need to blog

Initially, i didnt want to blog today coz i was thinking of getting off the com asap to study.
but then i thought about it... i wont be able to use much of the com for the next whole week, so i better blog and update now before my blog really becomes dead.
so as you know, i havent been updating for a while, now i'll update on all things, beginning from last week.
Last Sunday night, went to Jusco with Nigel.
finally bought my hairdryer!!!! and it's in PINK! another pink thing to go into my pink collection.
and yes, i do have a pink collection, i try to buy all my things on pink, except bags and clothes and shoes. but i'm very picky of pink stuff too, it must be the right shade of pink.
then i wanted to find a present for my mum but couldnt, so i have no present for her now. T_T
i feel so bad, so now i need for Nigel to get his pay before i can think of what to buy.
then i went looking for shoes and dresses for Confirmation, but left disappointed.
where are all the nice stuff in JB???
do i really need too buy thing online???

What else have i been doing since last week....
I watched a few of the Annoying Orange videos becoz of KakLeong.
it's seriously lame. but Kakleong and RenYou finds them amusing. and they keep saying,"Hey Apple!" and "Can you do this? bleh bleh bleh" behind me, it cracks me up.
other than that, i've started mugging for next week's exam.
and i decided to sacrifice a few hours of computer time for my studies, only for next week.
there's so much to do, but there's so little time.
and i've been watching Idol Maid, laughing so hard every time too.
Beast boys are just so cute and hilarious.
and i just saw on Tumblr that Justin Bieber is opening an Tumblr account!
SAY NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!
he cannot do that!
i love how tumblr is right now, not many ppl knows about it.
but if Justin Bieber has an account, everyone in this world would know. i dont want that to happen. pls no.... T_T



On Friday, my mum's office held a buka puasa buffet at Hotel Selesa.
i'll post the photos i took tmr or when i'm free, which i dunno when i'll be.
i ate alot. i was so full. i serving of rice and ketupat and lots of curry.
then a serving of strawberries that were used for decorations of jellys. haha.
then i serving of brownies. super yummy.
then two bowls (6 scoops) of ice cream. but desserts than the main course. haha.
i have a major sweet tooth, and i put a whole lot of chocolate syrup on my ice cream.
and i love malay food.
after eating, i wanted to go have a tour around the hotel, that's what me and my bros always do.
but Nigel wasnt there at that time, and Thaniel was acting like a coward.
so i didnt manage to tour the place and i watched videos on my phone until Nigel reached at 9pm.
i was so happy to see him. coz we always go for buffets tgt, it was weird without him around.
so we talked and i talked to one of my mum's friend's daughter who is only around 10 years old.
i have this thing for kids, they always come talk to me and babies keep staring at me.
then we left at 10pm, reached home at 10.30pm.
went to sleep and woke up at 7am!
i was totally later for school, my stupid alarm didnt ring!
i rushed and managed to get ready in 10 minutes.
then i played with my unnies is school, the four of us laughed like crazy ppl while playing Hamburger. LMAO
havent played that game on ages.
then my mum came to fetch me after school then we went to buy my Dermedex cleanser.
i searched for it everywhere, even asked Nigel to always go help me check whether Sg got stock.
and guess what? that day he went to check and they said Sg now not selling anymore.
when i knew it i was like, FML!!!!!!!!!!!!
then my bro said the person told him Permas got sell, then my mum called and guess what,
they said Molek got sell!
when my mum smsed me about it, my reaction was, .................
i tried to hard to buy it and now they say it's selling in molek.
so i got to buy it ytd, the emulsion thingy i wanted was out of stock.
so i bought their other products. like the cleanser, toner and cream. and another one for protecting skin or something.
but all tgt it was quite expensive. and they kept asking me to go their shop for facials.
but to be honest, i think i have a phobia for facials now.
after that horrible experience of my facials at the old place i used to go.
when i went in the shop, which is also a facial parlour, i was so damn scared, i felt like crying for no reason. and the person started babbling about how my skin was and blah blah blah.
but she was definitely nicer than the ones i used to know.


