ups and downs

ytd was easter vigil mass.
before that, in the afternoon, went out for lunch with HweeSing.
we went to Let's Eat.
talked a lot. then at 4.45pm, went home.
used the com to distract myself from the fact that in a few more hours time, i will be standing in front of a huge crowd reading.
then at 8pm, i started getting ready.
i wanted everything to be perfect but it didnt turn out like that.
had to rush at the last minute.
reached church at 9.30pm.
went to look for some friends 1st, then when i was waiting for the mass to start, i sat with Nigel and his friends.
he brought his friend ShuJie to church. i guess he was curious or something.
then it was time. i walked into church with the priests.
then after about 30minutes, it was my turn.
i didnt even know it was my turn, coz the words on the screen were in Malay.
*trembling* but i am more relaxed on the altar now compared with how i used to be.
i think i read quite well. only made some tiny mistakes.
then i walked back to my seat, i saw Nigel and his friends smiling or laughing.
then blah blah blah... mass ended at 12.30am.
my bro they all wanted to go mamak to watch football, so we tagged along.
i was so damn thirsty and hungry.
then Uncle Gerald was there too.
he kept asking me to join a leadership camp, but i dont feel like going leh... i'm always alone one, i dont want.
and Uncle Gerald said that i have a very calm and nice voice when i do the reading.
he likes it when i read.
hahahaha. very happy to hear that.
so we sat down tgt and talked until 2.45am.
slept at 3am. so damn tired. slept once my head touched the pillow.
my mum woke me up at 12pm on Easter.
i was really shocked at that time, coz i was supposed to do something at 12nn.
so i rushed up, wanted to eat breakfast but there were only easter eggs we got from church.
so i didnt eat. then at almost 1pm, Nigel went out to fetch a friend.
just after 15minutes, my mum got a phonecall from Nigel saying that he crashed the car, so he needs help.
he had an accident, the whole car went terbalik. he is so damn lucky.
he was still in one piece when he came home, he wasnt even hurt, he only scratched his hand or something.
and i'm so lucky i wasnt with him. and i totally didnt want to see or know how it happened.
only my mum and Uncle Gerald went to the accident's site.
Nigel also lost his phone, someone stole it when they saw it lying on the ground, but that person was so nice to throw Nigel's SIM card back to him.
until now, i havent asked Nigel about anything about the accident.
i dont think he'll be willing to tell me too.
but at least he learnt his lesson. it's like FINALLY!!!!
if this didnt happen, he'll never learn or change his stupid ways of living his useless life.
he shocked everyone of us, i even cried, because i was so scared that something would have happened to him.
that's all for now. i'll post some pics some other time.