Saturday, September 25, 2010

life is a bitch

i finally found the time to come blog.
i didnt have as much time as i had during the holidays so i'm only more free on weekends.
it's been a tiring 1st week of school after the holidays, especially today.
but bfore i start babbling about today, i'll share some things that happened during the last few days....
this was actually last week. the friday before school.
the day when Clenching A Tight Fist was released.
#bewareofbeast was trending~

2ne1 came out in the newspaper!
the last a kpop group had a full page in the english papers was SNSD.

Look at what my uncle bought!
lmao.
one day i came home from school and walked into my room and saw this bird-cage-looking thing.
then i was like, WTH?
then when i looked at it closely then only knew that it was a thing to kill mosquitoes.
ain't it cute?

ytd, Beast's title song Breath's teaser came out.
but Cube Ent annouced about it 10 hours bfore it was released.
at that time, i was alr asleep.
so i only knew about when i came home from school ytd.
when i opened my twitter, every B2uty was like, "HYUNSEUNG'S ABS!!!"
i was like, *o*!!! what did i miss?!
then i saw the link to the teaser, then i literally screamed out, and was lucky that it was raining,
so i dont think anyone heard me.
and at the beginning of the teaser, Junhyung was lying on the floor,
and i thought it was Kikwang becoz of his black hair.
then i saw Kikwang dancing in the rain, then HYUNSEUNG and his ABS!
then was i like, WOAH. How did he change so much in such a short time?
the teaser was so short. then i put the vid into my pendrive and quickly played it on the tv.

Mooncake festival was on Wednesday.
and guess what, i didnt eat any mooncakes... T_T.
i'm so pissed about it.
my mum and bro finished all of them before the festival.
i alr warned them to not finish it and keep it, but....sigh...
so, my mum wanted to go out and buy that night, but then she forgot.
then the next day she went to find, but no shops are selling anymore.....
so i'm pissed. becoz i was waiting to eat snow skinned mooncakes.


okay... about today.
i started using the com since i woke up. all the shows i wanted to watch were uploaded with subs ady. so i was so happy.
watched 2ne1 tv 1st, then Beast Idol Maid, but before i could watch WGM, my mum called me.
she asked me when i wanted to go for my facial.
i've tried avoiding this topic since she started asking.
bcoz i dont want to go for facials, i hate it.
but then my mum insisted. so i was like, what about today?
i wanted to get over with it asap.
so she made a reservation and i went at 11am.
not going to say much about it. bcoz i didnt like anything about it.
then my mum asked me continue going for facials for the next 5 weeks.
i was like..... what? can i not go?
but my mum has alr paid for it, so i just gotta endure it. T_T
so i was in a total bad mood since then, i barely said 10 words the whole day.
and i was emotionally unstable the whole day.
and to make my day worst, i had to go for catechism, and plus i was doing the reading today.
then my class had to go meet an auntie for something about our coonfirmation mass.
and we knew from her that our english class will be incharge of the responsaral psalms, which has to be SUNG! infront of the whole church that day.
and guess who got chose to do it???
correct, ME.
that's why life's a bitch.
i was the only girl, when the auntie said, if you dont want to do it, then sit down.
i didnt hav a chair to sit when the guys had.
there were only three guys there. and three of them sat down.
and i was like, i dont want to do it!
but then the auntie asked, do u want to do it?
i wanted to say no, but there was no one else that wanted to do it! so what choice did i have???
i was so pissed at those guys. useless ppl siince the 1st time i entered the class.
so i said, okay........ then i wanted to punch those guys so hard in the stomach!
afterthat, i just walked out of church furiously.
i was alr in a bad mood, and my emotions were reallt not stable.
and was alr tearing while i made my way to the toilet.
then when i loooked at my phone, i noticed the time, i had 10 more minutes till i do the reading.
i was like, Rachel...calm down, dont cry... deep breaths....
when i entred church, i was tearing up again.
then i was like, bare with it, finish the reading 1st. i was really scared that i was gonna cry on the alter. but lucikly i didnt.
before it was my turn, i kept breathing calming and telling myself that everything would be okay.
i've face so much things before, i'll be able to face this one too.
so i did okay with the reading, but not my best.




and when i reached home, saw a longer version of Beast's teaser, and was shocked.
what the hell happened to Dongwoon's hair??? his long hair has been cut so short!!!!!!!!!!
i actually alr saw it when i was in church while i was twitter.
but seeing it again, i just cant believe that they actually made his hairstyle like that!
i'm so pissed. and i'm not quite liking Hyunseung's hairdstyle either.
why must is be my two biases?????!!!! WAE!!!!
Yoseob's, Doojoon's, Kikwang's and Junhyung's hairstyle is so much more cooler than theirs.
sigh... i guess it's just not my day today.
i'm gonna cry myself to sleep now.
goodnight.


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