then i went for catechism. but not for mass.
i loved my hair ytd, mostly thx to my new hairdryer.
then went for dinner at Yew's Cafe.
had a great time with my family.
went home and ate Secret Recipe cake my mum bought.
she bought two flavours, half a cake each.
one was a high-fibre cheese cake and the other was strawberry marshmellow cheese cake.
both very yummy~


now here i am.
finally finished back-reading my Tumblr.
Hueyying unnie and i decided to open Twitter accounts to follow out fave idols and do twitter trendings~
but that will be during the holidays.
now we need to get pass our exams 1st. it's gonna be like hell.
i have so much more to blog about, but i think i need to stop here and go study.
bye-yeom~ <3

Dancing machine

this is a video of Hyunseung dancing with Prepix's Ill.
they choreographed the dance tgt and it's amazing.
they have a amazing song choice too.
fyi, the name of the song is Money Right by Musiq Soulchild.
i love the dance and love the song.
and i'm sure you wont be able to take your eyes off the screen while watching.
Their moves are so slick and powerful.
and everytime i watch this video, i see Hyunseung walking out so suavely, and i cant resist to squeal and smile.
when the video came out the other day, so many ppl reblogged it on Tumblr, everyone wants it on their blog.
just so you know, i've watched this for more than 30 times, not that i'm counting.
Hyunseung is no doubt the best dancer in Beast, i love the passion he has for dancing and he has his own unique style.
i just love him.
you may say that it's just bcoz Hyunseung is in the video that's why i love it so much,
so watch it and see for yourself.
if it's not good, there wont be thousands of ppl liking it on Youtube.

*sigh*

i'm tired.
i didnt have a good night's sleep last night.
i kept waking up in the middle of the night. i woke up like 5 times!
and it was so hard going back to sleep, i felt like just getting up and use the com.
but then when my alarm rang, i didnt want to get up coz i was so tired.
but i still pulled myself up.
coz today we were informed that my house wont have electricity from 9am-7pm.
so i was like, i wake up at 8.30am, put my school shoes for washing (i havent washed it for months), then i'll go bathe while there's hot water and have breakfast.
after that, i followed my mum out.
before going to her office, we went to the Canon sales!
we just went to check some cameras out, tmr we'll go back to buy while Nigel is around.
now i'm in my mum's office using the com.
coz at home no electricity, so i came here.
and i'm pissed that my mum couldnt bring me shopping today.
she said she had tons of work to finish up and she has to go downtown for lunch for a launching or something.
but Nigel is coming back later, so i hope we'll have time to go shopping.
i really want to go........
later i'll be doing the reading in church again.
i'm getting tired of it ady... always ask me to do the reading. no other ppl meh?
ish... then later my mum go out for lunch then i'll have nth to do at home.
totally nth.
i want to go out... :(
this is so short. i think i have nth else to say.

wishlist

this is kinda random.
becoz i keep thinking about the things a want to buy recently.
and tmr my mum said that mayb we'll go shopping, so i thought of making a wish list or a shopping list. hahaha.
and i'm still thinking of what i want my mum to give me for my bday~
or mayb i can force Nigel to buy me a present too, since he has started working.
but i think he'll buy me an early bday present.
becoz i kept asking him to help me buy my Dermedex facial cleanser from Sg.
i've been reminding him about it since June, before i went to meet Beast!
it's so long ago ady. and i havent got it yet coz he keeps saying no stock.
i cant blame him for that either, coz it's too good~ hehe
but there's a bigger size of the cleanser i want, but it's expensive! that's why i didnt want to buy it although it always has stock.
but Nigel promised me that when he gets his pay by the end of this month, he'll buy it for me! woohoo~
so i guess that'll be my advance-bday-present from him. unless he is willing to buy another one. :P
so my wish list:
1. hair dryer!!! (must get it tmr)
2. new purse
3. new watch
4. white dress
5. heels (for confirmation!)
6. indoor slippers~ in pink or of Homers(like dongwoon's hehe :P)
7. Puzzles (love them)
8. Beast 1st and 2nd and 3rd mini album~ (3rd gonna be out soon!)
9. t-shirt from B2stRising store.
10. new water bottle.
11. new circle lens (i want more!)
12. more accessories

i can go on all day. but these are the main things.
there's a lot. i know. so now i'm currently saving as much as i can.
and just so u know, i'm very picky when it comes to shopping, i want all the things i buy to be perfectly what i want. all the specific details and colours.
tmr will be a nice day. (i hope)
i hope my mum keeps to her promise.
if she doesnt keep to her promise, i hope that Nigel will come home later or tmr.
then i'll force him to take me shopping~ or just out of the house, i miss hanging out with him.


