so many things to say

ytd i went to cs with Hy, S and Hs.
i didnt plan to go at 1st, coz of the lack of money.
but then i thought that this is the last time we'll be going out tgt before school starts.
and that really sucks.
so in the end i went with them. and we went to Neway.
then we went walking around buying things.
i only bought a bottle of nail varnish in gold.
i cant stand it when the sales girl are so nice, and i've always wanted a gold colour nail varnish.
i duuno what else to say.
i had a same dream for i think 3 days about a new student in school.
it was so weird. i usually dont have many dreams that i rmb, but i seem to be thinking about all the time.
freaks me out a little.
btw, school gonna start. and i'm majorly scared and not ready to give up my holidays yet.
*urgh* but i'm excited too. but more scared.
i've chose to go into accounts next year.
i've always knew that i wanted to be in science class since i knew there was a thing called science class.
but that day when i was buying new uniforms and school shoes, Hs asked me about it, and i started thinking about my future and decided to go into accounts class.
my mum is hugely suggesting me to go into accounts and my uncle thinks its better for me, coz he doesnt want to see me suffer like Nigel did last time.
mayb it's just that i've changed so much since last time.
i'm supposed to be going out with my primary school friends tmr.
they wanted to come to Molek to countdown at 1st, but then they changed their plans.
they now are asking me to go to cs.
i think i wont be going.
although i'm quite brave sometimes, but i hate being alone.
and i dont want to go to cs alone and meet them there.
i want someone to go with me. but there's nobody to go with me. *sigh*
i feel really bad for not going out with them all the time.

Another Great Song

okay... today, i was listening to the radio as usual.
and i got bored of listening to 98.7fm. but i got bored of the song they were playing, so i switched stations and it was such a coincidence that i heard this song called According To You by a girl called Orianthi.
i loved the intro, and i knew that i was gonna be a song that i liked, so i turned up the volume.
i love good intros. so if the intro is nice, i'll mostly love the song too.

Tagged

20 Things ABOUT YOU!

Say 20 things random things about urself~ anything or everything.

1. I like to play my fav songs very loud and put them on replay.
2. I love baking things.
3. I listened to my fav songs when i'm sad or angry, and i'll be back to normal instantly.
4. I like reading story books.
5. I like flipping through magazines.
6. I stare at beautiful ppl.
7. I love sleeping in my own bed.
8. I'm currently in love with One Tree Hill.
9. I love watching tv. all kinds of tv series.
10. I hate it when ppl are sad or angry bcoz me. i feel really bad about it.
11. I hate crying in front of other ppl. so i dont think many ppl have seen me cry.
12. I hate being selfish. but sometime i have no choice, or else i wont get what i want.
13. I am a lazy person, and i hate myself for it.
14. I hate eating veggies, but i always force myself to eat them.
15. My always-used-phrase is omg and oh shit. coz i'm very clumsy all the time, so i always say oh shit.
16. I dont trust ppl easily.
17. I love all kinds of songs and i just cant live without them.
18. I play the piano, but i'm not good in it, and i feel like giving up.
19. I like to write in my diary coz i dunno how to explain some things to ppl and i dont want to forget the good feelings that i've been through.
20. I hate being alone.

Tag to....
1. everyone that sees this.
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Family Trip

on Christmas day, my family and i went to Pulai Spring for a holiday.
it was a big mistake to go on a public holiday.
there was so many ppl there.
i met my cousin there too. actually it's second-cousin.
i dunno how many cousins i have, but the one i saw was a new born one. and one more was still a baby. if i really want to find all my cousins, i dunno how many there'll be.
i dont even know their names.
i just hav a big family i guess...
okay... back to my holiday.
we went swimming once we checked in, but after a while, it started raining.
so we went back into the hotel room to play cards. then when the rain stopped, Nigel, Sharon and i went down again. but Sharon forgot to bring her swimming suit, so she couldnt go into the pool.
coz the life guard was very strict and fierce.
then Sharon was sick, she had a cold. so went to buy medicine for her.
then we went to the Jusco nearby for dinner. we went to sushi king.
then we bought fruits back to the hotel room.
i kept sneezing the whole night, mayb bcoz of swimming.
then i played with Thaniel in the room. it was a two-room apartment. so my mum was watching tv in the hall.
then we had maggie mee for supper, and we drank our sparkling juice too.
i'm lazy to talk about more things... coz nth much happened.
so just look at the photos...

