kinda happy today

today when i was on my school bus, i sat beside the window, and when my bus reached a traffic light, i saw a baby in a car looking and smiling at me. He(i think it was a 'he') was sooo cute~ and he even waved at me. i think he kept laughing, so his mother looked out the window and saw me smiling at him. and when the traffic light turned green, the baby waved at me again, and i waved back. the baby just made my day! and today,I kept thinking of whether to go to a friend's party(people who know me well will know who i'm talking about) , but in the end I decided not to go. just becoz of a few reasons, and susann decided that we should bake cakes together the next school holiday. i just cant wait for the holidays to reach~ i will sure bake a chocolate cake or maybe do cookies(if they are easier). and we will go to redbox to sing together and go to the super market to shop together...it will be so fun~ and now only i realise that i haven't been blogging for a short time. coz i keep wanting to watch dramas on youtube :P.

this song....

this is a song that i really like by Demi Lovato and it's the a Camp Rock soundtrack. coz the lyrics are very easy to understand. and the lyrics let me know that last time, i was a girl in the darkness, and now i want to let the light shine on me, and to be the real me. listen to this song and read the lyrics....hope you will like it~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aRGkXPWU4vw

This Is Me
I've always been the kind of girl
That hid my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Right inside of me
I'm gonna let it show
It's time to let you know
to let you know

This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where you're the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's too far away
I've got to believe in myself
It's the only way

This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing
I need to find you
I gotta find you
You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me
I need to find you
I gotta find you

This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now
Gonna let light shine on me
Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

You're the missing piece I need
The song inside of me

This is me

You're the voice I hear inside my head
The reason that I'm singing

Now I've found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I wanna be
This is me

it's so frustrating!

haven't been blogging for a while....i just watch a taiwanese drama "ming4 zhong1 zhu4 ding4 wo3 ai4 ni3". then i asked myself, why are taiwanese dramas always so touching? just now i cried when i watched it. the main actors were all crying and all. but it's really nice to watch.*grin* just now went for tution, kept laughing and laughing, and i dunno why i go for history tution, i dont even listen to what the teacher says, mayb coz i'm just too tired and lazy. i'm so tired now, i need to finish my history project by next week, and the exams are coming... but there is ONE thing that i am expecting...that is.... this FRIDAY! coz it's our youth's stay over! can't wait for it~ i've been thinking of it everyday. and next year my uncle from U.S is coming for a holiday, and i asked him to help me buy the CAMP ROCK dvd~i cant find it anywhere in malaysia. malaysia sucks! at least i still can get it next year, but it's a long way away...

hate it...

i hate these things....

at 1st, i was not quite happy today, coz ytd my uncle said he would go buy some vitamins from amway for me. coz he keep saying that i dont eat my vege and fruits, so i wont be healthy and i would have a lot of pimples and acne on my face. i hate it when he always says that. and my uncle said that the salesman would bring the vitamins over to my house today to explain to me how it works. i got a shocked. ha didnt even ask me 1st whether i wanted these things. but i had no choice.*haiz* around 8pm, the guy came. gave me all the things. and he even told me that his gf is a professional make-up artist, if i want to do a facial or want to learn about make-up, i can call her. he must be very proud of her gf *smile*. all the vitamins were about rm300, i think my uncle is going crazy. he seldom waste so much money on me. he's weird. then after that, i tried the vitamins. it tasted awful, the taste was just so yucky. i just hate it a lot....