it's 7.30pm rn. and my stomach is growling.
i've put on some weight, so now i'm trying my best to cut down on feeding myself un-needed food.
i've success to not consume any food since 1.30pm.
so i'm gonna eat now~





i realized i have weird dreams when i'm happy. and i'll wake up tired.
i need to observe myself more.
bye.

update + photos

if u noticed, my usual post will be of me updating 1st, then only i post photos.
but today it's different, bcoz the internet is hella slow.
photos and updates tgt~!
i took so long to upload all of them.
so i wont be saying much now.

the free blur crytals we made from our chemistry experiment!
i know i'm weird by taking it home,
but it's so sparkly and pretty, i couldnt resist.

i think this is was taken on wednesday.

sunlight shining on my face~

my hair is messy.
bcoz i tied it into a bun, and when i let it down,
it was wavy and messy.

se7en oppa on my tv~! ^^

i went to trim my hair~
my fringe is shorter.

i did the puzzles i wasnt able to do on friday.
there's one piece missing in the above one.

me and my family was invited to a church friend's son's birthday party last Sat.
the boy's name was Collin, he's super duper cute.
he was so hyper when he saw us arrive.
too bad i couldnt get a photo of him, he kept running around,
and all i did was seat next to the food table taking food every minute.
i guess that's why i gained some weight.
and look at his cake! it's so special!

i did the commentating in church last Saturday.
it was easier than i imagined it to be.
i just needed to say a fews sentences that were alr printed out on a paper.

and someone complimented my star pendant!
i love it so much.
and everytime Dominic sees me in church, he'll always say,
"Ahh! my eyes hurt, you're so bright!"
then i'll start laughing.
you may not understand the joke,
this is becoz i wore my bling bling star necklace,
and the top i wore that day had some bling-bling golden things on,
and i was holding my phone, that has those bling-bling jewels on,
and lastly my ballet flats that also has some bling bling crystals on.
hahaha. i guess i like sparkly stuff.

this is what i usually do when it gets boring in class.
unnie added some super junior stuff to it though.
and i'm happy to see my chinese name. haha. random.

u can see in the corner, that i still love 2ne1 and GD and BigBang.
btw, Happy Birthday to the ultimate GD!

DONGWOON. DONGWOON. DONGWOON.
DONGWOON. DONGWOON. DONGWOON.

i read a news about today's episode of Idol Maid which said that in this episode, Beast will confess about a lot of stuff.
it made me really sad of what they said they're gonna mention in this epi.
i cant wait to watch it, but it isnt up on youtube yet.
so i guess i'll watch it tmr.
and after i saw that news, i watched a video of Hyunseung's time in BigBang Documentary.
it was so damn touching, i teared up at the end of the video where he was eliminated from Big Bang.
i rmbed crying over it when i watched BB Doc last time.
and when i watched that vid, i saw that he is still as pretty as he has always been.
i seriously love him. he's my no.2 bias~!!
watching that vid made me wanna watch BB Doc again, but instead i decided to watch 2NE1 tv again.
all of the videos of 2ne1 tv has been deleted, so i had to watch it on Daily Motion, which really sucks.
watching it back made me fall in love with 2ne1 all over again, and i'm singing I Dont Care again.
hahahaha. sang while eating dinner.
love them so much~ cant wait for their comeback during September.
and Beast's too~!!!
the perfect bday present.
talking about presents... i have so many things i want.
will talk about it some other time.
need to go for tuition rn.

hmmm....

i think i've bever mentioned on my blog that Beast was coming to Sg again.
they came ytd for the Youth Olympics' Concert with 4minute.
since i woke up this morning, i've been finding photos and fancams of their performances,
and now i seriously regret for not going.
although couldnt get tickets, but i think u can go in even without tickets. i'm not sure,
i saw someone said like that.
Beast performed so many songs!!! when i was watching fancams, i was like...*sigh**sobs*
but nvm... it's all over. i'll just stay home all day and look at their photos.
and just now i went to trim my hair, i always scared to go to the saloon.
i'm so scared that they'll ruin my hair or something.
but it's okay. then me and Thaniel walked home after our hair cut coz my mum was dying her hair, so we didnt want to wait.
and on the way home, i saw this Pos Laju motorcycle, i was like, "mayb it's delivering unnie's albums."
so i quickly rushed home, then when i entered my room, the parcel was alr on my table.
1st thing to do, sms Hy.