haha. this was so damn funny. Nigel rolled up his pants coz he didnt want to wet his pants.

this was taken from our hotel room balcony.

we had dinner at sushi king.
and the red background was nice, so my mum took a photo of Nigel and Sharon in their couple tees.

in my room. with Thaniel in the background.
there was insufficient lights around, so it's dark in this photo.

we were playing cards in the park before we went visiting.
the cards were flying everywhere.
it was a stupid idea.

christmas photos

these are the photos that were taken on Christmas eve.
i wasnt looking that good actually. coz i was very tired.
and my was so frustrated with my hair and my eyes werent use to the contact lens yet.
and my dress was a little loose.
but i'm glad i wasnt very ugly.
there's not many photos...

Mummy~

my idiotic brother Thaniel.
Nigel was at Sharon's, so didnt get to take photos of him.

i took a lot of photos, but only this one turned out nice.
and my mum kept forcing me to say "cheese"! hahaha

busy christmas

so i wanted to blog about this ytd but i was so busy.
1stly, i didnt get enough sleep ytd, i slept at 3 or 4 am and woke up at 7.30am.
and Susann came over to my house at 8am.
we talked for a while. then at 10am, Nigel fetched us to school to take our results.
it was kinda nerve recking.
i wasnt really scared at 1st. i dunno why. but when it was my turn to sit on the chair in front of the teacher, my heart was thumping so fast.
when the teacher showed me my results, i wasnt really happy at 1st. but at least it's what i expected from myself. i knew what i was weak in and not confidence in.
so i got 6A2B. Chinese and History got B. haiz. i knew it.
but i was really happy afterwards, and when Pn.Sim said there were only 24students that got A in malay, i was so proud of myself for getting A for it.
when i entered the car after that, the 1st song that was playing was Kesha's Tick Tock.
i was like, omg~ I love this song. what a coincidence.
then i went home, my mum was happy, my uncle wasnt really satisfied. only straight A is enough for him.
my mum was really happy coz i was the only one in the family that did good in exams.
then my mum took me to buy dresses for xmas.
we went to the boutiques in molek. and i bought 2 very nice dresses.
my mum said that one was my xmas present and one was for my results.
i wanted a phone for my results but my mum said she promise me that she'll buy it when she has her bonus next year.
at least she promised right?
then we went to Tesco, we bought some things for our xmas eve dinner and drinks and snacks for the Nigel's christmas party.
and i also bought my contact lens there. very happy.
it seemed to be a very happy day~
then when we reached home, we started baking the sugee cake. then we baked pies.
which were are very delicious.
i was so tired when i was baking the pies, it wasnt that easy to make the dough and my hands were really tired.
then my mum cooked spaghetti for dinner, coz she was too tired to cook much.
but it was delicious and i was very hungry coz i didnt have a full breakfast and lunch.
then i started to get ready to go to church.
(i will post the photos some other time.)
luckily we reached church early, coz it was a full house.
i sat with Wendy. she cut short her hair ady, nearly didnt recognize her.
then mass ended at 11.30pm.
we started wishing everyone merry xmas.
it was really nice. and i saw someone that wore the same colour dress and same colour jacket as me.
it was so embarrassing coz we kept staring at each other.
then we went home and opened our presents.
Nigel's friends came over. they played mahjong again.
and i ate a lot of cookies and pies and cakes.
then at 2.30am, i went to sleep. i wanted to stay up longer, but i was really really tired.
it was the 1st night that i didnt have any problem sleeping.
and i couldnt wake up this morning, i was so damn tired.
and i'm going to Pulai Spring in another half an hour.
still waiting for Nigel to come home from Sharon's place.
i'll be taking a lot of photos there and i'll post them up when i'm free.
bye for now.

