acting weird.
luckily the sound quality of these new ones are good. i'm liking them.
just in time to use them to listen to all my new songs.

in the bus on the way home.

reached home with aching calves and a headache.

my own first heels~
it's always my dream to own a pair of my own heels since i was a little girl.
i still rmb that i used to wear my mum's heels all the time lat time.
and these heels make my small feet look smaller.

other stuff i bought!

random. my cute Lala indoor slippers.
i love them.

random. my favourite necklace.

09092010! 2NE1's comeback!
9+9+2+1=21~

my pearl midnight blue coloured nails~ nice?
the colour is really dark.
but i love dark colours.
especially when it sparkles under the light.

okay... since i opened a Twitter account, i dont think i'll be updating my blog that often.
i'm lazy to update on stuff so just enjoy the photos.

this was on my mum's bday, we went foor her company's buka puasa dinner.
i didnt have enough time to do my hair so i just tied it up.

the dinner was at Hotel Selesa.
and one of my mum's colleague kept pronouncing it was Hotel Selasa.

i know it doesnt look appetitsing, but i ate two bowls of ice cream that day.
ice creams with loads of chocolate syrup~ yummy~

the three of us.
the ceiling was kinda like a mirror.

the day we went to celebrate my mum's bday!

i loved my hair that day.
spent quite sometime on it too.
put in some effort for my mum's bday.

my mum's bday cake!

mugging hard for the stupid exams.

i dunno if you can see clearly,
theres like 7 or 8 tabs in one window.
this was on Hyunseung's bday, and twitter had so much stuff.
and none of the tabs were working efficiently,
i was totally pissed.
plus we b2utys didnt manage to trend Princejang due to stupid

my current nails.
it isnt perfect coz it was my 1st attempt.
actually it's my second coz the 1st time's was ruined while i went to sleep.
my nails arent long enough...