A Letter To Doojoon~ ❤

i'm not late this time! hehe

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOON DOOJOON~ ❤

두준아, 생일축하해~ ★

Dear Doojoon,

hmmm, tbh, i'm acutally a bit scared to write this letter. i'm not sure why. maybe because i love you too much LOL. I have so much to say, so much to be thankful for, because you are just one of the best guys i've ever known of  but I don't think i'll be able to list out of the great things about you in this post though.

Maybe because you're the leader, i've always felt that you are working and trying harder than the other members, although i know each member have put in a lot of effort to reach where you guys are today.

It is a fact that you've worked extremely hard, especially in those solo activities during those early debut days. and even now with Iris 2 and MC-ing and leading Beast. seeing you work so hard always makes me feel bad because it makes me feel useless, or like i'm wasting my life away doing nothing.

I pity you sometimes, not only you but also the other members, for not being able to live a normal life like others. I rmb you appeared on a show and said that you are at the age where you'll like to be in a relationship and go on dates and it's just sad to know that you cant easily do that because you are Beast's Yoon Doojoon/ boyfriend-dol Yoon Doojoon. from the bottom of my heart, i truly hope that you and the other members can get to live a normal life like any other person and being able to do whatever you want without the need to stress about your image as an idol. but i have got to say, you did a great job in maintaining your image. I'm always and forever wondering whether irl, you are really the guy like how you appear to fans. 

ytd i saw a tweet saying that you are " 幼稚與成熟融合的完整體~" and i totally agree hehehehe

you can be so funny and cheeky when you're with the members and also when you see B2utys. and who can forget how you are always trolling the other members and being known as the violent-dol for always hitting the members until the extent where their parents have to ask you to stop XDDD.

and then, there are times where you can be so mature, especially when it comes to stuff related to Beast. every time there is a magazine interview, the way you express yourself just shows how much you have grown over the years and also the way you put your family and the members before yourself. I know no one is perfect but the image you give out to the world makes ppl think that you're perfect, the best guy in the world, and i just cant help but like you so so much~~~

i mentioned this in all my letters to beast but it just needs to be said again, and that is, never change. 

You are always saying that you love Beast as 6 members and you hope that you guys will stay the same forever. I hope the same thing too. i love that you appreciate what b2utys always express as "OT6" more than anyone in the world. and I really do wish that beast stays tgt forever. also the fact that you appreciate the fans more than anyone else just makes me really proud as a b2uty.

You are the best leader anyone can have. You have been leading both Beast and B2utys so well for the last 4 years and i hope we can continue on for a long time. Stay humble and stay strong. 

태어나줘서 고마워요. 사랑해  ❤ 

 looking sexayyy XD

 doojoon and kids. one of my favourite scenes. : )

 chose this photo just because i just went to HK not long ago. LOL

 what's with that face yoon doojoon kekeke

 red eyed actor Yoon. or should i say, Agent Seo Hyunwoo!

 always looking like the happiest boy on the soccer field~

looking so good even when he goes play soccer.

 why do you always make the airport look like your runway? 

is this a photoshoot? LOL 

 When The Door Closes. i can never sit through a live performance of this song without getting emotional. 

the emotions Doojoon and Dongwoon puts into the song is just amazing.

i love Doojoon's voice so much~ 

 who's the fairest of them all? Yoon Doojoon, of course. >__<

 kekeke all the b2utys were saying that this shirt is made for Doojoon. LOL

 the photo he uploaded when he was in Msia last week~~~

i'm so glad that they loved the weather and had the chance to have fun and rest a bit!

 i think i just forgot to breathe.

 *cries* Y U SO GORGEOUS?!

 dunno why but i love this photo so much.

that hoodie looks so comfy. 

 i think i posted this photo in last year's bday post too but it's too stunning to not show it off again.

 *3*

 his cheekbones........

jawline....

let's go down a timeline from their Shock era days, should we? and see how much Yoon Leader has changed visually~ credit goes to the amazing fansite: Duraebak 

 those day where they still wore guy-liner hahahaha but he looks good~

 teary Doojoon when they won their first award!

 Doojoon rarely ever make hearts for fans anymore. so we need to take time to enjoy this photo!

 my favourite purple-suits-days!

 chubby chubby boy~

 suddenly jump to 2012~ Beautiful Night promotion period!

 so handsome~ looks like his whole head shrunk. he lost so much weight/ baby fat over the years.

 jawline again. *dies*

hehehe i love this photo. 

sry for the overload of photos. I just couldnt get enough of Doojoon's perfection. kekeke

okay, a little update of life! I've finally moved back home! Feels so good to be back and to be able to eat home-cooked food~

I just finished editing all my photos from my trip to Macau and Hongkong and those posts would be up soon! My post on AIA K-Pop Concert will be up after this post~

I still have two fancams to edit but i'm still contemplating whether or not to edit them coz i'm not very good at it but there are some REALLY GOOD shots of the boys in those fancams!

so if i were to upload them, they'll be up most probably next week.

that's all for now~!

P/S : I really love Yoon Doojoon. he is my bias for today. kekekeke