photos

these are the pictures of the day i put up my christmas tree...
there's nothing special actually...just thought of showing it to u guys.

the bare tree.

after decoration. sry that the lighting's isnt good enough.

this is when the lights are on. nice right?
i like to stare at it all the time.
to see the lights changing it's colours.

my bro and i were playing around. and he didnt want me to take pictures of him.
haha.

me, being a fake angel with a fake halo. lol.

cant wait for xmas

okay... where should i start...
i think i'll start from friday...
i woke up just in time for my piano lesson. i thought my mum was going to be home coz it was a public holiday. but she went back to the office to finish some work.
she came back at 6pm.
at 7 something, we went out. we wanted to go shopping.
but Nigel asked us to go picked him up from City Square.
and we waited for him for a long time. and bcoz it was friday, so the traffic jam was horrible.
when Nigel reached, it was alr 9pm.
when we reached Danga City Mall, it was alr 9.15pm.
we were all so hungry but my mum said to go shopping 1st before we eat, coz if we ate 1st, the shops will be all closed once we finish eating.
my mum decided to go there bcoz of Metrojaya. my mum loves to go there.
i didnt used to like it coz there were not much clothes i liked there.
but now i think i changed, so i like most of the things there, coz they're more sophisticated.
and the jewelry, the decorations and house hold things are just so nice. i liked them all.
and i saw a pink dustbin which i fell in love with. but it was RM40.
RM40 for one pink dustbin. wth!
and i was trying to find a pink photo album but couldnt find one.
when i was searching for it, the mall was about to close.
so we left, but my mum said we will go back next week, i hope she means that.
so we went for supper at McD. i had my fav chicken nuggets.
reached home at about 11pm.
and the stupid internet connection was so damn slow i couldnt watch One Tree Hill.
and on Saturday, nothing much happened in the afternoon.
i watched Angus Thongs and Perfect Snogging before i went to church.
and during mass, i sat with Dominic. which was really awkward.
we didnt hav much to say. and we were just very quiet.
there was just loads of awkward-silence-moments. really weird.
then my mum brought us to jusco. coz i was bugging her to buy christmas decors.
we were supposed to buy them on friday but couldnt find any nice ones.
and in jusco, i was just too desperate to find nice ones alr, coz i was alr pissed for not putting the christmas tree up earlier.
in the end, my mum bought some not-so-nice silver decors.
i wanted gold. but my mum wanted to buy the cheaper one.
so i told her that next year, we must get nice ones.
after that at about 9pm, we went for dinner-or you can call it supper- at a chinese restaurant.
then once we reached home, Nigel helped me take out the christmas tree.
and i started decorating it. pictures will be in the next post.
i love decorating every year. but my mum wants it to be simple this year.
but honestly, i hate the silver coloured decors.
my pink ones last year were so much better.
and today... wasnt any interesting.
i watched the older version of The Christmas Carol. and i watched a movie called Surviving Christmas. then i watched One Tree Hill.
so it's hasnt been quite meaningful.
i just cant wait for christmas and i cant wait to go out shopping with my mum again.
i just love going out with her. coz we barely spend some quality time tgt.
tmr will be another boring day... haiz... mayb i'll just watch dvds the whole day...

Amazing voice

this is a video i got from one of my friend's tumblr.
this girl's name is IU. i know, weird name.
but she has an amazing voice. and i like the songs she covered too.
and this is why i love acoustic songs.
coz when the singer starts singing, everyone will be in silence and all you can hear is the sound of the acoustic guitar and the singer's amazing voice.
Fyi, in case you dont know the songs she sung, the songs are Gee by Girl's Generation. Lies by Big Bang. Sorry Sorry by Super Junior.




this is a song by IU. it's a song from her album.
i posted this song not bcoz i like it, it's just to let u know what songs she's singing.
and if u watched the other video above, you'll notice that her voice can do better than singing some kind of kid's songs.
and this is what her company is making her sing. she can do so much better than that.