later i'm going to church, and i'll be the commentator for the children's liturgy.
it's my first time and i'm super scared but i think if i can do the reading, i'll have no problem with commentating.
but i also cant do too good, or else all those aunties will always ask me to help out.
i still dunno what to wear yet. and how to do my hair later. so much to prepare.
and the internet is so damn slow rn... hate it.


oh ya... ytd, i was so pissed!
i reached home after lunch with my mum at 2pm.
then i sweeped the floor and cleaed my room for a while, and planned to use the com at 2.30 or 3.
but then there was so electircity at 2.30pm.
i was like wth?!!!
but then i thought, it better come back before 4pm.
and luckily the weather was quite nice at that time.
but then i waited and waited and waited, i had totally nth to do.
and the weather was getting more and more hotter.
so i was like, fml... then i decided to take a nap.
then when i woke up at 5pm, i was like, what should i do now???
then i wanted to do some puzzles, so i went to find some puzzles.
then i realised that i need more puzzles at home. i want to do them when i'm free and bored, i love puzzles.
then once i got them into my room, the electricity came back on at 5.30pm.
i was like, YES!!!!!!!!! so i rushed to get the laptop and used it until 8.30pm.
then i watched When In Rome on dvd. it was quite nice.
then i finally found out what video format could be played using usb on the dvd player.
so i could see se7en's face on my lcd tv. hahaha. i only re-formatted his video.
and i also had yummy chocolatey ice cream~ *smiles*


now i'm voting for Beast for Mnet 20 Choice awards or something like that online.
theyre losing by a lot, so i need to stay on and vote as much as i can.
and i need to go practice my piano now... i've got to play better, i really suck at my piano skills and i'm not happy about it.

happy

i'm happy today!
i had a weird dream last night. i had problem falling asleep too.
i kept refusing to go to sleep like a little kid. haha.
i kept wanting to stay up and do something instead of going to sleep.
but in the end, managed to go to sleep at 12am.
totally didnt want to wake up in the morning, i thought i was wednesday and it was a holiday.
but then i dragged myself up, and found Nigel alr up with a big bowl of tomyam maggie mee on the dining.
he's started his job as an intern at a company today (i'm not sure what he's doing), it's in Sg though, that's why he woke up so early- or mayb he didnt sleep the whole night- to go into Sg.
he is always so loud in the morning, it's so annoying.
i just woke up and he's yelling in my ears... and he doesnt notice that there are other ppl still asleep.
i totally wanted to punch him.


then in school, all i can rmb is me playing cards and laughing so much.
i didnt even rmbed it rained until my mum called me and ask about it just now.
we played Murderer again! love the game so much. but everyone hates being the murderer, coz it makes you super nervous and scared.
then we played pian4 ren2/Liar.
i didnt like it at 1st, coz i'm not good in it.
but i got better after a few rounds.
i cant wait to play more! and the next game we're planning to play is gonna be noisy... i'm scared of it... coz i didnt play well last time with my other friends.


and the ppl who were to fixed the tv aerial came to the house to repair the aerial!
and at the same time, (exactly the same time!), the ppl from Courts came to deliver the dvd player!
you cannot imagine how happy i was!
i havent been watching tv and dvds for a long time ady! now i finally get to watch all the new dvds i bought the other day.
now the new tv is super clear! it wont hurt my eyes with blurry images anymore!

and now i'm super into reading fan fics, and each one i read is better than the one before.
i am currently sucked into a fan fic called Dreaming On The Radio! it's about my otp (one true pair) JUNSEUNG!!!! (junhyung and Hyunseung)
it has loads of drama and it's even better than those lame tv series.
it makes me yell and squeal while reading, and luckily i mostly read it using my phone in my room, or my mum will be asking why i'm squealing infront of the laptop.
i cant wait for the person to update more!
and mayb one day when i'm free, i'll prove that this couple, JunSeung, really exists.
it's true. i sounds ridiculous right??? but i believe they exist. hahaha~

i forgot to upload these

these photos were taken during Amy's bday, which was quite some time ago.
and i totally forgot to upload.
and i couldnt find it in my phone's file.
but here they are.

this was taken last Sat.

