haix... that's the only reaction i can give now.
coz i'm really tired from all the things happening around me now.
i need to cope up with school things, that's the most important of all.
then with church things. a lot of things at church actually. who ask our church to lack of responsible ppl. i really envy other churches. now church things are still okay, but once our practices start, we're gonna be real busy, we need to rmb that time passes very fast when you're busy. and jie-jie imelda is the most busiest of all. she's really having a headache now, coz of all the things she have to do for church. she really sacrifice a lot of her time for this.
then i need to do all the things my mum ask me to do. like today, once i walked out of my room, she'll be shouting, "rachel, come do this." "rachel, go do that." "rachel, what are you doing? come here!" *ugh*
why is it like i'm the only child in the family???
all thanks to my useless brother! dunno how to do anything!
okay... i'll talk about ytd and today.
i've been really busy. but luckily i get to wake up late.
ytd, woke at 11am. then i had some time to do my own stuff, then did homework.
then went to church at 4pm. then they asked us to reherse the song You Raise Me Up for father's day. i was like, didnt we sing this song last year??? cant we do something else???
then they asked me to do the reading. i was like, am i the only one here that knows how to read??? why must i always help out???
but luckily they found someone else. i really didnt want to do the reading, one reason was because i was wearing a short skirt.
then mass as usual. then they had a leactor's sharing session.
i'm a leactor and i really feel like going coz i just dont want to.
but in the end still got force to go by Brother Lionel.
he said something quite harsh to me to force me to do it.
i was so hungry sitting there, and in a really bad mood.
Brorther said that if you are going to be a leactor becoz someone force you to do it then you better not do it, you rather just sit and participate in the mass.
i was like thinking in my head, if i could say that i dont want, i would really want to. but i had no choice! no one will let me quit from being a leactor. i was force into these stuff again. *ugh* mainly thinking of it alr makes me furious.
and i'm always thinking, why should i always be the good samaritan??? why must i only be the one who always helps out with everything???
i really need to start rejecting ppl...
then today....
i woke at 11.30am.
just when i woke up, my phone rang, it was jie-jie calling.
then she asked whther i was free this afternoon, i wanted to say no but i said yes.
then she said there was a youth meeting in Sacred Heart church and Shaun couldnt make it, so she asked me to go with her.
i was okay...
so i had a late breakfast then finished the things i needed to do then at 1.30pm, jie-jie was there to fetch me.
Sacred Heart church changed so much over the years, the last time i was in those halls was 4 years ago.
and now it was so beautiful, they are so lucky to have such a nice place.
so we had some P&W then we played games and had some snacks before the meeting started.
i dont want to talk about the meeting, coz there no much to say.
so when i was in jie-jie's car on the way back home, i was having a headache and really wanted to puke, but ui didnt want to re-act what happened 7 years ago. i dont want to talk about it, it's too embarrassing.
so i helped jie-jie call up some ppl coz she was driving, and she said i could be her assistant now. *laughs*
we two were really frustrating about the Labuan trip thingy.
coz we need 12 ppl, 6 girls and 6 boys.
at the moment we only have 3 girls and 5 boys that are confirm that they can go.
so we still need some ppl and we only have a few more days before the deadline. and we've almost asked everyone in church that we think have the potential to be in the show but no one is able to go. so we have a big problem now.
we really need to pray hard now. i only hope that everything will turn out well eventually.
and there's also a youth gathering on the 11th of July. haix... so much more things to do yet so little time....
HELP!!!!!!!!
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