random stuff

i'll be blogging about some random stuff today. coz i've got not much to say.
1stly, when my piano teacher came today, i suddenly rmb-ed last year when she came, near christmas, my christmas tree was alr up in the corner. but this year it's not up yet!
it's all bcoz of my mum.
she keep saying she want to go buy a new christmas tree but keep saying she's busy.
and i'll sure want to buy new decorations for the tree.
since today is a holiday, i hope my mum can bring us to go buy it.
i want the tree to be up by today.
next week is christmas ady!
it's the most wonderful time of the year.
and my mum said later in the evening, she'll take us downtown for christmas shopping.
i hope i can find a nice dress for christmas mass.



other than that, Jackson sms-ed and said that our PMR results will be out on the 24th.
which is christmas eve.
but my mum said she saw online that our results will be out on the 30th.
but i think it's the 24th.
a few weeks before, Sebastian asked me when my results will be out, i said near christmas.
he was like, Haha. Die lar you..
i was like, Ya... so damn unlucky. another big chirstmas present to receive.
and iy may be the best present ever or the worst.
i dont care right now.
i just want to enjoy the time left before school starts again.
and the tiredness will be back all over again, and the hot weather that i hate so so much.


ytd, i went to my mum's office to work. and i asked Susann to come along with me.
coz the work was urgent and i was scared that i couldnt finish it alone, and i dont like being alone.
it was very very urgent.
my mum's colleague kept standing beside us asking us to be faster.
he needed to submit the plans by 2.30pm.
but when we finish, it was alr 3pm.
it's not our fault of course. we were alr very fast. and i dont know how i could have done it without Susann's help.
i was very tired when i woke up bcoz i woke up very early that morning.
and ytd i watched Project Runway's season finale.
it was so nice~ i loved the dresses they made. but too bad... the designer i liked wasnt the winner.
and after that i watched One Tree Hill. the episode i watched ytd was so scary, it was like a horror movie. one of the actress was being chased by a psychopath who pretended to be her brother.
and when they played back all the horrible things that happened in her life, i almost cried.
it's like, how can some one's life be so miserable and so much disasters happening to her.
i just love One Tree Hill so much. i would be watching it now but Nigel brought the laptop to school so i cant watch it.

songs that i like

the 1st songs is this. Paramore's Brick By Boring Brick.
i liked it the 1st time i heard it on the radio.
and i love Hayley Williams~
her voice is just so powerful. i always get suprised by her voice, especially in this music video.
she sits on the swing in a white cute dress with blond hair.
you just wont imagine her voice would be so powerful.





next is this song, it's a really fun song.
it's Kesha's Tick Tock.
i love singing along to this song.

singapore trip

ytd i went to S'pore with my family.
my mum wanted to see the christmas lightings. but when we reached there, she said the chirstmas lightings weren't as nice as last time's.
i alr forgot how it looked like last time.
we went to orchard road. went to all the shopping centres.
there were a lot of sales, but my mum keep saying not worth buying.
so we just walked around. and we ate asian food for dinner.
i ate japanese food. it was quite nice. but i forgot to take pictures, i only took a few of myself.
in the end, Sharon bought a handbag from Tangs.
and bought two pair of shoes from Cotton On and Sharon bought two pair of slippers from Cotton On. it was cheap so i bought them.
ytd was also Thaniel's bday.
we left S'pore at 11pm. reached jb aat 12am. and reached molek at 12.30am. so we went for supper before going home, coz we were are hungry.
reached home at 1am. and i went to sleep at 2am.
i was really tired. so i woke at 12.30pm today. i love sleeping in~

a busy day

ytd, i was out all day. so i was quite tired by night.
and i thought it'll be easier for me to fall asleep since i was tired, but it was the same, i tossed and turned on my bed for more than one hour before i fell asleep.
and on friday night/saturday early morning at 4am only i slept due to Nigel and his friend's noisiness. and i woke up at 9.30am ytd morning so i only slept for a few hours.
i woke up early to go for my haircut. i didnt want my hair to be all messy when i went out with Susann and HueyYing to City Square.
i finished my haircut at 10.30am. i wanted to call my mum to fetch me home but her phone was busy and she received sms at 11.10am.
i was supposed to go to Susann's house at 11am.
so i was late. Sry hy and s that i was late, i didnt mean to.
so i was in a hurry when i reached home. my bro and his friends were all still asleep at that time.