these are from Tuesday.
Crazy mike...

one whole week

i havent been blogging for... i think one week.
so i'm gonna update on the things i did through this week.
i dont think it'll be long, coz i still have loads to do, so i'll make it short.
i'll have to come to my blog only bcoz the stupid com is so slow.
so last Saturday i did the reading in church. i think i'm getting better at it. *proud*
then Sunday... i cant rmb what i did. Sundays arent interesting days to me, i kinda hate it, i always dont get to have fun. i want to go out and have fun!!!
but sometimes i also prefer to stay at home and spazz over Beast. Beast= Life Complete!
monday... i only can rmb coming home and used the computer until 8pm. i need to change that habit.
Tuesday! went out with my unnies~ i'm happy to be the maknae!
after school, we went to mamak stall to have lunch! Ruohyee unnie belanja us! thx so much unnie!
(so many exclamation marks)hahaha. i was really happy that day, coz i wanted to get a rest from the com, too much time on the com can kill.
then we went to Crazy Mike! couldnt wear school uniform in there, so luckily we all brought clothes. so we changed.
then we started singing! that was the 1st time i sang so crazily.
but that's not my limit, i can be so much more crazy than that.
coz i usally dance around my room while i listen to songs, music is the best remedy to everything.
so we sang our lungs out, except for Ruohyee. i seriously didnt hear much of her voice.
i'm so happy that Hulzi pick Avril Lavigne songs, so we could yell our lungs out.
then we went back at 5pm. i had a great time with my unnies, although my throat wasnt feeling well after that yelling session.
skip the rest. Wednesday, i can only rmb myself forcing myself to stay awake during Add maths tuition. my eyes were trying so hard to force me close them.
then Thursday... cant rmb much... so skip.
Friday. skip. nth much.
Saturday... school.... i was amazed of how awake i was the whole day. although i yawned a whole lot but i wasnt really sleepy.
then during the last two periods, we played cards! UNO, heart attack and Murderer!
i had so much fun playing with all the guys and girls! hahaha.
but i was also tired from laughing so hard. we laughed so much that i felt so tired.
RenYou so funny coz he didnt know how to play UNO, then Daniel had to help him.
i won the game!!! YAY! *proud* i was lucky, hahaha.
then during Heart Attack, the biggest victim was my poor table! *sobs*
and also our poor hands... kept getting hitted or scratched or knocked by other ppl.
everyone was so fast, i was so scared when i played. nearly had a heart attack. haha.
then last game... Murderer! one of my fav game.
i was the murderer once, but winked at the police, hahaha.
but i managed to kill a few ppl. muahhahaha.
and i think all tgt there were 10 of us playing, it was so much fun. have to have a gaming session again!
then mummy came to fetch me froom school! i'm always happy when my mum fetches me from school.
then we had lunch, then went to a few boutiques to find my dress for confirmation.
i had fun, but i seriously wanted to go home to bathe and use the com.
so we reached home at 2.30pm. then i used the com until 4pm, then went to church.
i sat through mass alone, no friends to sit with, everyone in school or went home.
but i had my phone! and thx to the church's wi-fi, i sat there reading fan-fics!
it was so so so nice! i know i shouldnt be using phone in church, so i read it for half an hour then concentrated on the priest.
then after mass, there was a blessing for everyone, so while my mum was busy with her stuff, i went to queue up alone, then when my mum finished with her stuff, and came and cut queue, haha.
then went to Giant to buy TV!!! YAY! the tv will be deliverd to my house today! i cant wait.
my couch has been vacant for a long time ady.. all dusty... i'm not kidding.
then i wanted to buy my hair dryer while we were there, but my mum said check other places prices 1st. haiz...
then we went to buy McD and went home.
today... woke up at 8am! i'm so proud of myself recently. sleep early, wake up early.
just finished my breakfast, later goin to a house-launching, got free lunch.
then tuitionl.... haiz.... but i'll have a tv to watch when i come home!!!!
bye for now.

BEAST

i think i havent been posting any videos of Beast recently.
so here's one. i've been finding it since it came out on the 1st of August.
and i just found it just now, and i was so happy ydek.
bcoz i saw a rehearsal of them dances to Imma Be and it was so hot.
so this is the show they performed on! the cheorograph of Imma Be is just so hot! i love it sfm.
and Hyunseung's dance! omg, loved it.