when we reached cs, we went to Neway.
had a great time there.
then we went walking around, and i bought a pair of shoes. so happy, coz i finally found one that i like and it was affordable.
i am quite picky when it comes to shoes.
then at Etude House i bought a new hair brush which is better for my hair.
then we went to Coffee Bean. i ordered my favourite Hazelnut Coffee.
i always ordered that. Susann wanted to try a new flavour, Malibu Dream, which didnt end up nice. too bad. it was a waste.
HueyYing ordered Double chocolate.
after that, we went walking around again.
at Padini, Susann asked me to help her try out shoes there. coz the sample shoe was always my size.
the shoes there are all so nice~ but my mum wont buy them for me. *sobs*
then we went walking around again until 5.30pm.
we went back to Susann's house. and HueyYing's dad sent me back.
when i reached home, no one was home. they all went to church ady.
so i used the com for a while. at 7pm, my mum came to fetch me out for dinner.
we wanted to go to Jusco, but i suggested not to, coz i didnt want to go squeeze with the crowd there.
so we ended up going to Giant.
i bought some clothes there since they were on sales. Thaniel bought shoes.
and when i was at the shop, and i was looking around the stuff, and this sales guy kept following me around, at first i didnt notice him, then one time when i turned around to look at something else, that guy was standing right behind me, and i nearly knocked him, i got a fright, and he got a fright too. but when i asked him about something, he was so shy, and so soft i couldnt even hear him. but he was quite cute. *laughs*
and i watched Miss World ytd night.
saw my bro's friend, Pilar, which was representing S'pore.
the winner was from a country that i forgot the name of.
a country i never heard of. my geography isnt that good.

pictures are below......

in Neway. the lighting wasnt that good.

my hazelnut coffee

Susann saw handsome guy walking in. hahahaha

untitled again

today i was supposed to go out with my primary classmates, but i didnt feel like going and i totally forgot about it until today.
Amanda asked me to confirm with her whether i was going and i totally forgot.
when i rmb-ed, it was alr 1pm. and they we were supposed to meet at the cinema at 1pm.
so i thought that i better not sms them.
i feel really sry to them.
and during the holidays, i actually only eat one meal a day.
coz i wake up late, so i dont need breakfast. then sometimes i'm too lazy to cook lunch if my mum doesnt buy food for me.
so i'll just skip rather then spend a few minutes cooking instant noodles.
and when it's dinner time, i eat at 7 something or 8.
but it's natural, coz i dont use much energy during the holidays.
all i do is sit on the couch and watch tv or sitting in front of the comp watching tv series.
that's also why i cant sleep at night, coz i'm not tired at all.
and when school starts, i get really tired and hungry all the time.
i eat all three meals and loads of snacks during tea time. and i sleep for only 6 or 7 hours. which is not enough for me.
during the holidays, i always sleep more than 9 hours. unless i have something on, then i'll wake up early.



i went to develope some of my photos ady.
i was so happy when i went to collect them, and if i knew it was so cheap to develope them, i would have developed more.
most of the photos are all from my Labuan trip.
those were really happy memories~ and i love the photos of the beaches~
so now, all i have to do is to get my mum to buy me a really cute photo album to put all my photos in.
i cant wait to go christmas shopping! but my mum seems to be so busy recently. *sigh*
i guess that's all for now.

good day

i woke up at 11.30am today. supposed to wake at 9am, but didnt make it.
then Hy came my house at about 1pm.
then i helped her do her nails, i should have waited to today to paint my nails, but i was too excited to try out my new nail colour. it's a glittery red, really beautiful. i saw it on Seventeen and fell in love with it.
found a new colour that i love on Seventeen of O.P.I's collection called No Spain No Gain.
i like it that O.P.I have all different names for all their nail polish.
the colour i like is a very luscious kind of berry colour.
then we watched Paranormal Activity, i am so glad that i waited to watched it with Hy today, i dunno how i can watch it alone, and it's so much more fun watching it with someone else.
i want to drag Nigel to watch it with me another time, but he says he wanna watch it with Sharon. *ish* i want to watch with him and see how he responses to it.
it literally was the scariest movie i've ever watched.
it's so real! it's really real. not like those CGI things like Exorcist or others.
the ghost or demon or monster thing really had a shadow and footprints and it really touched the bedsheets and it pulled the girl out of the bed and bit her.
in the end, the girl was possessed by the ghost and she stabbed her bf and she was shot by the police in the end.
it was really too bad that when the guy was stabbed, the camera wasnt beside them, i would really want to see how she killed him. i'm vicious right? haha.
i would definitely watch it again.

then i went to church.
i was doing the 1st reading and the psalms today.
but guess what???
when i stepped out of my mum's car, Vivesha came and told me that i was also doing the 2nd reading.
i was like, wth is going on??? why do i need to do that?
then i went to find the person in charge in this, and she told me that the 2nd reader wasnt able to come and they couldnt find another person to replace her.
i was like, there are so many ppl in this church and u couldnt find 1 person to do a reading.
that really sucked.
but instead, i wasnt that nervous today.
and after mass, everyone was like asking, why did u need to do 2 readings??
so i needed to explain to everyone over and over again.
coz someone to read all the readings at a mass at the same time is something you dont get to see everyone and it's not normal.


then my mum and i went for dinner at Old Town.
i ordered my fav Hazelnut White Coffee~ love it!
tmr i will be going for my facial. i really dont like it.
but i just need to bear with it for just a few more weeks. and i really want to go develope some of my photos.
i dont know whether i'll be able to do it tmr.
that's all for now. bye.

bored

i suddenly feel really down, for no reason, just so randomly.
mayb i'm just really bored.
i really want to watch One Tree Hill now, but my bro is using the laptop and he is sure not to give in to me.
was playing maple, but got bored. and the internet is so damn slow, so it's taking a long time to buffer the videos.
and i'm getting bitten by mosquitoes. *icthy*
hmmm...
i'll just blog about random stuff then...
i really should go for a haircut ady... my hair is so messy all the time.
i want to go get my hair rebonded!!!
but with my facial every week, i dont think i can.
coz i will keep needing to pin my hair up all the time during this period when i'm having my facials coz i need to keep my face clean all the time.
so if i have my hair done, i wont be able to pin them for a few days.
so i think i'll bare with my hair right now, and decide for more of it after my facials are over.

Christmas is around the corner.
my mum said she'll bring us to Pulai Spring on the 25th. just to have a change rather than staying at home or visiting ppl the whole day.
i dunno whether they will have christmas carolling this year, everybody seems to be so busy recently.
i'm sure to bake my choc cookies for christmas. i'll go buy those things to cut my dough into cute shapes, so that it'll be special.
mayb i'll make chocolate truffles too. i love that, but it's very troublesome to make, it makes my hands all dirty, but for christmas, mayb i'll sacrifice a little.
and i cant wait to put up the christmas tree ady~ i hope my mum will buy a new tree and new decorations, i'm getting sick of the old ones ady.

i dunno when they'll be having confessions at church, coz i'm always very nervous about it.
and i'll be doing the reading for mass this Saturday. *sigh* i hate it.
it's like a commitment now...

erm... and i dont know when my mum is going to take us Christmas shopping.
i wanted to go to jusco today coz there was another member day, but i was too lazy to go out, i was so tired.

what else...


having a movie day with Hy, S and Hs(dunno whether she can make it).
gonna watch horror flicks. i wanted to watch some chick flicks but i dont think there's enough time. and not everyone likes my choice of movies. i love chick flicks, whether they're popular or not. but most of them are almost alike.

i think that's all for now.
got nth better to do ady... i think i'll go to my bed and toss and turned until 3am before i will fall asleep. nitez.